Lucky and I were inseparable from that point on. I made her my girl—something I had never done before. I had dealt with plenty of females, and there were some that I liked more than others. But there had never been anyone like Lucky. She was special. We spent a lot of time together. That was no easy task since her father hated my guts. Whenever I called her house, if her pops answered the phone, he would give me a hard time. He wanted to know what my intentions were toward his daughter. I told him that I liked her a lot, and that I wanted to get to know her better. He hung up on me. Another time, he asked me what my last name and date of birth were. I figured he wanted to run a background check on me or something, so I hung up on him. He even resorted to scare tactics—telling me that he was a marksman. Eventually, he just leveled with me and told me that he knew I was a thug, and that he refused to allow his daughter to date a young man of my quality. I was offended, but I understood his position. I was just as overprotective of Olivia, and no one was good enough for her in my eyes. Still, I had really grown to care for Lucky and there was no way I was going to let his old ass stop me. So, we snuck around. I would meet her at her friend’s house whenever her father dropped her off there. I would have Olivia call Lucky’s house and ask to speak with her. Once Lucky’s pops gave her the phone, I would talk to her for hours. For the first time in my life, I was falling.
The only problem was that Lucky wouldn’t have sex with me. This
really bothered me because she wasn’t a virgin. She lost her virginity to some guy named Jamal that she dated for three years. I didn’t understand why she was so against giving me some, especially since that dude had got the panties. She told me that she wanted to wait until the time was right. In the meantime, I kept a few chicks from the ’hood on speed dial for those occasions when I was in desperate need of some ass.
Despite the lack of sex, Lucky still had me sprung. She gave me attention without smothering me. She argued her points without making me feel stupid. And best of all, she wrote me letters. Sweet, smooth-talking love letters. She would hide them from me sometimes. Once, she put a letter in the pocket of my jeans while I was dozing off. Another time, she came over to my place. When she left, I found a letter taped to my bathroom mirror. The bottom line was when I reached inside of my glove compartment to get a napkin and found a letter addressed to me in Lucky’s bubbly script. Then, when my birthday rolled around, she gave me the most thoughtful gift I had ever received—a video camera. I remembered telling her how much I wanted to be a movie director in my younger years. Now, she said, I could start practicing as an amateur cinematographer. The girl was good, I must admit. That kinda shit won me over. It got to the point that all my time was spent either on the grind with Zion or wrapped in the arms of Lucky.
After we’d been together for six months, I introduced Lucky to my family. Olivia met me at our grandparents’ house (I had no intention of introducing Lucky to my mother), and everyone got the opportunity to meet Lucky. Uncle Eli was salivating from the start. Grandma and Papa talked to her and welcomed her warmly. Papa was especially interested in her father’s military background since Papa had served in the Merchant Marine for a number of years.
But Olivia wasn’t so happy. She was polite to Lucky. But I knew Olivia well enough to see that she wasn’t thrilled. When I went to the kitchen to get Lucky something to drink, Olivia followed.
“Why couldn’t you find a black girlfriend, La?” she asked.
I laughed. “Lucky’s half black, Olivia.”
“Half, my ass! She don’t look black.”
I smiled at her. “Is my baby sister jealous?” I asked.
“Jealous?” Olivia stood with her hands on her hips. “Why would you say something stupid like that?”
“Because you’re telling me that Lucky’s not black enough. I guess that means Zion’s not black enough, either.”
Olivia knew she was busted. She was trying to act like Lucky’s heritage was what was bothering her, but I knew her better than that. She smiled because I saw through her bullshit.
“Well, I don’t like her ’cause she takes up all your time these days,” Olivia admitted. “I never get to see you anymore.”
It felt good to be missed. I hugged Olivia and then smacked her in the head. “Stop your whining,” I told her. “There’s enough of me to go around.”
Olivia wasn’t laughing. “Seriously, Lamin. I wish you still lived at home. Ma’s been acting real weird lately.”
“Weird, how?”
Olivia shook her head. “I can’t put my finger on it. She’s been really quiet. She lays in bed all day. She just seems depressed.”
“Depressed about what? Wally’s fat, ugly ass is still there, right?” I couldn’t stand that muthafucka.
“Yeah, he’s still there. But things are just different in that house all of a sudden. I wish you were still there, Lamin.” Olivia looked like she’d lost her best friend.
I still had some good memories about my moms despite all her bullshit. “She still make them pancakes on Sundays?” I asked.
Olivia’s face lit up. “Yup. With the butter and the—”
“Don’t rub it in.”
