It was in the fall of 1986 that I first saw the devil on the streets of Detroit.
We were introduced by a friend who works for a local radio station. “Spend the evening before Halloween with me and I’ll show you something you’ve never seen before,” he promised. “People try to burn down their own neighborhoods. They call it Devil’s Night.”
I vaguely remembered Devil’s Night. When I was a kid growing up in Pontiac, a grimy industrial clone of Detroit ten miles north of the city, it had been a time of harmless pranks—window soaping, doorbell ringing and rolls of toilet paper in the neighbors’ trees. But it had been twenty years since I lived there, and a lot of things had changed. One of them was Devil’s Night.
Three years earlier, in 1983, for reasons no one understands, America’s sixth largest city suddenly erupted into flame. Houses, abandoned buildings, even unused factories burned to the ground in an orgy of arson that lasted for seventy-two hours. When it was over the papers reported more than eight hundred fires. Smoke hung over the city for days.
What at first appeared to be a bizarre outburst turned into an annual tradition. By 1986, Devil’s Night had become a prelude to Halloween in Detroit in the way that Mardi Gras precedes Lent in New Orleans, or the Rose Bowl parade ushers in the New Year in Pasadena.
Even my friend’s dramatic description did not prepare me for what I saw that night. From early evening, fires flared throughout the city. The scent of burning wood in the crisp Michigan autumn evening filled me with an incongruous nostalgia for the homecoming rallies I once attended at the University of Michigan. On the streets of Detroit I could sense the same rush of energy, the same sense of excitement that always accompanies nocturnal action. Police helicopters circled overhead and fire trucks, sirens blaring, raced from one conflagration to another. Cops guarded the firemen as they fought the flames. It was only when I saw the faces of the neighborhood people, mostly older blacks with long coats over their bathrobes, standing grimly on their porches, armed with shotguns and garden hoses, protecting their property, that I realized that this was no homecoming rally; on Devil’s Night, they use homes for kindling.
At each fire there were crowds of onlookers. Some were black neighborhood kids in stocking caps and high school jackets. Others were white adults—professional fire fighters from surrounding townships on a busman’s holiday and civilian thrill seekers from the suburbs, many of them on their one annual trip into the city. The crowds were augmented by people who had come from all over the United States, Europe and the Far East to participate in Devil’s Night, the fire buff’s Superbowl.
My friend’s car was equipped with a police-band radio, and as he drove from fire to fire he gradually became the leader of a motorcade. At every stop, people gawked at the flames and passed around bottles of whiskey and thermos caps of steaming coffee. The suburbanites talked with bittersweet nostalgia about their old neighborhoods in Detroit, pointed to childhood sites now sunk into decrepitude and shook their heads. The message was tacit but unmistakable—Look at what they’re doing to our city.
The biggest blaze of the evening was in a lumberyard. As fire fighters worked to put it out, a television crew from Tokyo suddenly appeared. The cameraman and reporter jabbered excitedly in Japanese and broken English, trying to find someone who could explain what was happening. They interviewed a man from Dallas, “Ah come up here every year,” the Texan said happily. “There’s nothing like it. Ah never miss a one.”
Detroit that night seemed like some grotesque urban horror film. At the lumberyard, a patrol of Guardian Angels, pasty-faced kids in berets and sweatshirts, happened by. They had come down from Grand Rapids, two hours away, to help the fire fighting effort. The white spectators cheered them, and some of the blacks booed. The Angels took a break, watching the flames shoot into the dark night as they munched on candy bars.
At every stop there were rumors and speculation. Someone who had just come from dinner at the Summit, a posh restaurant atop the downtown Renaissance Center, said that suburbanite patrons were cheering the fires as they dined alongside revolving glass walls. A fat man with a droopy mustache claimed that a family was trapped inside a burning house on the east side, and led a party of sightseers off to look for them. A debate broke out about who was setting the fires—teenage hoodlums, wealthy slumlords after insurance money, feuding neighbors trying to settle old scores. The spectators swapped tales of previous Devil’s Nights and watched the fire fighters’ work with practiced eyes.
The fires raged on and on, more than two hundred that night (and, I later learned, almost four hundred in the three-day Halloween period). Detroit is a city of one- and two-story homes, most of them built on narrow lots. During the past thirty years, the city has lost almost half its population, and there are entire blocks where all but one or two of the houses are boarded up and vacant. Some parts of the city look like pasture land. Flames raced through the brush and into abandoned wood buildings. The gawkers cheered the firemen and jostled one another happily. Devil’s Night 1986 was judged a resounding success.
