They had been out all night.
As they had cruised east in leisurely fashion across a calm sea to form an inverted U ahead of the battle cruisers, the calling gulls, which had followed like crows after a plough, had been left behind one after the other, and now the North Sea seemed empty.
The visibility was good and they could see the battle cruisers in two lines, with Evan-Thomas’ battleships to the north-west. Five miles ahead of Lion was the light cruiser screen, spread out on a line bearing roughly north-east to south-west. The squadrons were in two groups of ships, five miles apart with the First Light Cruisers on the northernmost end of the line, while the destroyers had come yelping up astern in the dark behind Champion. In a rush and rattle of spray-thrashed steel, their funnels glowing and the roar of the boiler room fans filling the air, they had taken up their positions with the seaplane carrier near the battle cruisers.
The midday sky was high but without colour or warmth between the cloud, and more than ever Kelly was aware of the smell of salt and the sting of the wind on his cheek. The ship seemed alive and eager, the runnels of spray on the paintwork edging downwards in the wind, the quiver and throb of the ship broken by the jar as she tossed her head and flung the swell away like a bridegroom throwing off the confetti on his wedding night. He seemed to be seeing things twice as clearly as normal – the light, the vibrance, the small waves picking up the colour of the sky – in a heightened sense of awareness, and he assumed that the possibility that he might be killed had made him more perceptive than usual.
As they continued to head east, they were sent below one after the other to snatch some food and Kelly looked up as Chambers, the surgeon, entered the wardroom.
‘There’s death in the air,’ the surgeon said. He was a cheerful young man fresh from medical school and the words brought Kelly’s head up with a jerk.
‘Got the glumps, Doc?’ he asked.
‘No.’ Chambers smiled. ‘Actually, in spite of my profession, I haven’t seen much of death yet. Haven’t had time. Just aware that there’s something about us today. Aren’t you?’
Kelly grunted. It was no time to brood or indulge in self-pity. ‘Don’t understand death,’ he said shortly.
‘You’ve seen enough of it.’
‘It’s different in the Navy. The sea swallows the debris.’
As they talked, Higgins, the wardroom steward, put his head round the door.
‘Lieutenant Maguire, sir! You’re wanted on the bridge. Signal’s just come through.’
Cramming the rest of his food into his mouth, Kelly went to his cabin to put on as many clothes as possible, and stuff his pockets with notebooks, pencils, chocolate and anything else he might need for a prolonged stay at action stations. As he headed for the bridge, he bumped into Rumbelo who gave him a quick grin.
‘This is it, sir,’ he said. ‘The big smash at last. We’ll have something to tell ’em when we go home.’
‘Let’s hope so,’ Kelly agreed. ‘Let’s hope it isn’t someone else who has to go home and tell ’em what’s happened to us.’
There was a sudden tension about the ship that was obvious in the alert manner of her seamen, and the keenness of the eyes that scanned the horizon. When Kelly reached the bridge another message had been intercepted and Talbot and Heap were staring towards the east with narrowed eyes.
‘Galatea’s sighted two hostile cruisers,’ Talbot informed Kelly. ‘Bearing east-south-east, course unknown. The fun’s about to begin, Number One. Go and tell the ship’s company.’
The atmosphere was electric and exultant. They were sailing into history at thirty knots.
But what history? Defeat or victory? None of them believed it could be the first.
They had been on the bridge since sailing, their nerves stretched to the utmost so that they longed to relax; and, strained by reaction and tiredness, Kelly found confused emotions were chasing through his consciousness. Though he was actutely aware of the danger, he brushed it aside. Feelings were a bit of a luxury anyway, at a time like this, and there was something obscene about physical danger and death that was best not dwelt upon.
As he made his way through the ship, he saw men moving to their action stations. The wardroom was being taken over by the surgeon and packets of bandages were being stacked in odd corners. Hoses were laid out ready and tense faces peered at him.
‘What’s up, sir?’
‘Germans are out. Well probably find ourselves in action before long.’
The boiler room fans were roaring to force the draught and Wellbeloved’s face was serious.
‘I hope we can keep up,’ he said.
‘Think we might not?’
‘It’s a long time since we slipped for bottom cleaning.’
The engine room telegraphs clanged and Wellbeloved’s eyes shot to Kelly’s face. ‘Increased revs,’ he said. ‘You’d better get back.’
When Kelly returned to the bridge, the destroyers were punching into the sea in a dogged manner to keep up with the bigger ships. Talbot handed him another signal form.