“Oh, did I get carried away?” Olivia joked.
I smiled. “Don’t worry. In a few months you’ll be a grown woman, and I bet you’ll move out as soon as you turn eighteen.”
Olivia shook her head. “Nope. I don’t have no bills and no responsibilities. I ain’t going nowhere.”
“Spoiled brat!” I smacked her in the head with the dishcloth.
Olivia chased me back into the living room, and to my relief, she
gave Lucky a chance. By the end of the night, the two of them were discussing the latest fashions and hairstyles like old friends. I couldn’t have been happier. The two women in my life were becoming friends.
My next order of business was taking Lucky with me to visit Curtis. Up to that point, I hadn’t introduced Lucky to that part of my life. She had met Zion, and I think she suspected that the two of us made our money by not so traditional means. But taking her to a prison was the true test. I wanted to see how real she was.
When we first got there, Lucky wouldn’t let go of my hand. I could tell she was nervous. But once Curtis came out, and me and him got to talking, Lucky relaxed. She loosened up and Curtis really liked her.
“How come there were no girls like you on Staten Island before I got locked up?” Curtis asked her with a smile.
Lucky was gassed. “When you come home, I’ll hook you up with one of my girls. Don’t worry.” Curtis told her that he planned to take her up on that offer.
By the end of the visit, they were laughing and joking like they’d known each other for years. When Lucky excused herself to go to the bathroom, I got the 411.
“So what you think, Curtis? Be honest.”
Curtis nodded his approval. “Shorty got the fat ass …” My cousin gave me a pound. “She seems perfect for you. She’s pretty and she’s not conceited. You got lucky for real when you found her.”
I was very happy to hear him say that. “Yo, I’m feeling her.”
Curtis looked envious as if he would give anything to spend time with a female for a change. Then he smiled mischievously. “You hittin’ that yet?”
I shook my head, embarrassed. Curtis laughed. “Damn, cousin. I see you still ain’t got no game. after all these years.”
Curtis laughed at my expense, and I allowed him to. It was good to see my cousin laughing and smiling. I still worried about him, and it
made me feel better knowing that he was still in good spirits. I was glad that he liked Lucky so much. She had gotten a perfect score on each one of my tests.
Eventually, Lucky started hinting around about her upcoming senior prom. It was springtime in 1992, and all the chicks her age were worried about that prom bullshit. I wasn’t feelin’ all that tuxedo shit, but I sure as hell wasn’t going to let some other dude take her. I agreed to be her escort. All we had to do was clear it with her father.
Mr. Matheson was no joke. He guarded his home, his wife, and his children like a bulldog. (Lucky had an older brother named Andrew who was in the military like his father—a typical lame. She also had a younger sister named Stephanie.) On the night of the prom, I pulled up in front of Lucky’s house in a white, stretch Lexus limousine. I stepped out wearing my Giorgio Armani tuxedo with a white silk cummerbund. My black Kangol derby and walking stick gave me “’hood flava.” I was looking good and smelling like Fahrenheit. I was determined to get some ass that night.
As I walked up her porch steps, I prayed that Lucky had told me the truth when she said that her moms had convinced her father to let me escort her that night. I found that hard to believe since the man never even let me call his house! But, I rang the bell anyway.
Lucky’s mother came to the door. She was a little Korean woman, no taller than five feet, three inches. I surmised that Lucky got her height from her father. Lucky’s moms invited me inside, smiling from ear to ear as she took in my appearance. She checked me out from head to toe, smiling and nodding her approval all the while.
“Laila will be down in a minute, Lamin,” she said in a soft, heavily accented voice. “Please have a seat in here.” She smiled broadly, and pointed to a large room just off the foyer. I found out it was the living room, and Lucky’s burly father sat looming on the sofa.
“Sit down, young man,” he barked. I don’t like to be spoken to any kind of way. My status in the streets demands that I be shown a certain level of respect. So, this nigga barking orders at me wasn’t sittin’ too well at all. Then I pictured Lucky with her legs spread out on my king-sized bed, and I sat across from the Hulk.
He didn’t beat around the bush, hesitate, nothing! “Why are you so determined to pursue my daughter?”
I noticed Lucky’s mother polishing a table nearby that was already gleaming, pretending not to listen. I decided to level with Mr. Matheson.
“With all due respect, Mr. Matheson, I think Lucky is old enough to make her own decisions …”
“Don’t sit in my house and tell me what Laila is old enough to do!” He emphasized “Laila” like I didn’t know that was her name. Now I knew how to get under his skin.