At dawn, on the way home, I asked the reporter what it was all about. “Fuck if I know,” he said in a weary tone. “Frustration, anger, boredom. I only work here. I stopped trying to figure out this city a long time ago.”
So had I. In 1967 I moved to Israel, and in the intervening years I had rarely thought about Detroit at all. I knew in general terms that the auto industry was in bad shape; that the 1967 riot had sent whites fleeing to the suburbs in droves; that the city was now mostly black, and had a black mayor, Coleman Young; and that the national press referred to it as “Murder Capital, USA.” Beyond that, Detroit held little interest for me.
But the fires of Devil’s Night sparked my curiosity. Approaching forty, I found myself unexpectedly drawn to my old hometown, a place that had gone in one generation from a wealthy white industrial giant to a poverty-stricken black metropolis. I resolved that night to come back to the city, and to write about it.
For me, this was the closing of a circle. As a small boy I had always been fascinated by black people. In the gray monotony of a Michigan car-town they seemed like vivid, foreign strangers. I can still remember my earliest glimpses of the black section of town, ripe with intimations of exotic vitality and mystery.
There was one intersection in particular, Bagley and Wesson, known as The Corner, that captured my imagination. It was nothing special—a few country-looking stores, a small hotel, LaRoaches Tea Room, the Big Six Republican Club pool hall—but whenever I passed it I longed to leave the safety of my parents’ Chevrolet and find out what was going on. I wanted to taste the food at LaRoaches, hear the musical banter of the poolroom, touch the dark flesh of the laughing women who stood on the street in front of the shabby hotel. I wanted to peek into people’s homes and lives, find out why they were different from me, so different that they inhabited a separate world of their own.
Of course I never did, at least not then. The Corner had a fearsome reputation—Pontiac people claimed with perverse pride that it had once been listed by Time magazine as the most dangerous intersection in America—and I was afraid. Besides, I was too young to go wandering around strange neighborhoods, black or white, by myself.
And so, like other white kids drawn to the black world, I found safe substitutes. I listened to radio stations out of Detroit and learned the names of esoteric r&b artists, traded Ted Williams for Willie Mays even up, and practiced a loose-limbed ghetto strut in the mirror behind my bedroom door.
Then, when I was thirteen, something happened that gave a new dimension to my feeling about blacks. That year, my grandfather Max was beaten to death.
Max Chafets left Russia to escape the Czar’s army and wound up first in Windsor, Canada, and then in Detroit. He was a gentle little socialist who raised three children, read the Yiddish papers every day and rooted for the good guys when he watched wrestling on television. For years he made a modest living with a small mom-and-pop store in a black neighborhood. When he opened the store he knew nothing about blacks, and unlike me, he was never fascinated by them. But he did care about people, and sometimes he had nightmares about the Ku Klux Klan chasing and hurting the children who bought Popsicles and Maryjanes in his store.
Max’s daughter, Ruth, married a man named Jack Fine, who had his own grocery on the corner of Linwood and Grand, a neighborhood that went from Jewish to black in the mid-1950s. When Max retired, and sold his little store, he went to work part-time for his son-in-law. On Saturday mornings, when Jack went to the Eastern Market to buy produce, Max would take over, humming Yiddish melodies to himself as he stood behind the counter, next to the cash register.
On one of those Saturday mornings, only a few days after my grandfather celebrated his seventieth birthday, two black men entered the store. They pulled guns and demanded money. Max gave it to them. Then, for some reason, one of them pistol-whipped him. An hour later, he died in the emergency room of Detroit’s Receiving Hospital.
My grandfather’s death traumatized our family. For a full year afterward, my father and uncle got up at daybreak to say the prayer for the dead in synagogue. They mourned in the traditional way, refusing to go out for pleasure, or even to watch television. I recall that year as a harsh, painful time, made worse by my private sense of guilt.
Beyond a generalized liberalism, my parents had no special feelings about blacks. It was I who filled the house with the sounds of Ray Charles and Bo Diddley, insisted on being Elgin Baylor in neighborhood pickup games, demanded to be driven, time and again, past The Corner, for yet another glimpse of the exotic black world. And now two black killers had beaten my grandfather to death. For a time I was full of fear and bitterness and a strange sense of complicity. I had wanted to know the dark secrets of the ghetto; now they had invaded my own family in a way I hadn’t imagined.
