Chapter 5

FIRE

on Wednesday

the first Wednesday

for watching my sister Cora

the wind blows wild—

               leaves scrape the street

               shutters bang

               and a Styrofoam box trips past

               like it’s out for a walk

bōken—an adventure

Cora says for the fifth time

as she unlocks her bike

I nod like I have a plan

but I don’t

 

the wind blows so hard

the air tastes of salt

the temple bell rings too loud

and the streetcar horn blasts too close

like the train has left the seaside tracks

to climb right up to our neighborhood

high on the hill

I don’t think you have an adventure planned

I don’t think you meant it

Cora says

and for that I take off

before she’s ready

flying downhill

ahead of her yells—

Jason! Wai …

half-eaten by the wind

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I skirt the park

               and coast down

                              weaving in and out

                                             back lanes

                              and alleys

keeping Cora

                                                      just in sight

not slowing till we reach

the flats where the streetcar

               runs

               down

               the

               center

               of

               the

               road

and the sea wind blasts

                              from breaks

between buildings

 

I stop

and Cora catches up

whining between breaths

about how fast I went

about how this is so not an adventure

about how I promised her an adventure every Wednesday

               if she’d go along with the plan of me watching her

               so Mom can teach extra classes

               so we’ll have enough money

               for me to switch to international school

and I’m about to say

forget it, let’s go home

but just then a gust

brings us the scent

of grilled chicken

and I think

               hey!

               grilled chicken

               can be an adventure

 

this way

I say

and we cut through an alley

to a street with

greengrocers

fish shops

sweet shops

and a tiny meat shop

where the owner and his wife

grill yakitori—

skewers of chicken

on charcoal fires

they’re friendly

not like some people

in this part of town

who talk too polite

or stare at us

with cold eyes

for being different

 

irasshaimase!

the butcher and his wife call out

what’ll you have today—liver?

and I laugh, liking that they know

what I don’t like

they lean forward over the counter

is she your sister? and when I nod

the butcher’s wife says

kawaī!—cute!

like a doll!

which Cora hates

but she smiles

plastic-like

and nod-bows

 

two skewers with scallions I say

and for the young lady? the butcher asks

we’ll share I say because

I don’t have money for more

he dips the skewers

into a bin of sauce

and sets them on the grill

my mouth

waters

as we wait

 

where are your friends?

the butcher asks

because sometimes I come

with Yōhei and Shō

juku I say—cram school

not you? he asks

and I groan because

the last thing I want

after school

is more school

already I have

English group

once a week

Japanese tutor

twice a week

plus aikido

twice a week

and now Cora

once a week

 

the butcher hands over

not two but three skewers

sābisu he says—service

meaning one is free

I hand two to Cora

keep one

and she whispers

we’ll share

the salty-sweet sauce

on hot grilled meat

is better than perfect

and I eat mine too fast

then stand there

nearly drooling

waiting for Cora to finish

her half of the extra skewer

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as a customer approaches

the butcher starts his greeting

but just then a siren

               splits

                              the air

Cora drops the skewers

               and climbs me like a tree

the customer grabs my arm

               and holds on tight

the butcher sheds his apron

               and races up the street

 

by the third siren

I can set Cora down

the customer lets go

and the butcher’s wife collects

the apron and dropped skewers

fire! she says above the siren

and in this wind! she adds

               eyeing dust and leaves

                              plastic bits and paper

               flying through the air

come on! I say to Cora

even though the butcher’s wife is

dipping new skewers for Cora

let’s go! I say

even though seconds ago

I wanted more

 

as we pedal off

a car flies past

two workers

race from a side alley

a man in a suit

leaps onto a bicycle

from all sides

men head to the fire station

and rush to a fire truck

where the butcher

now sits in full

firefighting gear

the siren wails

the truck leaves

bells clang

more sirens sound

more bells clang

and shopkeepers

customers, students

even tourists just off the streetcar

stand still as snapshots

and in this wind …