“Lucky is a beautiful girl, Mr. Matheson.” He started to interrupt me again, but his wife (who was suddenly in on the conversation) coaxed him to silence. I continued.
“I know I’m not the type of guy that you had in mind for your daughter. I understand that.” It dawned on me that Lucky’s father was no fool. He had probably concluded that the Armani suit and the limo parked outside were not things most nineteen-year-old boys could afford. I hadn’t asked him or his wife to pay for a thing. I paid for everything including her wardrobe, ’cause that’s how much I liked Lucky. I never thought about what her father must have been thinking.
“But, I promise you that I would never cause her any harm or allow anyone else to do harm to her as long as I’m around. I’m not trying to treat your daughter like any ole chick …”
Mr. Matheson cringed, and his wife patted his back gently. This seemed to soothe the beast.
Out of respect, I cleaned up that last statement. “Lucky … Laila is special to me. I care for your daughter, and I just wanna take her out to dance on her prom night. That’s all.”
His wife was really patting his back now. As I sat waiting for his response, I heard a voice behind me.
“Well, come on and take me dancing then, Lamin.”
I turned around halfway in my seat and there stood beauty. Lucky looked like a dream. Ma had on a soft pale green silk dress that fastened
at the back of her neck (she later called it a “halter dress”—whatever that means!). The color looked good against her skin tone. The dress was long with a split up the right leg, and her titties were just sitting up like suck me. Her hair fell down past her shoulders in sexy loose curls, and the front was pulled back from her face. She was beautiful. I nearly stumbled, but I pulled myself together and stood up. She gave me a big Kool-Aid smile when she saw me in my suit, and I felt good. We looked good together.
I stared at her for a few moments—too stunned to speak. Thankfully, Lucky’s mom cleared her throat to break the silence as I stood staring speechless at her daughter. “Laila, you look gorgeous.” Her accent was adorable.
Mr. Matheson seemed as amazed as I was by Lucky’s flawless looks. He sounded choked up when he said, “Lamin, make sure she’s home by 2:00 A.M.”
“Daddy!” Lucky was defiant. She raised one eyebrow as if to remind him of some previous agreement. Mr. Matheson backed down. “Four o’clock, Laila, and I ain’t playing!”
I knew I would persuade her to stay out until 5:00 A.M. once I got her to myself. I was the happiest I had ever been in my life when I walked her to the limo and the driver closed the door. We were alone at last.
Lucky’s prom was at the exclusive Staten Island Country Club. Her school’s bourgeois upper-crust student body consisted mostly of blue-blooded white folks. I was about to subject myself to a night of Van Halen and Aerosmith. I knew Lucky was special for me to put up with that shit.
In the back of the limo on the way to the prom, I proposed a toast. By then I had unbuttoned the jacket of my tux and gotten somewhat comfortable in the monkey suit.
“Cheers to the fly lady on my arm this evening.” I felt like I was starring in a black Casablanca. It dawned on me right away that I loved the lifestyle of limos and Cristal champagne. This was what I would aspire to have from that night forward.
Lucky clinked glasses with me and sipped her champagne. I hoped she would continue to sip that champagne since I had serious plans for how I wanted the evening to end. I pulled out the video camera she gave me and started filming her beautiful smiling face. She told me the dress was by Chanel. I had given her two G’s to shop with, and it seemed that she spent the whole amount on the dress. She explained that she used her own money to pay for the matching Chanel sandals and “clutch.” (That’s what she called the pocketbook she carried. All this feminine clothing terminology was new to me.) But one thing was certain—Lucky was workin’ the hell out of all of it. I focused the camera on her shiny golden legs and her pretty toes, which were painted to perfection.
She looked and smelled so good. I couldn’t resist the urge to kiss her. I put the camera down beside me and moved closer to Lucky. Her lips were so soft, and before I knew it I was hard as a rock. Lucky must have sensed my excitement, and she started stroking my dick through my pants while she unzipped them. I couldn’t believe it. She had never been this bold. My eyes flew open and our gaze met. The breeze from the open sunroof was blowing her hair around, and she bit her lower lip. She looked so sexy like that. She straddled me, and started grinding her pussy into my lap. My man was at full attention at that point. She was grinding and playfully biting my lip. I was ready to tear her little ass up! Where had this side of Lucky been hiding?
“Damn, ma!” I liked this new Lucky. “You can work it like that?”
Lucky shoved her tongue in my mouth, and placed both of my hands on her breasts. Finally she came up for air and said, “I can do whatever you want me to, Lamin. If you teach me.”
