“Your mother called.”
The news soured the coffee Patrick had just swallowed. He put his cup down on the kitchen table. “When?”
“While you were in the shower.” Irene lifted his cup and set it on the sink counter with a thud.
“What did you tell her?” Patrick asked warily.
“That you’d already left and I didn’t know if you were heading straight in to the office this morning or not.”
He should have been out the door an hour ago. He had planned to stop at the office before his morning appointment, but last night had done him in. He’d spent most of it in the den, thinking, drinking. He lifted a shaky hand to his eyes, rubbing until they were sore.
“And what’s with your brother lately, anyway?” she demanded.
Patrick frowned at the change of subject. Even that reflex hurt, and he had to think hard to change gears. “What are you talking about?”
“Jonathan. He’s been stuck up Ann’s ass like an enema all week.”
“Christ, Irene, that’s crude.”
“I’m running out of niceties, Pat. I’m sick of this.”
He took his briefcase from the counter and stepped toward the door to the garage without answering.
“Talk to me, damn it!”
Patrick looked back at her, his gut churning. It occurred to him that he hated her. He wished he had it in him to hurt her, physically hurt her for all her derision and complaints over the years. Nothing had ever been good enough.
“I didn’t get the financing,” he said. “That should have been it, but Ann went ahead with the commercial shoot anyway. Mom’s pissed. She blames me. She wants this bloody doll and she expects me to find the money to pull it off. We’re out the cost of the commercial because Ann wouldn’t back down. And they’ve both got their drawers in a twist over going back on our word with the Chinese. So I’m going to have to think of another way.”
Irene stared at him, then she groaned as she leaned against the refrigerator. “You can’t do anything right,” she said.
He thought again of putting his hands around his wife’s throat, tightening, squeezing. Patrick took a deliberate step into the garage instead.
“What do I tell Felicia if she calls back?” Irene called after him.
“That I told you I was going to try one more bank before I went to the office.”
He was bone-tired and the day hadn’t even started yet. Patrick closed the door behind him. A minute later, he was in the Volvo wagon, heading for the train station.
He wasn’t going to a bank. He was going to a lawyer.
He had worked with Ann for too many years. She wouldn’t have taken his word on the bank situation. By now she would have contacted them herself and checked his version of the story. She had probably even figured out that he had never spoken to Margin at all. She’d call him on it if he couldn’t sidetrack her by miraculously producing the money she needed.
How the hell had she done it, he wondered as he left his car in the lot and headed for the train. How had she usurped him so completely over the years? He’d kept his eye on the little bitch from the first time she’d set foot in Hart Toy’s mailroom. But it wasn’t just Felicia she had wowed. She’d taken everyone by storm. Part of it was that chilly intelligence. The rest was the I-could-like-you-if-you-really-wanted-me-to vulnerability she let peek out now and then.
He’d seen how she’d done it with Matthew. Snuggling in, touching the kid’s neck, his hand. Grinning into his eyes, then backing off. I’m no good for you. He’d overheard her say that to Matt once, full of regret and shame and hopelessness.
Patrick had almost respected her then for realizing that she didn’t belong among the Morhardts. He’d cornered her coming back from the beach one night in Long Island, just before Matt had died, and he’d taken that fantastic blond hair of hers in his hand, pulling her head back, kissing her hard. He had been prepared to accept her on her own terms that night. He thought he knew what she wanted. Barefoot in the sand with that dress all fisted in her hands, she would be the perfect receptacle for his disdainful love. But she’d kneed him in the balls, showing herself to be a vicious little street fighter who would feign insult and injury. He had been enraged.
Two weeks later, she’d gone to Felicia with her pirate ship idea. They’d been planning to go big that year with his idea of a jumbo-sized model boat, but she’d coopted the concept and turned it into a ship, complete with rigging, tiny holds with gallows for the prisoners, cannons that fired ammunition, and treasure chests filled with gold coins and jewels. She’d created a map of the Caribbean circa 1560 that converted into a board game. The ship was a stand alone toy, but any kid who owned one would want an opponent to play against, and that meant another ship sold. The proceeds from the product had pretty much funded the acquisition of the game company from Chicago.
After that success, there had been no stopping her. She was creative. She was cunning. And she had a way of smiling that made men hurt.