‘From Galatea,’ he said. “Enemy in sight.”’
Now that W/T silence was no longer an advantage, the whole of Beatty’s fleet opened up with a garrulous interchange by wireless, flag and searchlight. The horizon seemed to be filled with the masts and upperworks of ships from which, in darts of light or fluttering flag hoists, messages were hurriedly passed. Fifteen minutes later another signal was intercepted from Galatea.
‘Have sighted a large amount of smoke as though from a fleet… Seven vessels besides destroyers… They have turned north.’
The destroyers were pouring through the sea now like hounds after a fox. Despite the calm, it was a rough ride and the crash and clatter of the shuddering ship as she jolted between the waves was deafening. Mordant’s wake cut through the water with those of the other destroyers like white lines scraped across a dark scalp by a giant comb. Above their heads the flags snapped and chattered, the halyards thrumming from the quivering mast.
Talbot was staring forward, his eyes alight. He seemed to have come alive, standing tensed and ready, one hand on the binnacle, the other on the single rail that supported the painted canvas screens which were all they had in the way of a bridge. To port the great hulks of the battle cruisers – Lion, Princess Royal, Queen Mary, Tiger – seemed to thunder through the water, leaving Evan-Thomas’ Fifth Battle Squadron wide and ten miles astern.
It was incredibly exhilarating and, for the first time since he’d joined the Navy, Kelly realised that he wanted to live and die in destroyers. He wasn’t a submariner by temperament – he hadn’t the coldly precise nature of a submariner, any more than he had the calm stolidity of a big ship man. This was what he wanted – the rough and tumble of small ships. Comfort meant nothing when set against this excitement.
Lipscomb, the yeoman of signals, appeared, his face solemn. ‘Galatea’s under fire, sir.’
A seaplane buzzed low over them, heading on a north-easterly course towards Galatea’s position, and they watched it until it disappeared in the patchy clouds.
‘Let’s hope he doesn’t run into a zeppelin,’ Heap said.
As they increased speed, the wind was carrying the puther from the funnels of the bigger ships across their line and they could taste the grit in it.
‘Finely divided particles of carbon,’ Talbot drawled. ‘Commonly known as smoke.’
Kelly’s blood was tingling in his veins at the knowledge of what lay ahead. He’d already seen more action since the war began than most men had, but there was a new and incredible excitement in the thought that he was about to take part in the first great fleet action since hostilities began, the big smash they’d been awaiting for so long, when hundreds of steel ships and thousands of men would pit their strength against each other for command of the North Sea.
Bunting was fluttering on Lion’s signal bridge for the battleships trailing astern, then another hoist followed, topped by a blue and yellow destroyer flag. Lipscomb reached for the answering pendant as he read it aloud.
‘“Destroyers take up position…”’
As he finished reading, the answering pendant rushed up to the yardarm.
‘It’s going to be a general engagement,’ Talbot said. ‘Two months after joining, Number One! You’re going to be lucky! I’ve been waiting for two years and barely seen a sight of ’em. If we don’t catch ’em this time, the fleet’s going to demand blood for supper.’
Turning north-east to where the contact had been made had brought them to the starboard side of Lion and soon afterwards the flagship turned south-east and the battle cruisers formed line astern, a great phalanx of grey steel drawn out towards the horizon.
‘Looks as though they mean business,’ Heap observed. ‘I think we must be trying to get between the Hun and his base.’
In the middle of the afternoon, they sighted smoke to the north-east and the flotilla increased revolutions, pressing on at full speed in showers of spray, while the First and Third Light Cruiser Squadrons took station astern of the battle cruisers. Then, as they turned into line, Kelly caught a flash on the horizon and realised he was looking at silvery hulls and battle cruiser upperworks. Beneath the smoke he could distinguish five shapes accompanied by torpedo craft. The outlines of masts were joined by funnels and the upper parts of hull.
‘There, sir,’ he said, pointing. ‘The Germans! Fine off the starboard bow. I see two funnels. Looks like Moltke.’
‘Range fourteen miles!’ The call came on the wind in a bored well-drilled voice, and he saw the men at the forward gun lift their heads and begin to stare ahead.
The turbines were howling at full power now and they had to cling on with both hands to stay on the shuddering bridge as the ship bucketed through the water. His glasses to his eyes, Kelly called over his shoulder.
‘They’re steering a converging course!’
‘So much the better,’ Talbot said. ‘We’ll reach ’em quicker.’
