CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT

 

I never had time to scream.

The train did a cartwheel and the lights of the city whirled through the rain, spinning around me like glow-worms inside a washing machine. Then I hit the ballast, tumbled down a slope of wet, thrashing weeds and landed face-first in a ditch full of runoff, my mouth wide open to shriek.

All that came out was bubbles.

Gasping and floundering around in the muck, I dragged myself to my knees just in time to see Arn waving from the boxcar door as the train rolled by on top of the embankment. I spit out some scum and a pissed-off spider, then I tried to stand up, but my shoes were stuck in the mud and I fell down again, a cloud of mosquitoes swarming around my head.

Jesus Christ.

I scrabbled up to the tracks, my body throbbing like a giant bruise. My shoulder hurt like crazy, but I didn't think anything was busted. When I made the tracks, a string of gondolas and tank cars was going by and I got whipped by the rain blowing along the line. Mars lights flashed in the distance, a road-block, maybe. I couldn't tell. The cops must've radioed the dispatcher like Brown had said because the train was starting to slow down – air-brakes wheezing, metal squealing, couplers banging and clattering along the string of freight cars.

The boxcar couldn't be that far away.

I took off running towards the head of the train, stumbling over the ties and ballast, pain flashing in my chest and thighs like somebody was poking me with a knife. Catch up with the money – that's all I could think about. The train was going so slow by now that it should've been easy to keep up, but I started getting these cramps and dizzy rushes that almost knocked me off my feet. I felt like somebody had been working on me with a blowtorch and a ball-peen hammer, and I could feel the last couple of days in every nerve and muscle: falling out of Steffy's window, the shootout at Vincent's, the fight in the warehouse, wrecking the Lexus, all the stuff on the train. Staggering past a couple of tank cars, I saw the Mars lights up ahead, a cluster of cherries flashing at an intersection about a mile away. The cops were waiting to search the train.

Then I saw the boxcar. At least, I thought it was the same one. I ran up beside it, grabbed the side-rail, tripped and dragged my feet for a second, then I pulled myself inside and flopped across the floor, panting and wheezing.

"Fucking bitch!" Arn yelled. "You back again?"

He was standing on the other side of the car with the suitcase and briefcase at his feet, waiting for a good spot to jump off, I guess. He looked like he'd been drowned and hit by lightning, his eyes like split grapes, his clothes smeared with mud and tar and gunk. I rolled over and smacked my head against a crate. Grabbed a pipe off the floor. Blundered to my feet.

"You just drove away." He stumbled towards me, grabbing wall ribs and crates to keep his balance. "I should've known."

"What was I supposed to do?"

"You just took off."

"You told them where I lived."

"Go fuck yourself."

I lunged at him, swinging the pipe as hard as I could and whacking him across the shoulder, but it didn't seem to phase him and he snatched the pipe out of my hand, tossing it across the boxcar and shoving me back against a crate. Scratching at his face, I tried to kick him in the balls while he slapped at my hands and finally grabbed me by the wrists, but I twisted around and managed to get one of my hands loose and started punching at his mouth and throat. He stumbled backwards, dragging me across the floor by the hand, then he bent over, picked me up and threw me into a corner.

I rolled over on my side and tried to stand up, but this wave of vertigo made me fall down again and I had to fight to catch my breath. Arn staggered around in front of the door, kicking stuff out of the way, then he picked up another pipe and headed back to finish me off. I crawled across the floor, squeezed between some crates and came out by the door on the other side, coughing and spitting up blood in this cloud of freezing rain. Arn was wobbling like a drunk, cursing and knocking over crates behind me. The train was still moving. The storm splattered through the door.

"We can split it up!" I screamed.

"What do you mean we?"

Pipes and bolts clattered around me and I started throwing stuff at him, scooping up washers and faucets and junk and pitching them at his face. Then I got to my feet, hanging on to a wall rib, and stumbled away from the door just as he came out behind me, ranting and swinging the pipe. The boxcar lurched and I fell down again, scrambling across the floor. Clang. His pipe hit the wall beside me. Then he slipped. Fell down. Jumped to his feet again. Panting, I squirmed around the crate – and saw Baldy's gun lying in the corner.

"You want to split it up?" Arn was standing over me now, a dripping shadow framed by the rain in the door. "I can split you up! How about that?"

He raised the pipe over his head, gripping it with both hands.

I grabbed the gun and fired. Over and over again.

The first slug hit him in the chest and the second caught him under the chin. Falling backwards through a halo of blood, he landed on his side, rolled across the floor and lay there twitching in this puddle of scum, his eyes staring up at the ceiling.

#

It was easy to get off again.

I sat on the edge of the door with the briefcase and suitcase, watching the lights of an Oakland ghetto pass in the fog, then I stepped off before the train came to a full stop and ran down a street in the rain.

I wasn't sure where I was – somewhere in East Oakland. I could see traffic passing on 880 and the towers in the city center glared through the haze. I'd bailed just in time. A blob of cherries flashed at a crossing a couple blocks to the north and I could hear the cops moving along the embankment, talking back and forth on their radios.

I hurried down the street, passing a row of stucco houses with soggy porch lights and spider palms in their yards. A billboard for Cristal champagne glowed on the roof of a liquor store with barred windows and a security gate over the door. Posters for rap concerts and church socials flapped on a telephone pole and the fences were covered with graffiti – gang signs splattered across the planks with a spray can. Then I turned a corner and headed down a street lined with beaters and pimpmobiles, watching the houses, checking my back. A million sirens howled in the bottoms.

I walked down the street, trying the doors on the beaters, but they were all locked and I couldn't risk breaking a window. A dog yapped a couple blocks away. Traffic drummed on the highway. I avoided the new cars – the Beamers and Mercs and crack-dealer Caddies – staying in the middle of the street and giving them plenty of room. If I set off a proximity alarm, I was dead. The bangers would cut my throat and eat me for breakfast.

Finally, I found an old Plymouth Sundance with unlocked doors. It looked like it could fall apart any minute, but it would have to do. I checked the street again, then sucked in my breath, opened the front door on the driver's side and got in behind the wheel, braced to run if an alarm went off or somebody came out of one of the houses. Nothing happened, but my nerves were completely fried. Jacking cars had landed me in this mess to begin with and stealing them was starting to scare me.

I squeezed under the dash, hot-wired the ignition and got the engine started, making a lot of noise in the process. Sparks stung my face. Backfire banged like a gunshot. When I was ready, I squirmed out of the footwell, sat down behind the wheel again, then put the car in gear and drove off through the rain.

Heading for the freeway.