Scene Four
FAT JORGE wakes up screaming. He runs to the window in the lobby, opens it, and pukes. FLACA runs down the stairs.
FLACA:
Are you okay?
FAT JORGE:
Yeah, I’m alright.
Pause.
FLACA:
Maybe if you talk about it you won’t dream about it anymore.
FAT JORGE:
I won’t talk about it.
FLACA:
Where’s this new man you say you’ve become?
FAT JORGE:
I won’t talk about it. I can’t take it.
FLACA:
Fat Jorge, you MUST take it.
FAT JORGE:
Jesus Christ, woman, can’t you see I’m weak?! Look at me, woman, I’m weak! I’m not like you!
FLACA:
We’re all different—
FAT JORGE:
No. I’m not talking about differences. I’m talking about fucking weakness.
FLACA:
I was more prepared for what happened than you—
FAT JORGE:
Woman, understand what I’m trying to tell you: if I had taken that oath I would have broken it. Fast.
FLACA:
I—
FAT JORGE:
I’m like a child, a broken bone—
FLACA:
And if you don’t deal with what happened—
FAT JORGE:
Flaca, I’m a traitor.
FLACA:
Because we’re in exile?
FAT JORGE:
No.
Pause.
FLACA:
You broke.
FAT JORGE nods.
FLACA:
You gave someone away.
FAT JORGE:
Time stood still. Or went on forever. I don’t know. I couldn’t tell.
FLACA:
Who did you give away?
FAT JORGE:
I told them about my colleague.
FLACA:
What did you tell them?
FAT JORGE:
He’s the one they wanted. I told them details of his family. Of his hang-outs. Of his life.
FLACA:
You mean Cesar?
FAT JORGE nods.
FAT JORGE:
It must have worked. ’Cause they let me go after that.
FLACA:
They probably would have found him anyway—
FAT JORGE:
I don’t know. All I know is that by that time I had to talk.
FLACA:
Everybody talked, Fat Jorge, everybody. No one was prepared for what happened.
FAT JORGE:
Except you. You were prepared.
FLACA:
No, I wasn’t.
FAT JORGE:
You didn’t talk.
FLACA:
I couldn’t.
FAT JORGE:
But I could. And I did.
FLACA:
We’re here now, Fat Jorge. Here.
FLACA goes to the bedroom. After a moment, FAT JORGE follows.