SIXTEEN

We were done.

While Feit’s soldiers kept their weapons aimed at our heads, several Retro vehicles showed up behind them. Feit wasn’t taking any chances. Now that he had us, he wasn’t going to risk losing us again. We were each taken by a different armed soldier, loaded into separate vehicles, and driven away from the burning river. It was like being imprisoned in a rolling steel cage. I wanted to scream. Or punch the roof.

Or better yet, put my fist through Feit’s smug smile.

We had come so close to learning about the Sounders’ plan to stop the invasion. Olivia said they needed us for it to work. Since Feit had us, did that mean the plan was finished? Was the last hope of stopping the invasion gone? That seemed likely because now that the Sounders had revealed themselves, the Retros were actively hunting them down.

Everything was unraveling.

Though it was impossible to tell one city street from the next, I could see where we were headed. They were taking us back toward the dome. When we neared the giant structure, the line of vehicles turned into the open garage door of a tall, plain building. We stopped inside the large, empty garage, where I was pulled out of the car and manhandled into the building. With two Retro soldiers flanking me and holding my arms, I was hurried down a long corridor and pushed into a tiny room that looked like a prison cell. There were two cots with thin mattresses, a steel sink, and a toilet.

A second later, Tori was shoved in behind me and the heavy steel door was closed and locked with gut-wrenching finality. Nobody had said a word to us since we were on the bridge. We had no idea if we were going to be there for a few minutes, a few hours, or the rest of our lives.

The two of us stood there awkwardly and more than a little dazed. After a few moments Tori dropped onto one of the cots and curled up with her arms hugging her legs. She wasn’t crying. Tori never cried. She sat there silently, staring at the wall.

“We don’t know anything about the Sounders’ plan,” I said. “They can ask us whatever they want but there’s nothing we can tell them. Then again, Olivia knows everything. If they make her talk the plan might be—”

“Stop, all right?” Tori snapped at me. “It’s over. Stop pretending like it isn’t.”

“We can’t give up hope.”

“Hope for what? Humanity? Hope that we can change the way these people think? This is a society of animals who will do whatever it takes to survive, even if it means murdering billions of people. There’s no coming back from that. This really is hell, and it has nothing to do with the living conditions.”

“What about the Sounders?” I asked.

“What about you?” she shot back.

“Me?”

“You didn’t care that the driver was about to die.”

“He was beyond help, Tori,” I argued. “Kent almost died for nothing.”

“At least he tried,” she said flatly.

“Are you serious? You’re angry at me for not risking everything to try to help a guy who was as good as dead already?”

“I’m not angry,” she said. “I’m confused. We’re condemning the Retros for invading the past to save themselves. We’re amazed that they have such little regard for human life, but we’re just as willing to let people die to get what we want.”

“It was one guy!” I argued.

“It wasn’t just one guy,” she said, her voice growing more urgent. “How many died when we sabotaged that Retro fleet? I shot people myself. I think about that all the time. What makes you think we’re any better than the Retros?”

“This is crazy. We’re talking about the difference between a few people and a few billion. This is war, Tori. People die. We didn’t start it. We’re just protecting ourselves. You should know that. Of all people. You’re the one whose father taught her how to shoot guns to protect herself. Why are you getting squeamish now?”

“I’m not squeamish. I’m . . . messed up. And I’m bothered by how quickly we’ve accepted the killing, especially if it serves our own purpose.”

“It was one guy, Tori,” I said.

“Okay, it was one guy. Tell me the truth. If you could press a button that would end the invasion, protect our time, and save the survivors, would you do it?”

“Of course,” I replied. “Who wouldn’t?”

“Even if it meant that by pressing that button you would wipe out the entire population of 2324?”

The question froze me.

“That’s not fair,” I said.

“Why not? I’m giving you the same choice the people of this time had. They’re willing to destroy the population of an entire planet in order to save their own people. Would you do the same thing? To save your father and mother? To protect Pemberwick Island? Would you do it?”

I didn’t have an answer. I had to examine my own thoughts and conscience in a way I never could have imagined a few weeks before.

