The sun was warm against his face through the waving grass, and Keiro had to admit that he enjoyed the bathing warmth of it on his skin. Modesty had caused him to keep his breechclout, but it really was impractical to wear anything else, when the sun beat so mercilessly down on the Plains. His skin was tanned a rich brown, almost as dark now as the plainswalkers’ skin. He was hatch-marked with tiny, shallow cuts, the peril of walking through the Plains near naked. He hardly even noticed now when the grass sliced at him—his new-dark skin was tough as leather, and the grass never cut too deep.
They’d called him Pale for the first weeks, a gently jesting nickname, but they called him by his real name now. He’d earned that, somewhere along the way. It might have been after he’d caught his first groundbird, leaping up from a low crouch in one explosive motion, arms wrapping around the squawking fowl and neatly snapping its neck. The children had cheered wildly—they’d been trying to teach him to do it for days. The adult plainswalkers, who hadn’t been there to see all the spectacular failures that had come before his success, had been duly impressed. He thought that was when they’d started to use his real name.
It may, though, have been after Poret washed his feet—or tried to. Keiro had lost his boots sometime in the span between the river-that-ran-from-the-sun and Algi’s village. It had seemed as though everyone west of the river had gone barefoot, and so he had, too. His feet were hard as horn now, the soles so thick he hadn’t felt when Kamat had jabbed a spear tip into his heel. They were colored an even deeper brown, too, from dirt and mud and all the years of walking. It had impressed the plainswalkers, who did all their walking in the safety and softness of the grass and mud. That could have been what gave him back his name.
His brown-stained feet were beginning to grow restless. It had been a very long time since he had stayed in the same place for so long, since his apprenticeship within Raturo so long ago, but it was growing harder by the day to leave these people who knew his tongue and shared his faith. That last had been a disappointment, though only a fleeting one—how could he do anything but rejoice at finding followers of the Twins, when he had expected his exile to be both physical and spiritual? They knew all the old stories, but they loved to hear him tell them still. They were a peaceful people, and innocent in so many ways.
There was, unexpectedly, a place for him here.
At his side Poret stirred, murmured sleepily. He stroked her hair, felt her contented sigh wash over his chest.
The moon would be rising soon, ascending from the hills to the east. He’d been surprised by the hills, the ridges of land among the unfeatured Plains. The plainswalkers seemed to think the hills cursed, in some way, though he had yet to determine why. Perhaps a remainder of their old religion, whatever false gods they had worshiped before they’d learned of the Parents and the Twins. It would be night soon, and he’d lead the plainswalkers in prayer, thanking the Twins for their shelter from the sun that burned hotter here than it did to the north. He would tell a story, perhaps one of his journeys to the west, which they all seemed to love. Then he would sit up with the elder, Yaket, among the stars and try to find out the answers she was so unwilling to give.
How had they learned to speak the language Keiro spoke, the language of Fiatera? “It has been so,” Yaket had said with a smile, “since the days before my grandmother’s grandfather.” How had they learned of the Twins? “They have been with us for as long as we have been worthy of them.” Had there been another preacher, before him? “No, Pale,” she’d said with a laugh, “you are the first of the black-robed to find us.” How had they learned all the old stories, then? “My father taught them to me, and his mother to him.” It was maddening, the same thing every night, no matter how he asked. “You will see, in time,” she’d said, tapping his cheek below his ruined eye, and then she’d rolled up on her grass pallet and gone to sleep.
He shook Poret’s shoulder gently to wake her. She rose, rubbing at her eyes, and gave him a little smile before walking into the grass. She knew his habits well. He liked to pray alone, back to the lowering sun, before he went to lead the tribesmen in prayer. He was rarely alone, among the tall grasses and short walkers; he had learned to take what time he could for himself.
It was Keiro’s thought that, after a length of time, after enough prayers spoken, after so many steps taken, a man developed a less formal relationship with his gods. He had heard it all through Raturo, the oldest preachers casually calling on Fratarro for patience, or suggesting to Sororra that it might be time for a smiting. Speaking to the Twins as if in conversation with a close friend, a well-loved relative. So it had been for Keiro, these last few years, when there had been so few others to speak with. He liked to think the Twins, should they bless him by listening to his voice, would smile tolerantly, fondly, when they heard his words. He wasn’t so sure of that anymore, after turning away from the desert, but it was the only way he knew.
