Evert Andersson sits in his pine-paneled kitchen in the middle of the province of Skåne and jumps when he hears the telephone ring. He’s just come in from disentangling a heifer from his neighbor’s barbed-wire fence. It took more than an hour. Blood is on his hands, and he wipes them on his blue work clothes. When the phone rings, he doesn’t care to answer it. Not just because of the state of his hands but because he feels that there’s no one he’d really care to speak to. He leans forward, checks the ID display, and sees it’s a blocked number. Probably a salesman who’ll be hiding behind that. He lets the phone ring until it stops. Then it starts again. Evert Andersson takes another look at the display and finally picks up the phone: “Andersson.”
“Hello, I’m Saga Bauer.” Evert hears an abrupt female voice. “I’m a police officer with Säpo. I’m looking for your daughter, Beverly Andersson.”
“What’s happened?”
“Nothing. She has done nothing wrong, but she has some very important information we need.”
“And now she’s just taken off?” he asks weakly.
“Do you have her phone number?” Saga asks. Evert’s slow thoughts revert to the time he’d once hoped his daughter would take over the farm after him. She would carry on tradition, she’d live in his house, she’d work in his barn, his buildings, his fields. She’d walk through the gardens that her mother had planted, wearing rubber boots like his in the mud, growing thick around the middle as her mother had done, wearing a long coat with her hair in a braid down her back.
But even as a small child, Beverly had something odd about her, which he sensed and feared.
As she’d grown, she became more and more different, as if she’d sprung, an alien, from him and from her mother. Once she’d walked into the barn when she was eight or nine years old. She sat in an empty pen using an upturned bucket as a stool and then just sang to herself with her eyes closed. She’d lost herself in the sound of her own voice. He’d thought it his duty to yell at her to shut up and stop making a fool of herself, but there was this whole air about her that bewildered him. He marked that incident as the moment he knew he would never understand her. So he could no longer talk to her. Whenever he wanted to say something, the words died away.
When her mother died, the silence on the farm was complete.
Beverly began to ramble around the countryside and would be gone for hours or even an entire day. The police had to bring her home after she’d wandered so far she didn’t know where she was. She’d go with anyone if they spoke kindly to her.
“I don’t have anything to say to her, so why would I have her phone number?” he replies in his strict, stubborn Skåne dialect.
“Are you absolutely sure—”
“You city folk from Stockholm don’t understand this stuff.” He cuts her off vehemently and hangs up.
He looks at his fingers on the receiver: the blood smearing his knuckles, the dirt under his fingernails, embedded in his cuticles, in every crack and surface. He walks over to his green armchair and slowly sits down. He picks up the shiny TV supplement to the newspaper and begins to read. This evening there’s going to be a show about the program host Ossian Wallenberg, who died recently. Evert drops the newspaper and is surprised to find tears in his eyes. He remembers that Beverly used to sit beside him and they’d both laugh at the silly nonsense on Golden Friday.