Tori added, “It’s a choice between survival and morality. Which is more important?”

I spoke slowly because I was forming my thoughts along with the words.

“Before any of this happened I would have said no,” I answered. “But I see things differently now. If I had to choose between survival and morality, the choice is simple. It’s kill or be killed. Yes. I’d push the button.”

Tori gave me a sad chuckle. “That’s what I thought.”

“What about you?” I asked. “Wouldn’t you push it?”

“No,” she said quickly. “I see things a little differently too. Before any of this happened I probably would have pushed it. But now that I’ve seen how truly ugly people can become, I want to be better than an animal who lashes out when backed into a corner.”

“So you’d sacrifice yourself, and the people you love, because you think it’s immoral to fight back?”

“Oh no. I’m more than willing to fight back,” she said with confidence. “You know that. What I won’t sacrifice is my humanity. Without that, we’re just like the animals the Retros think we are.”

I wasn’t sure how I should feel. Was Tori being ridiculous? The survival instinct is as basic as the need for food and water, and the strong survive. That had been true since the beginning of time. Nobody should have to apologize for protecting themselves. But did that mean anything is justified, no matter how heinous, in the name of survival? Were the Retros justified in wiping out the population of the past? The action, or lack of action through time, to prevent this disaster is what created their nightmare world. The Retros considered that to be an attack that was just as lethal as the drones they sent back to destroy the population. Were they only fighting back?

“I guess it all depends on your definition of humanity,” I said. “And how badly you want to survive.”

“I want to survive,” she said. “But I also want to be able to live with myself.”

The heavy door opened and an armed Retro soldier stepped in.

“Come with me,” he ordered.

I thought of refusing but realized there wasn’t any point to it.

Tori shrugged and got up. The guard led us out of the cell and motioned for us to walk along the corridor. He stayed behind us, ready to shoot if we dared to make an aggressive move. None of the doors we passed had windows so I couldn’t look in to see where Olivia and Kent were being held. At the end of the hallway was a stairway that we climbed for three stories, ending up in another nondescript corridor, this one filled with more activity. Retro soldiers hurried about, moving from room to room.

The guard directed us to a door toward the end of the corridor and motioned for us to enter. Tori and I stepped in, followed by the guard, who entered and closed the door behind us.

We were in a sparsely furnished office with a single desk. Unlike the dungeon cells, this room had a window. It looked out onto the silver dome, which was not exactly a pleasant view. The wall to our left was covered with a map of the world. The continents were barely recognizable since they had changed so much from our time.

None of those details mattered compared to what was in the center of the room. Sitting behind the desk with his feet up was Mr. Feit. Colonel Feit. Though this time he looked more like the Feit I had first met on Pemberwick Island. His hair was still short, but rather than the Retro military uniform he wore jeans and a blue T-shirt. He was reading from a handheld device and didn’t look up until the door was closed.

“What’s the right thing to say here?” he said with a typical smile. “We meet again! How’s that?”

Tori and I stood silently.

“I’ve been working on this project for a long time,” he said. “I guess you could say I dedicated my life to it. The planning was meticulous. Every contingency accounted for. Every detail anticipated. It was an awesome mission nearly seventy years in the making and it’s gone exactly as planned except for one small, teeny little annoying problem.”

He paused for effect. Or maybe he expected us to ask him what it was.

We didn’t.

“You,” he said. “A handful of kids. Incredible.”

Feit shook his head with dismay. “None of the other regional commanders have to deal with this kind of aggravation. Why am I so lucky?”

“Blame yourself,” I said. “You brought us into it. You came to me on Pemberwick Island. I didn’t come looking for you.”

Feit chuckled. Feit always chuckled. It was one of the many things I hated about him.

“Yeah, that was a bad move in hindsight. I shouldn’t have gotten involved on that level. But I don’t like to command from a distance. I like the action. Maybe I should stay behind a desk and delegate a little more. What do you think?”

“I think you should bite me,” I said.