It was an electrifying sight. After two years of waiting and expectancy, the two great fleets had finally met. Tension filled the ship, reaching from the bridge into every compartment and gun position. Glancing down, Kelly saw Rumbelo closed up on the forward gun, his bulky figure tense and alert.
Talbot was leaning forward over the bridge rail, his pipe trailing a thin stream of blue smoke. His boredom was gone with the weariness of two years of waiting, and he was as eager as anyone else in the ship, his manner so projecting itself that Kelly found his blood quickening at the thought of what lay ahead.
‘They’ll have to fight this one to the bitter end,’ Heap pointed out cheerfully. ‘No running away this time. And if Jellicoe’s out and heading towards us, we’ve got them.’
The battle cruisers had turned east-south-east and were crashing towards the Germans between two lines of destroyers, with Pakenham’s New Zealand and Indefatigable, also surrounded by destroyers, five miles to the north-east. Not a man could be seen on their decks. Volumes of smoke poured from their funnels, and their turrets, trained expectantly to port, made them look eager for battle.
Kelly found himself holding his breath, waiting for the first crash of guns, the overture to the coming battle. His mind was occupied with responsibilities and his eyes were all over the ship. The clouds were clearing a little now, and the surface of the sea was picking up the light, though there was a faint mist covering the water and making the horizon hazy. The flotilla’s speed had increased slightly and Mordant had slipped back a fraction. Talbot had stopped chattering now and Mordant’s bridge was silent so that the crash of steel against the water, the hiss of the waves, and the shuddering of the ship filled their ears. Over the roar of the blowers, they could hear a constant clatter and tinkle below, as if the whole vessel was full of loose objects all being thrown around.
‘Flagship’s signalling, sir!’
Flags fluttered up from Lion to be passed down the line of ships. ‘“Assume complete readiness for action in every respect”’ the yeoman read out.
The battle ensign jerked to the yardarm. All over the ship men were testing communications and instruments, and fire parties were assembling at their stations. Gasmasks, goggles and life-saving mats were placed ready as the final preparations for action were made. Splinter mats, boxes of sand, stretchers, spars and spare electrical and engineering gear were laid out and secured. Galley fires were damped down, surgical instruments sterilised and anaesthetics prepared. There was a strange sort of cold-bloodedness about all the preparation for death and destruction that took the breath away, but the very intensity of the preparations drove away any thoughts of foreboding.
‘“Form line of battle,” sir,’ Lipscomb sang out, his glasses to his eyes. ‘“Second Battle Cruisers astern of First, Thirteenth and Ninth Destroyer Flotillas.”’
The battle cruisers were increasing speed now, with the Fifth Battle Squadron trailing well astern and fighting to catch up. The course changed to easterly and Talbot smiled.
‘Getting out of the smoke,’ he said. ‘It’s fouling their range.’ He occupied himself with refilling his pipe. ‘They like to have their battles nice and tidy. Four hundred revolutions, please.’
‘Course alteration, sir?’
Talbot lit his pipe and nodded and Mordant heeled over so that they all took a staggering step to one side before they recovered their balance.
‘Smoke’s easier. Not in our eyes now.’
Realising he was holding his breath in excitement, Kelly drew in an explosive gulp of air. They were still waiting for the first crash of the guns, their eyes glued to the distant ships. As the two fleets closed each other, Evan-Thomas still trying desperately to catch up, the visibility remained good but the patches of thin mist over the water were increasing and varying in density, and were not being dispersed by the sun.
‘At a disadvantage with the light,’ Kelly pointed out. The British ships stood out sharply against a clear sky while the Germans were vague and dim in the mist.
The wait seemed interminable. They could see the Germans more clearly now as they lifted above the horizon, though their shapes were blurred by the mist. Still the two fleets held their fire.
‘I think we’re going to shake hands first,’ Kelly said.
Then, as the battle cruisers came into line with Champion and her destroyers, the Germans opened fire. They were almost entirely merged into a long smoky cloud on the eastern horizon, and from the bridge of Mordant they saw a series of sparkling flashes run along their line, that ripple of fire the Germans always favoured.
‘Here it comes!’
‘For what we are about to receive may the Lord make us truly thankful.’
The roar as the British heavy units opened fire in return seemed to shake Mordant to her keel. A great rolling cloud of ginger smoke drifted away from the long rifled barrels, and the heavens seemed to fill with the din. As the smoke lifted higher to mingle with the clouds, the sky seemed to sink.