At about this time I met Charles. I was shooting baskets with some friends at a nearby playground when he turned up. For a while he stood silently and watched. My friends and I were all white, and pretty good, but from time to time we heard him emit a contemptuous snort.
The game ended, and playground court etiquette demanded that we allow him to pick a team for the next one. He was five-nine or so, broad across the shoulders but thin and very dark. His hair was cut close to his skull, his nose was narrow and flared sharply at the nostrils, and he had thin, cruel lips. There was something regal and fierce-looking about him, like the leader of a slave rebellion. I guessed he was a year or two older than us, probably fifteen or so.
Somebody tossed the ball to Charles and for a moment he stood there fondling it. Then, with the quickest move I had even seen, he faked his head upward, took several powerful dribbles to the basket, flew into the air and dunked the ball. No one had ever come close to dunking in one of our games, and we stood there frozen in amazement.
Charles chose me as one of his teammates, and we stayed on the court for the rest of the afternoon, unbeatable. I remember playing harder that day than I had ever played before, and once or twice I made a move or hit a shot that elicited his approval. But it wasn’t until I had a rebound snatched out of my hands that he seemed to really notice me. “Man, you gotta use your ’bows,” he said angrily. “You can’t ’bound unless you use your ’bows.” That was the first, but by no means last, admonition I heard from Charles; typically, it was sound advice.
That day was the beginning of a friendship that lasted for many years and ended badly. It was a friendship made up of mutual envy and curiosity, boyhood competitiveness and more than a little hero worship on my part. For in a town of runners and jumpers, Charles could leap higher and sprint faster than anyone else. He could also dance cooler, talk sweeter, fight tougher and make love to more girls than anyone I had ever met. Naturally, I hoped that some of these attributes would rub off on me.
Although we were friends, the balance of power between us was clear: I was Tom Sawyer to Charles’s Huck Finn. He accepted his role of mentor naturally and with grace, and imparted wisdom with generosity. Once, when some bigger kids tried to coerce me into “loaning” them my lunch money, Charles found out and forced me to fight one of them. “You can’t let nobody hold your money but you,” he said, a sound fiscal principle that remained with me long after the swelling on the side of my face receded. After the fight, Charles inspected the damage with dispassion. “You ain’t always gonna have Daddy and Mommy to give you bread, gray boy,” he said. “You gotta learn not to let people take anything away from you.”
Some of Charles’s other advice was more gentle. It was he who taught me the secrets of teenage sex. “If you want to get some, you gotta ask for it,” he instructed me. He also provided me with an infallible guide for knowing if “it” would be forthcoming. “When you dance with a girl, put your hand on her ass,” he told me. “If she doesn’t move it, she’s gonna give you some.” Twenty-five years later, that remains the single most reliable piece of sex education I ever received.
Charles and I shared a mutual curiosity about each other’s world. He came to my house often and, to my mystification, enjoyed talking to my parents. In these discussions he assumed an adult attitude, casting me in the role of small companion. “This young man been neglectin’ his studies,” he would say avuncularly, although Charles himself was scarcely a paragon of scholarship. Still, he had his pretensions. On one occasion, he borrowed a paperback copy of the dialogues of Plato from our library, and carried it around in his back pocket for weeks. This brush with philosophy led to an incident at school, where Charles was a grade ahead of me. One day in the lunchroom a white teacher, spying the book, asked about it.
“Plato,” said Charles. “He’s my man. That Greek was a stone genius.”
“And which is your favorite dialogue?” asked the teacher with heavy sarcasm. “ ‘The Republic,’ no doubt.”
Charles looked at the teacher with contempt. “Man, Plato was a Democrat up to his nose,” he said. Several teachers’ pet types laughed, and for a brief moment my hero appeared ridiculous.
I hated the teacher, who was no Aquinas himself, for the put-down, but Charles took it with good nature. “Lot of white people think they smarter than they are,” he explained, and proved it by slashing all four of the teacher’s tires.
In the end, though, I was far more interested in Charles’s world than he was in mine, and he became my guide to its mysteries. He taught me black English, although he wouldn’t let me speak it. When I lapsed into the dialect he was both amused and offended. “Don’t be talkin’ like no splib, gray boy,” he would say. “It make you sound common. You don’t hear me tryin’ to sound like no Jew, now, do you?” He was right, of course; Charles had perfect pitch for the resonances of his culture.