Feit gave me a long look, as if trying to understand where my head was. I wondered if he realized my overriding thoughts were about lunging across that desk and strangling him.

“You’re not the same kid I met on that beach, Tucker,” he said. “The scrawny little benchwarmer has turned into a real badass.”

“Thanks to you,” I said.

“Man, you really hate me, don’t you? What about you, Tori? Do you see me as the personification of all things evil? Am I the big bad boogeyman?”

Tori didn’t answer, which was her way of answering.

“Okay, I get it,” Feit said. “But open your minds a little. Try to see things from my perspective.”

He stood up and walked to the giant map of the world.

“This must be so alien to you,” he said, referring to the map. “There are only seven countries now. Seven. That’s it. The United States covers all of North America up to the old Arctic. Newchin spreads over what used to be known as Asia. They split Russia in two with Europa. Ambia used to be known as Africa. That place is a real pit. Then there’s Brazilia, which controls South America and what used to be Central America. We lost that one in a war. Nasty business. Finally there’s Australia and the New Arctic. Seven countries. Seven governments. That’s it. Sounds all neat and tidy but the fact is we’re all at war with each other. It’s a constant battle for space. For water. For energy. For life. It’s not about wealth or power or prestige, it’s about survival.”

Feit walked away from the map and stood directly in front of us, staring us both down.

“You hate us for what we’ve done to your world? You hate me? Think about how much hatred is coming your way from the people of my time, who look back at a society that saw the writing on the wall and did nothing about it.”

“And that justifies mass murder?” Tori said.

“I could make that argument. What the people of the past did is just as heinous as what we’re now doing.”

“That’s not true!” Tori argued. “Nobody in the past intentionally tried to trash the future.”

“Maybe not,” Feit shot back. “But they did it just the same. Whenever I spend time in the past I see gluttonous, selfish people who scrape more food off of their plates in a single meal than most people of my time get to eat in a week.”

He pulled away from us and hurried to the window that looked over the dome, and the filthy city. He was getting worked up, which wasn’t like him.

“This city was built on the recycled garbage of the past. That’s all you left us and you think we’re the villains? We suffer every day because of your shortsightedness. As a loyal citizen of the United States of America who proudly works under the orders of our commander in chief, I can say with total confidence and a clear conscience that it’s now your turn.”

Feit touched the pad he had been working on. A second later the wall opposite the map turned into an invisible panel, revealing the room next door. It was just like when the deck of the giant attack plane vanished when Tori and I were on board.

Beyond the unseen wall was a clean white room with two metallic silver poles that spanned from floor to ceiling, spaced six feet apart. The space between the poles glowed with a white light that seemed to be generated by them. In front was a silver chair with two Retro guards standing on either side.

Feit took a deep breath, trying to get his emotions back under check.

“I can’t tell you how bummed I was to find out that Olivia Kinsey was part of this group of traitors that call themselves Sounders,” Feit said. “Blew me away, to be honest.”

“Yeah, well, not everybody from the future is an a-hole,” I said.

Feit snickered. “We’ve known about these people for some time but haven’t been able to root them out. They’ve been smart. They haven’t made any blatant moves against the government or the military. We expect that to change. And soon. As much as you and your friends have caused me grief, it turns out it may have all been worthwhile.”

“How do you figure that?” Tori asked.

“You’re going to give us the Sounders,” Feit said.

“Sorry to disappoint you,” I said. “We don’t know anything about them.”

“Really?” Feit said, smugly. “Let’s see.”

He touched his pad again and a door opened in the next room. A Retro guard entered with a prisoner wearing an orange jumpsuit.

“Scottie,” I said with a gasp.

“Friend of yours, right?” Feit said. “She caused the ruckus that let you slip away from me back at the camp.” Feit broke into a sly grin and added, “Took a while for me to figure that one out.”

Scottie looked confused and terrified. She struggled against the guards but it was useless. They forced her to sit in the silver chair and clamped her wrists to the armrests.

“Scottie!” I called out.

“She can’t hear you,” Feit said. “Or see us.”