What the hell was Jonathan doing sniffing around her these days? What was that about?
The train disgorged him in the city. Patrick stood on the platform for a woozy moment, his mind seizing on the conviction that he had to call his brother before the day was over. He had to find out what was going on with him and Ann.
Jonathan had always hated her, too. Because of her, Jonathan had lied to the authorities. Because of her, his right hand—his painting hand—had been in a cast for six weeks. Part of him wished he could let go of that horrible time, the circumstances leading up to Matt’s death, but he continued to obsess about it, year after year. He was like a dog with a bone—unable to leave it alone and let it lie forgotten.
Patrick found a cab outside the station and ordered it in the direction of Park Avenue. The office he stepped into thirty minutes later was extravagant, all dark wood and leather.
He settled into a deep chair that supported and cushioned his back, then began to consider what it would be like to redesign his own office in the style of this reception area.
The secretary jolted him out of his reverie, speaking in a voice that was silky and seductive. “Mr. Morhardt? Mr. Salsberg will see you now.”
Patrick went into the man’s office. The carpet was so thick he actually felt himself sinking into it. The incandescent lighting put him in the mood for a drink. The wet bar reminded Patrick of the pubs his brother favored, brass rail, swivel stools. And damned if there wasn’t gold-plating on the chandelier.
Three-quarters of a million a year in rent, he estimated, at the bottom side. He should have gone into law and left his mother holding the Hart Toy bag on her own.
“Patrick. Good to meet you, finally.” Richard Salsberg rose to shake his hand. Patrick had gotten the man’s number years ago, when his third drunk-driving charge had put him at risk of serving jail time, but he had never used it before now. “I have good news for you.”
Patrick’s adrenaline spiked. He had dreaded this meeting, but had still prayed for the result. “You found a bank willing to cooperate?”
“It depends somewhat on how much you really want the loan.”
“What’s the figure?”
“Fifty thousand.”
Patrick’s stomach heaved. “Fifty thousand? What does it buy me?”
“A new bank, just as I explained on the phone.”
It had been a cryptic conversation, but Patrick had gotten the gist of it. “Just like that? No questions about our inventory, or what we’re planning to do with the money?”
“Not a one.”
“How much of the fifty is yours?”
The man’s congenial smile melted like ice cream in August. “Look, you produce fifty thousand dollars and I’ll give you a bank. That’s how I fit in.”
Patrick felt more nauseous than he had at dawn, when he had upchucked the last of the cognac. He wanted the deal spelled out. “You’re saying you know of an account manager who would take a bribe?”
“I’m saying no such thing, Patrick. And none of this should concern you.”
But it did. It concerned him very much. Not the ethics actually, but the fact that he could get caught. “I haven’t gone this way before. I’d like some idea of how it works.”
“It’s strictly a matter of setting up guarantees. The account manager doesn’t want to get burned. I’ll be the one to insure his neck.”
“Right.” Patrick suddenly saw his mother’s face, her judgmental frown looming in his mind’s eye.
Salsberg stood preemptively. “Apparently you’re not ready to make a decision.”
“No, I have to.” Patrick heard himself speak the words aloud. Damn Ann Lesage. “You want cash?”
“That would be best. I’m authorized to offer you terms but … you get what you pay for, if you catch my drift.”
“Cash or questions?”
Salsberg didn’t reply.
“Which bank is it?”
The lawyer made a show of looking at the papers on his desk. “Atlantic S and L.”
“I’ll have the money to you by the end of the day, at the latest first thing tomorrow.”
“Good, Patrick. I’m always willing to lend a hand.”
Patrick left the office wondering how in hell he was going to siphon fifty grand out of the company.
By the time he got to his office, his bowels were churning. Ann was standing outside his door, looking rabid.
“Well?” she demanded. “Irene told your mother that you were looking into another bank this morning. What happened?”
“I got the money from Atlantic Savings and Loan.”
She seemed to explode with relief. He wished he could have made her suffer more.
“I’d like to hear the details,” she said, pushing off his door.
“Give me ten minutes.” He needed a shot of something first, to calm himself. He had pulled off a near-miracle. By nefarious means, of course, but a miracle nonetheless.