For a quarter of an hour the interchange was furious but it was all so much like the firing exercises they’d carried out it was hard to believe that a battle was taking place, that men were about to die. The two fleets were on more or less parallel courses now, each ship waiting for the range to close before letting fly, but it all seemed so cold-blooded and mechanical, there seemed no chance of anyone seeing red or going berserk – as if all that were needed were a cool scientific calculation and deliberate gunfire.
But the bloody realities of battle soon appeared and, even as he saw one of the German ships flare into a yellow sheet of flame, Kelly also saw flashes on both Lion and Tiger.
‘They’ve got our range,’ he said.
The battle cruisers were lying to port now, the long barrels over the port beam firing salvoes. Vast columns of water like a forest, higher than the mast, were being thrown up all round Lion, to cascade over the bridge and decks in mountainous walls of water. Then a flare of yellow through the forest of gingerish-looking splashes caught Kelly’s eye, different from the red jabs of her guns, and he realised the flagship had been hit again.
‘They’ve got Lion, sir.’
‘Q Turret,’ Talbot said, staring through his glasses. ‘Top’s peeled back like an old sardine tin.’
As he spoke, a huge flame shot up from Lion and for a moment Kelly thought the flagship had gone with everybody in her. But as the smoke cleared he saw the remaining turrets fire together and the men by the forward gun began to cheer.
‘She’s all right,’ Heap said. ‘They’ve switched to Pakenham’s ships.’
It was still hard to accept the deadliness of what they were seeing, despite the flames they could see pouring out of Lion just abaft the second funnel, and the engagement remained an exhilarating affair, etched in a strange beauty in the cold northern light. Ahead, astern and on either side of the destroyers, the sea was a succession of water spouts, and the noise had increased to incredible proportions. Black smoke was still pouring from the flagship, but then they saw that Princess Royal was taking punishment, too, and had been hit forward. Now it was Tiger’s turn, and finally Indefatigable’s.
‘We seem to be getting rather a pasting,’ Talbot observed.
The British guns, Kelly noticed, flashed as they fired, while the Germans’ seemed to emit a ball of flame and brown smoke which rolled out comparatively slowly from the barrel. Several ‘overs’ landed nearby and, as they steamed through the collapsing waterspouts, the decks were deluged by water that smelt of cordite.
‘Indefatigable’s been hit again!’ Heap said.
Round the huge ships, the sea was being churned to foam by the shell splashes, and the air seemed to be yellow with the fumes of lyddite. Almost swamped by the German salvoes, their view of the enemy was obscured by their own funnel smoke.
‘Indefatigable’s not following the line, sir!’
Heap’s voice rose in his excitement and, as they turned to watch, they saw that as the flagship turned to port she was being followed round by Princess Royal, Queen Mary, Tiger and New Zealand, while Indefatigable was continuing in a straight line, smoke pouring from her deck. Then another salvo hit her and they seemed to feel the agony even in Mordant.
The two shells fell on Indefatigable’s upper deck, one on the forecastle and one on the forward turret, and as the smoke increased she began to heel over.
‘Good God!’ Heap’s voice cracked. ‘I think she’s sinking, sir!’
The great ship seemed to be sagging by the stern, moving like a crippled animal dragging its hindquarters, then she was suddenly enveloped in a sheet of flame that rolled along her deck from forward, a dull red ball of fire which flared up the masts in great tongues and spread fore and aft to unite in a black cloud of smoke and sparks.
‘Good God!’ Heap said.
‘Poor bastards!’ The voice came from below the bridge. ‘They ain’t drawn their money’s worth.’
A vast pall of dense dark smoke had billowed out of Indefatigable, rolling low along the surface of the water, with great gouts of it shooting skywards in every direction, its centre lit by the red glow of flame. As it mounted in a solemn dignity to the sky, at the very top of it, two hundred feet high, a fifty-foot steam pinnace, apparently intact but upside down, was poised in the air. The cloud of smoke and flame seemed to hang for minutes in the heavens then, through a hole in the dark, rolling pillar, Kelly saw the bows of the ship lying on their side. Then there was another streak of flame and a fresh cloud of smoke, and the bows disappeared.
As they stared, a large, fully-rigged ship with all sails set sailed between them and the Germans like a ghost vessel, something from another age lost in the vast holocaust of Twentieth Century destruction. They stared at it in wonderment, finding it hard to accept this anachronism in the middle of a great battle. Still staring at Indefatigable, Talbot hardly noticed it.
‘That’s put the cat among the bloody pigeons,’ he said slowly. ‘See any survivors, Number One?’