I doubt if he thought it was a culture; at least he never would have used such a big word. But hanging around his tiny house in the projects, I learned about extended families, the harsh limitations of poverty (which he insisted on calling “proverty,” although he knew better), the solace of church and the self-hating color caste system among blacks, long before these things became the subjects of Black Studies courses and Time magazine essays.
Still, this knowledge was the by-product of a boyhood friendship. I was no teenage anthropologist, and mostly I concentrated on having a good time. Charles took me to breakfast dances at the Pontiac Armory and sock hops at the Colored Elks. We played ball together; listened to B. B. King, Nolan Strong and the Drifters on his mother’s phonograph; sat in the park outside the recreation center and flirted with the neighborhood girls. And, on one memorable day, when I was sixteen, Charles took me to The Corner for the first time, to shoot pool in the Big Six Republican Club.
Even as a teenager, Charles was treated with respect by the men and boys who hung around The Corner, the basketball courts and the other places we frequented. In the beginning, my presence there aroused curiosity, but Charles defused it, saying that we were “goin’ for cousins,” or introduced me as his “play brother.” After a while people came to take me for granted. A few of them became friends.
Jesse Stephen, the preacher’s son, invited me to his father’s church, where I first heard live gospel music. It was Jesse who taught me to replace my American Bandstand clap with the sanctified slap, and also once processed my hair. Ralph Grandberry, an overweight pool hustler with an artistic touch, helped me forge my first fake ID, which we used to buy and drain a fifth of Peppermint Schnapps. And Roy Ray Jones, an incipient radical who later became one of the first American deserters in Vietnam, gave me a recording of Malcolm X’s “Message to the Grass Roots.”
Roy Ray notwithstanding, politics played a very minor role for Charles and his friends. It was the height of the civil rights movement but we rarely discussed segregation or the Freedom Riders. When Martin Luther King came to Detroit for a march, in the summer of 1963, I couldn’t convince Charles to attend. “I ain’t left nothin’ in Alabama,” he said, dismissing the matter. I went alone, and was thrilled by the moral seriousness of the event.
A few months later, John F. Kennedy was assassinated. We heard the news over the high school PA system. As we filed solemnly out of the building, the Pontiac attitude was verbalized by a skinny friend of ours named Jewel. “Um, um, um,” he intoned. “Shot that motherfucker in the ass. No school on Monday. Um, um, um.”
Charles eventually dropped out of high school. I graduated, and he came to the ceremony, inordinately proud of an accomplishment I took for granted. As a gift, he invited me to LaRoaches Tea Room, where he presided over dinner with the pickish good manners of a rich uncle.
After graduation I attended the University of Michigan. Charles got drafted, an event he called “going to the war,” although he wound up at a fort in Kentucky. For more than a year we lost touch with one another, and I missed him. In his honor I wrote a whimsical paper for a philosophy class: “Plato, Republican or Democrat?” More than once I successfully applied his courtship techniques to Big Ten coeds. And one evening, at a bull session dominated by a black power bully who was trying to impress my date, I cut off his harangue with a “Get your face out of my face,” that came right off The Corner and won me a respectful double take.
Then, one day, Charles turned up unexpectedly at my small apartment in Ann Arbor. He was accompanied by an extremely pregnant girlfriend, and informed me that he had dropped an engine block on a racist corporal and was on the run. Since my place was too small for all of us, I gave him my keys and told him to stay as long as he wanted. It never occurred to me that I might be harboring a fugitive, and it wouldn’t have mattered if it had. Charles and I had been play brothers a long time.
After a couple of days, Charles stopped answering the phone when I called. I went to look for him, and found he had gone, taking a television set, radio and my only suit with him. I was puzzled but nothing more, figuring that he must have had a good reason. But a week later I still hadn’t heard from him, and it began to dawn on me that I had, in the current phrase, been ripped off.
I called Charles’s mother in Pontiac, and she gave me the address and phone number of a flophouse in Detroit’s Twelfth Street ghetto, where he was hiding out. I called, but he refused to come to the phone. I called again and again, but there was no answer.
I really didn’t care much about the suit and the appliances, but I was devastated by the idea that Charles had stolen from me. If he had asked, I would have gladly sold the stuff myself to give him money. I had long since stopped thinking of Charles as specifically black, but I regarded his betrayal in racial terms. I saw it as a message that, despite our long friendship, I was still one of them, a rich white kid, fair game.
There was only one way to prove otherwise. Late on a rainy Saturday night I drove an hour from Ann Arbor to the flophouse on Twelfth Street. I walked into the lobby and asked the rheumy-looking desk clerk for Charles’s room number. The clerk gave me the number but looked alarmed. “No trouble now,” he said, and for the first time I considered that there might be.