The door opened again and another Retro entered. It was Bova. Nothing good ever happened when that guy showed up. He walked to the invisible wall that separated the two rooms and gave a small nod.

“He knows we’re watching,” Feit said. “Now, tell me, what exactly is it that the Sounders are planning?”

Tori and I exchanged nervous looks.

“We don’t know,” I said. “Olivia didn’t get the chance to tell us.”

Feit stared me right in the eyes as if trying to read my mind.

“You saw how easily we obliterated Las Vegas,” Feit said. “Developing weapons like the one we used there was one of the few legacies from the past that have proved useful. There was money in war back then. The technology we used against Las Vegas is the same as you see in there. So, tell me, what can we expect from the Sounders?”

Tori started to shake with growing anger. She gave a quick glance at the frightened woman strapped into the chair, then made a move toward Feit.

“You can’t do this,” she said as she took a step forward, but the Retro guard grabbed her and held her back. I made a move to help but the guard quickly raised his pulser toward me.

“I’d rather not harm your friend in there,” Feit said calmly. “But it’s up to you. Tell me what you know about the Sounders.”

“Nothing,” Tori cried. “We met a few of them and heard that something is going to happen but they didn’t tell us what it was.”

“It’s true,” I said quickly. “Olivia’s apartment was attacked before she could tell us.”

Feit lifted his pad and pressed it.

Bova nodded, turned to Scottie, lifted his leg up, and put his boot on the arm of the chair.

Scottie screamed with terror. She glanced behind her at the glowing light then back to Bova. She said something to him that we couldn’t hear. It had to have been a plea for her life.

I’d never felt so helpless and frightened, even when bombs were flying around me. Scottie had helped me, twice, and now I held her life in my hands.

“Don’t!” Tori begged. “This is monstrous.”

“I can tell you something,” I said. “Scottie has nothing to do with the Sounders. That much I know for sure.”

Feit let out a bored sigh.

“This isn’t about her, it’s about you. I could have put your mother in that chair but that really wouldn’t have been cool.”

I lunged at Feit and instantly felt a sharp jolt of pain in my back that knocked me to my knees. The guard had fired a pulse of energy at me. It wasn’t strong enough to injure me, but it sure hurt.

“The choice is yours,” Feit said. “Tell me everything or . . .” he punctuated the statement with a shrug as if it were out of his hands.

I was near panic. We really didn’t know anything, other than the name of Colonel Pike and the fact that we were supposedly the last piece in the puzzle of the Sounders’ plan. Seeing Scottie’s terrified face tore my heart out. Would the little information we had be enough for the Air Force to stop the Sounders’ plan? If we gave up Colonel Pike, would she be the next one sitting in that chair?

“Last chance,” Feit warned in a singsong voice.

Tori gave me a tortured look. She was as torn as I was.

“Please don’t hurt her,” I said, lamely. “I swear we don’t know anything.”

Feit pressed his pad.

Bova kicked the chair over.

Scottie opened her mouth to scream as the chair fell back through the curtain of energy between the silver poles. Her body was enveloped in white light. An instant later, she was gone. The chair tilted back to its upright position, empty.

Tori let out an anguished cry.

I think I did too. I can’t say for sure. The agony of knowing I was the cause of an innocent person’s death, someone who had risked her own life to help me, was too much to bear. I had witnessed untold death and devastation over the last few weeks but this was personal. Nothing had compared to this.

Bova turned back to us, showing no emotion. He was as cold-blooded as Feit. The monster stood there, waiting for instructions.

“Tell me, was that worth it?” Feit asked.

“You can’t justify this,” I said, trying to keep from crying with anger. “You can look back in time and blame people for whatever you’d like, but you can’t claim that what happened in the past is anything like cold-blooded murder.”

My anguish was quickly turning to rage. I looked to Tori and said, “I would push that button. I would push it until every last one of these bastards was blown away.”

Tori dropped her head in total anguish, and defeat.

“Let’s continue,” Feit said and pressed his pad again.

The door in the next room opened and two more Retro soldiers stepped in, headed for the death chair.

With them were Olivia and Kent.