‘No, sir. There can’t be many. There wasn’t time. But there’s a destroyer moving across.’
The news spread through the ship like wildfire. Never had the grapevine worked so fast. ‘Indefatigable’s sunk!’ It was possible to hear the shouts from station to station even on the bridge, as the men on the port side passed the word to those on the starboard side who couldn’t see.
Any belief they’d had that the engagement was nothing more than a bloodless exercise had now wholly disappeared and the feeling seemed to have spread through the fleet, because the great ships were hammering away at each other now in what seemed a berserk rage, thick clouds of cordite smoke, brown and bitter-smelling, drifting over the water. The Fifth Battle Squadron was trying to engage the rear German ships at long range, and for a while the German fire seemed to diminish and they saw that the third of the German vessels was blazing.
‘This bloody visibility doesn’t help,’ Talbot snarled.
‘Fifth Battle Squadron’s cut the corner again, sir,’ Heap reported, his glasses to his eyes. ‘I think they’re in range. They seem to be making good practice, too.’
The din was incredible now, the air full of rolling thunder, overlaid with the higher-pitched crash of the sea and the rattle of the ship, and the thin human voices making their reports above the brazen roar of the guns. The fire of the battle cruisers seemed to have done little harm to the Germans but the battleships’ bigger guns at last seemed to be doing damage and they could see hits all along the German line.
‘Flagship’s signalling by searchlight to Princess Royal,’ Heap said. ‘Wireless must be out of action and she’s using Princess Royal as an intermediary. Battle cruisers turning towards now. They’re shooting damn well, too. Queen Mary’s taking on two at once. But I think she’s having a bad time herself.’
‘It’s reports I want,’ Talbot said coldly. ‘Not a running commentary.’
Turning to deliver the rebuke, he stopped dead as Heap’s jaw fell.
‘Oh, my God!’ Heap said.
Swinging round, Talbot snatched for his glasses. The Germans were shooting superbly and Queen Mary was being engaged by two ships at once. Several salvoes struck her together and, as they watched, there was a tremendous explosion forward. A vivid red flame shot up and a huge pillar of smoke climbed to a thousand feet in height, swaying slightly at the base, the top expanding like a mushroom and rolling downward. Flames rose and fell in the stalk of the monstrous growth and, as the battleship staggered and took on a heavy list, there was another explosion amidships. A huge piece of debris soared upwards and they saw the masts collapse, and the stern sticking high in the air, the propellers still revolving and men crawling out of the top of the after turret. As they passed, it rolled over and blew up, throwing great masses of steel in the air in black wobbling arcs out of the cloud of smoke. The centre of the smoke seemed to be a glaring blood-red triangle emitting thick fumes like a vast blow lamp and pulsating like a setting sun, then a new, long, pale tongue of flame shot out of the smoke and they saw shells flung into the air and exploding. A turret turned over lazily and then a mast.
‘The damn thing’s blowing up like a Chinese cracker,’ Talbot gasped. ‘What the hell’s wrong with our bloody ships?’
The air was full of fragments and flying pieces of metal as the great ship fell apart like a collapsing house, then they saw bows and a mast sliding out of the smoke that lay across the surface of the sea.
Talbot stared, puzzled. ‘She’s all right,’ he said. ‘She’s still there.’
‘No, sir,’ Kelly pointed out bleakly. ‘That’s the next astern. It’s Tiger. She’s going right over the spot where Queen Mary was. She’ll tear her bottom out on her.’
But Tiger continued without pausing and Talbot looked round. ‘That was quick,’ he said. ‘There was nothing there. She went up like a powder cask.’
‘So much for the theory that big guns and speed are preferable to armour plating,’ Kelly commented. ‘That’s two to one to the Germans. Another hour of this and we shall have nothing left.’
Lipscomb’s voice interrupted them, stolid, as though nothing had happened, as though a thousand men hadn’t just died in a matter of seconds before his eyes. ‘From flagship to destroyers, sir,’ he said, blank and unperturbed with years of reporting signals, devoid of emotion or feeling and apparently indifferent to disaster. ‘“Opportunity appears favourable for attacking.”’
Talbot looked at Kelly. His face was bleak and he seemed to have aged suddenly, as though the loss of two ships were the end of that confident dream they’d all dreamed for two years, of pulverising the German fleet when at last it ventured out. For a moment he looked shocked and unbelieving, then he hitched at his bridge coat and thrust his shoulders back.
‘Here we go, Number One,’ he said. ‘Take your partners for the waltz.’