If there was, I had no doubt about how it would end. Charles was one of the most fearsome street fighters I had ever seen. Once I watched while he beat four white high school football players into bloody submission, cracking one over the head with a brick for good measure. “Don’t fight to fight, fight to kill,” was his dictum on the subject. I knew that if he felt like it, he could easily toss me out the window.
Still, I went up and knocked on the door. It was instinct, not bravery, that propelled me up the stairs. Even after he took my stuff, I couldn’t believe that Charles would do me any physical harm.
“Charles,” I hollered through the wooden door. “Let me in.”
There were muffled sounds, and I hollered again, banging on the door. Afer a long moment it opened and he stood there, shirtless and barefoot, wearing only a pair of shorts. The pregnant girlfriend lay in silence on the bed.
“You took my things,” I said, hoping he’d deny it, or explain. Instead he looked at me steadily for a while. Finally he reached into his wallet, which he called his “secretariat,” and produced two pawn tickets, which he handed over.
“I can’t believe this,” I said, unwilling to let it go. “If you needed money, all you had to do was ask. You stole from me, man. You’re a fucking thief.”
For a second I thought I had gone too far, but then tears welled up in Charles’s eyes. It was like seeing Superman cry, and I covered my astonishment with anger. “Why?” I demanded. “Why in hell did you have to steal from me? I would have given you anything you wanted, don’t you know that?”
“I didn’t want to ask,” he said. “I didn’t know how to ask for any help.” Tears rolled down his cheeks, but I was dry-eyed. My best friend had let me down, but he had also let me off the hook. I didn’t have to care about his problems anymore.
We stood facing one another in silence. “Don’t tell your mother,” he said finally.
“My mother couldn’t care less,” I lied.
Charles said nothing. Then, from the corner of the room, the pregnant girlfriend spoke for the first time. “He’s desperate,” she said. “Can’t you see that he’s desperate?”
I looked at him hard and I saw that it was true; Charles, the baddest young blood on The Corner, was terrified. Standing there facing him, I sensed a subtle but unmistakable shift in the balance of our relationship. Charles was no longer a charismatic idol; he was just a young black man on the run, and he knew that when they found him he was going to catch hell. I belonged to the class of white people who would soon be running his life—federal agents and lawyers, judges and wardens. Mixed with my anger and sorrow, I felt a guilty, undeniable surge of power.
I turned to go, and remembered that there were only two pawn tickets. “How about the suit?” I asked.
“I wanna keep it, wear it to church tomorrow,” said Charles.
“Man, I can’t let you keep it, you know that,” I said. “I learned that from you.” He nodded at the justice of the remark, opened the closet and handed me the neatly pressed suit. I was on my way out the door when the girlfriend spoke again.
“Don’t seem like you learned a thing,” she said in a quiet, venomous voice. “Seems like you didn’t learn one damn thing.”
When I got back to Ann Arbor, I told several white classmates about my encounter with Charles. Their attitude was unsympathetic; what did I expect from a black kid from the projects? It was 1966, and they were University of Michigan liberals. None was ill-mannered enough to blame Charles himself. Instead they talked about his socioeconomic background and the forces of racism that made such behavior inevitable.
At first I resisted this analysis. Charles was my friend, not some case study. I thought of him at my bar mitzvah, tipsy on champagne, proudly wishing a long-practiced “mazel tov” to my parents; gently wiping the blood off my face after forcing me to fight the kid who tried to take my lunch money; lying next to me on the grass near the basketball court, singing snatches of Drifters songs and talking dreamily about what life would be like when we grew up. I knew Charles; I knew him well enough to blame him, personally, for betraying our friendship and his own nature.
And yet, despite this knowledge, I gradually came to see what happened in the same impersonal way my classmates did. What can you expect? I asked myself. It’s not his fault, it’s the way society made him. It was the easiest way of understanding what had happened, a thought that helped me forgive Charles and dismiss him from my life.
I didn’t see Charles again after that night. A few months later I moved to Israel. I was able to take only a few things with me from The Corner: a dozen gospel albums, my Malcolm X recording, and some memories. Occasionally something from the old days would pop up. I was in the Israeli army, for example, when I read in the paper that Roy Ray was now living in Sweden. But after a while the records became scratched, and my memories faded. Detroit, The Corner, Charles—it was all part of another life. Until Devil’s Night, 1986.