That shit sounded so sexy! I swear school was about to be in session. But the limo came to a stop, and the driver said, “Here we are, kids.”
Lucky froze and looked at me like a deer caught in headlights. She giggled and so did I as we looked out the window at all the yuppies dressed up, staring at the limo that just pulled up. Thank God for tinted windows.
“One minute,” Lucky called to the driver through the partition.
“No problem,” he yelled back. “Just let me know when you’re ready.” I knew that nigga was smiling. He had to know what we were up to back there. Lucky pulled out a mirror from her bag and started fixing her hair. I buttoned my suit jacket and prayed for my woody to disappear. Lucky leaned over and kissed me softly on the lips.
“I heard what you said to my father,” she said. “I don’t care what kind of guy my father wanted for me. You’re the one I want for myself.” She kissed me again, knocked on the partition, and said to the driver, “We’re ready.”
When we emerged from the limo, all eyes were on us. Not only was our ride the flyest one in the lot, but Lucky made all the other girls look like losers in a beauty pageant. Most of the chicks were blondes, wearing tons of makeup and looking like Barbie dolls. Their dates looked like a bunch of Kens.
To my surprise, there were quite a few sistahs in the crowd. I recognized two of them as Lucky’s friends, and most of the others seemed like they didn’t know they were black. Two even had white dates. Lucky looked better than all of them.
Lucky greeted her two friends, Veronica and Audrey, and their dates. I recognized Veronica’s date—this guy from the Stapleton projects they called Born. Veronica introduced him as “Jeffrey” so I looked at him again to confirm his identity. He gave me a look that told me that Veronica had no idea that he was one of Zion’s workers. I guess he was “Jeffrey” around Veronica and Born in the streets. I nodded my understanding, and our silent conversation went undetected. We all proceeded inside the Country Club.
All the ladies at our table stood out. Veronica and Audrey looked nice, although Lucky was still the number-one stunna! I remembered Audrey was the loud mouth from the sneaker store the day I met Lucky. Guys don’t like for their girlfriends to hang around with hoes, flirts, or loudmouths. Those are the three types that no man wants his girlfriend around. Audrey fell into that last category, and I would keep an eye on her.
When Jodeci’s “Come and Talk to Me” came on, I steered her away from her chatty friends and onto the dance floor. We danced well together and I was glad I came. As we swayed back and forth to the beat, we had the attention of everyone in the room. I didn’t know that white people listened to R&B, but they sure liked that song. It turned out to be a pretty nice party. They robbed my baby, and named some Irish girl as prom queen. But Lucky didn’t seem to mind. She was happy just having fun with me, and that made me feel good.
By 10:00, I was ready to go. Lucky’s friends tried to persuade her to go with the rest of the senior class to the Jersey Shore for an after party at some boy’s summerhouse. But me and Born were trying to get some ass that night. The last place we wanted to go was to some whack-ass party.
Audrey and her stiff date George went with the rest of the class. We said good-bye to them and prepared to go do our own thing. Born was taking Veronica to a hotel in New Jersey. I had plans of my own for Lucky.
While her and Veronica had “girl talk,” I conspired with the driver. When the ladies said their good-byes, we got inside the limo.
“Where do you wanna go, Lamin?” Lucky asked, clueless about my plans. The driver pulled away from the Country Club and onto the expressway, headed for the Verrazano Bridge. Lucky smiled. “Where are we going? To your house?” I guess she thought she knew where my mind was at. She was only half right.
“Nah,” I told her. “Tonight is special. So I’ma take you someplace special.” I kissed her pretty lips to stop her questioning. By the time we came up for air, the limo was rolling through the bright lights and busy streets of Manhattan.
Lucky was surprised. “Where are we going, Lamin?” She was smiling, but I could tell the suspense was killing her.
I put my finger to her lips. “Shhh,” I said. “Trust me, Laila.” It was one of the few times I had called her by her real name. She smiled, letting me know that she noticed.
“I trust you, Lamin.”
I held her in my arms, both of us sipping Cristal and enjoying the breeze blowing through the sunroof. Within minutes, the driver pulled up at Pier 86 in midtown Manhattan. Lucky looked like she had no idea what to expect. I explained. “I got a business associate who owns a yacht. I was trying to think of something different to do with you tonight—something that none of your friends would be doing—so he let me use it for a few hours.”
