Restoration

Decline is this blue dusk

sharp around the steeple

and a belltower’s edge,

in which street lamps glow orange

and shoes clatter on cobblestones.

A person or two stops

to speak of what they know

while hurrying past, and I listen

to their words pry the weight of darkness.

Wholly anonymous,

I watch light sink into stones.

I watch alleys, baroque facades,

shop fronts and fountains all slide

toward decay, and I grip them with sight

—this medieval church, for example,

its chiseled, elaborate face.

Inside, I find shadows draped

in chapels and on marble tombs

but I wander until the lines

of the paintings and sculptures fade

so much I see the way out

alone. There’s a little more light

outdoors, and I think of the church

left behind overspread with shadow

as I and the others leave,

of its hard and silent altar.

We restore the things we need

in mind; restore and preserve

with vision, or with fresh thought,

in passing only, the icons

established, not quite our own,

thus witnessed, and slightly altered,

as we walk through the holy city

(just as we move through a poem),

choosing what to let dim, what grace

with a transient inner light.