Lucky’s chin hit the floor. We tipped the limo driver and walked to the pier. When we got there, the flyest boat I’d ever seen was docked and waiting for us. The name of the boat was The Luminary, and the captain greeted me by my street name. “Good evening, Martin. I’ll be your captain this evening,” he said. Lucky looked at me like, Who the hell is Martin? I explained to her quietly that I never give my business associates my real name, and she left it at that. She had never asked me outright whether or not I sold drugs, but stepping onto that yacht I think all her suspicions were confirmed.
The first room he showed us was a large living room. It had a big green sectional and a glossy wood coffee table in the middle. The walls were covered in wood panels the same color as the table. You could fit twenty people in that room and it still wouldn’t be crowded. Lucky was amazed. So was I, but I had to act like I was used to being around that kind of luxury. Inside I was buggin’, though.
He showed us to a dining room area that had a wood table big enough to fit eight people. There were bottles of Moët & Chandon sitting in buckets filled with ice. There were windows behind the table where you could see the water while you sailed. The shit was beautiful. But my level of excitement reached the highest point when he showed us to one of the bedroom cabins. (There were five bedroom cabins on board.) Ours was painted off-white, the lights were dim, and it had a king-sized bed in the middle with about ten pillows on it. The headboard was made of mirrors and there was a big-screen TV at the foot of the bed. Again, on each nightstand there was a bucket with
Moet on ice. I knew I owed my associate a big favor for letting me use that yacht. I had never seen anything so nice in all my life.
Lucky stood motionless in the middle of the room with her hands over her mouth. The captain went off to set sail around the New York Harbor, and I walked up behind Lucky and slid my arms around her slim waist. She turned toward me and said, “Lamin, you didn’t have to do all of this …”
I cut her off with a kiss and I pulled her close. As she kissed me, she pulled my tuxedo jacket off and flung it on the floor. I undid the clasps on my cuff links. Once I took my shirt off, Lucky stepped out of her shoes and with her standing five feet, eight inches to my six-foot, four-inch frame, I felt the full advantage of my height. But Lucky wasn’t relinquishing control that easily.
She pushed me onto the bed and for a minute, I was surprised. But she didn’t give me long to react. She strolled over to where I sat at the edge of the bed and reached both hands to the nape of her neck. She unhooked her dress, and the pretty fabric fell to her feet. Lucky stood before me naked except for a soft green G-string the same color as her dress. What bugged me out was Lucky’s confidence. She didn’t try to cover anything or seem uncomfortable as I stared at her perfect body. She looked me dead in my eyes with a smile on her lips that said, Yeah, I know I’m sexy. Her titties stood out firm and succulent. Her brown nipples were hard as rocks and I couldn’t wait to suck on them.
“Come here,” I ordered her in a low, deep voice. Lucky had me hot for real. She came closer and rubbed her titties in my face. I kept thinking, Wait till I get up in this girl. She just don’t know! But Lucky’s body was so beautiful that I wanted to take my time. I licked the left one like an ice cream cone. Lucky liked that ’cause she moaned and her head fell back as she straddled me. So I sucked on that nipple—not too hard, but just enough to make her say my name. Then, I licked the other one. Lucky was in ecstasy by then. Soon, I slid my hand underneath her G-string and stroked her clit. I knew I had her
then, and in the blink of an eye I had two of my long fingers inside her moist, warm pussy. Lucky was all mine.
I flipped her over onto her back and slid that little G-string off. Lucky was floating already, but I wanted there to be no question as to whose pussy that was. I put my face between her legs, and she started to quiver. I knew that last nigga Jamal had never tasted her ‘cause Lucky’s response was phenomenal. I licked and sucked her sweet pussy until she came, and the whole time she was making the sexiest fuckin’ sounds I ever heard. She was grabbing my head, watching me while I was down there, and telling me how good it felt.
After she came, I tried to suck her perky titties a little more, but she kept begging, “Pleeeease, Lamin, put it in.” She snatched the condom out of my hand, opened it, and rolled it onto my dick pleading, “Put it in.”
I did. And the feeling was like heaven. Lucky’s pussy was so tight, and her walls were warm and dripping wet. I almost came immediately. She asked me to be gentle, and I was really trying. “Your dick is so big, Lamin.” Those words are music to a nigga’s ears. I stroked her slowly as she held on to my back tightly.
“I love you, Lucky.” The words came out of my mouth without me giving it any thought. Once I said it, I realized that it was the truth, and I said it again. “I love you, girl.”
Lucky looked in my eyes as I continued to stroke her. “I love you, too, Lamin. I really do.”
“You do?” I asked her in my sex voice. “Show me, Lucky.”
She smiled at me and flipped me over. I chuckled a little, as she straddled me, planting both her feet on either side of my body on the bed. She took my dick in her hands and rubbed the head back and forth against her pussy. My dick jerked from the feeling and then she slid it inside her. Lucky proceeded to ride me slowly, up and down, as I stroked her hard nipples. Her rhythm increased, and she gyrated her hips like a reggae dancer. The motion of the boat rocking and Lucky riding me was too much. I came, and she collapsed on my chest and we both struggled to catch our breath.
She looked deep in my eyes and asked me, “Did you mean what you said, Lamin? Do you love me?”
I gave her a serious look. “My grandfather told me that the most dangerous thing you can do is play with somebody’s emotions,” I told her. “I wouldn’t have said it if I didn’t mean it.” Lucky kissed me and laid her head on my chest. We dozed off for a little while, and when she woke me up it was 1:47 A.M.
“Lamin, let’s go sit outside and see the skyline.” I rubbed my eyes. She looked so sexy with her long hair falling around her shoulders. I realized we were both naked, and I got an instant erection.
“Kiss it for me, first.”
Lucky looked at me like I had asked her to kiss my ass. “Kiss what?” she asked.
“My dick,” I replied with a smile. I had imagined her sucking me off on at least four occasions, so I figured it wouldn’t hurt to try.
“I never did that before, Lamin.” Lucky seemed almost embarrassed by her lack of experience at giving head. In my eyes, that was a plus. Now, I was determined to make mine the first and last dick she sucked.
“You don’t wanna do it?” I asked her. I hoped she would recall how well I ate her pussy not too long ago. Hopefully, that would convince her to return the favor.
“It’s not that,” she said. “I just wouldn’t know how.”
“I’ll teach you,” I told her, referring to her earlier statement.
She was quiet for a while. Then Lucky gave in and said, “Alright.”
I knew that I had a lot of respect for her because I suggested that we take a shower together first. I washed her up, making sure to lick and suck her enough to get her horny. Then she washed me from head to toe. I stepped into the stream of warm water to rinse the soap off my body. When I submerged my face in the water streaming from the showerhead, my eyes suddenly flew open. I felt the sensation of Lucky’s mouth wrapped around the head of my dick. I looked down, and she was on her knees sucking it. I was gone! In retrospect, I probably sounded like a bitch moaning and groaning as I felt the suction
of her lips and her tongue on my dick. She was no pro, but the shit felt good!
The warm water was falling and pounding on our bodies. She looked so pretty when she was wet, and her flawless body looked even more erotic. I watched her sucking and licking me. I had to give her pointers like, “Ow, ma! Watch your teeth.” But she got the hang of it. In no time, I was watching my dick glide in and out of her mouth. I could feel her tonsils touching the head as she tried to take all of me into her mouth without gagging. Soon, I was cummin’. I warned her. “Lucky, stop, I’m cummin’,” I told her. But she kept sucking until I erupted in her mouth. Lucky swallowed my whole nut, and looked up at me with her pretty Asian eyes.
“Like that, Lamin?” she asked.
I had to chuckle. The girl had me weak in the knees from the head she’d just gave me, and she had the nerve to ask that question.
I nodded with a smile. “Yeah. Just like that, baby girl.”
I knew at that moment that I would kill a nigga over Lucky. We got dressed and went out to the deck.
The rest of the night was sweet. We talked for hours, and being out in the middle of the Hudson River was like being in another world. Eventually, we docked at the pier. My car was parked there. (I had taken care of that before going to pick her up for the prom. I thought of everything.) That song “Breakin’ My Heart” by Mint Condition came on and I sang along, serenading Lucky as we headed toward Staten Island on the Verrazano Bridge. Lucky laughed at me and seemed to be as happy as I was.
We pulled up in front of her house at exactly 5:01 A.M. Lucky leaned over, stroked my face, and kissed me.
“I love you, Lamin,” she said. “I’ll never forget this night for as long as I live.”
I kissed her back and took notice of the lone light shining in her living room window. I knew Mr. Matheson was up waiting for her.
“I love you, too, Lucky. I’ll call you in a few hours.”
She put something in my hand and stepped out of the car. As she
walked up the driveway toward her house, I looked down and saw that what she had handed me was her G-string. She reached her front door, turned, and winked at me. I winked back and pulled away just as Mr. Matheson opened the door.
I sang “Breakin’ My Heart” all the way back to Brooklyn.