“Thank you for bringing me here,” he said tonight, to the faint red points of Sororra’s Eyes growing slowly deeper as the light leached from the sky. “I don’t know the purpose yet, but that’s often the way of things, isn’t it?” He paused, giving her a chance to respond, should she choose. The only sound was the wind brushing against the grass, so he went on. “There must be something more here. There’s a mystery, but I can’t find any more of the strings to pull, or think of the right questions to ask. You made me for walking, you know,” he said with a faint, gentle reproach. “Not for standing. Not for staying.” A sigh blew through him, an echo of the wind through the grass. “I know I’m meant to find something here. I can feel it. All my walking has led me here—but for what? I can’t see the end to this path.”
And then, for the first time Keiro could mark in his life, his prayer—whether formal or casual, spoken or silent—was given answer.
Sometimes the grasses played tricks with the eyes—reflected light strangely, fractured the vision, cast shadows where they had no business being. Keiro blamed some of it on only having one eye, of course, but every plainswalker had told him of the dangerous ways the grass could mislead. So naturally, he first thought that the two points of reddish light glowing within the grass, low to the ground, were just reflections of Sororra’s Eyes above. Then the two near points loomed closer, and blinked.
Eyes, yes, but not any that lived among the stars.
The creature that came forth slowly through the grasses should not have existed. It moved like the spotted cat he’d seen in the great forest at the edge of the desert, lanky and graceful, stalking low to the ground. A long body, slender but broad-chested, a thick neck carrying a wedge-shaped head. It was black, black as a moonless night, save for the eyes that glowed with their own fire and never left Keiro’s face. Scaled, Keiro saw by the last light of the sun, not furred. A tail, when it slid from the grass, that was longer than the rest of the creature altogether, slim and sinuous and forked at the end. It paced slowly around Keiro in the small clearing, the space of flattened grass that was barely large enough for two humans. As the sun vanished and the near-full moon dominated the sky, sending its wispy light washing down, points among the black scales began to glow, too, a perfect reflection of stars in the night sky. The head lifted, four long legs straightening to raise the barrel chest, eyes reaching level with Keiro’s, and the creature opened its mouth, a black pit dotted with sharp white teeth. Keiro, immobilized by awe and fear, squeezed his eye shut and dared not breathe. He could not watch his own death come for him.
And then it spoke.
“Child,” it said, in a voice high and lilting and otherworldly. “Son of gods.” Another breath, washing his face with warmth, and then the softest of rustling sounds.
Keiro opened his eye to see the tips of the black tail disappearing through the grass.
He chased, not knowing quite why, diving through the grass, but the creature was gone. It left no track, no path of broken stalks, no sound. His heart pounding a desperate rhythm inside his chest, Keiro searched for an hour or more before he finally, achingly, gave up.
The children were the first to see him, of course, as he trudged into the tribehome. They showered him with questions and demands for a story that was much too late, couldn’t he see the sun had gone down? He had no words for them—opened his mouth and then stood there looking a fool when no sound came out. He shook his head, the only apology or explanation he could give.
Yaket was sitting on her grass mat near the fire. She must have seen something in his face or eye, for she rose wordlessly, motioned the children away and for Keiro to follow. They walked back into the grass, a distance from the tribehome, silent in the night. She stopped at a place no different from any other and turned to Keiro. No words, but eyebrows raised expectantly, moonlight glowing on her wrinkled face.
The words came slowly to him. He could hardly do the creature or the experience justice, but he tried, chosing the words carefully. He was not a man prone to poetry, but there was a singing in Keiro’s heart like he had never felt before.
Yaket smiled when he finished, a smile radiant as the moon, warm as the sun. “You have been blessed, Keiro. Keiro Godson.”
“I don’t understand.”
“I will show you.” She looked up into the sky, eye squinting at the moon, and smiled. “Three days, I should think. Three days, and all will be clear.”
She left him there, standing in the middle of the grass sea, with no more explanation than that. Left him bereft, with a feeling of loss like none he had ever known. His eye, the one good eye, stared blankly into the grass. Behind the other eye, the empty one, a black beast danced, with glowing spots and deep red eyes.
Three days, she had said. The longest days of his life, which had been full of days of endless walking and little sleep. The days stretched longer than the years he had walked Fiatera with his father, longer than the precious years he had spent with Algi that had felt like a lifetime, longer than all the years he’d held the Twins in his heart. He felt a broken man, more misplaced than he had ever felt among all the people beyond the river-that-ran-from-the-sun who looked and spoke so differently. He couldn’t even give name to the emptiness, the deep void that had grown within him.
Three days of the plainswalkers smiling and calling him Godson, touching his arm and then placing their hands over their hearts. “You are blessed,” Yaket said simply, the only explanation she would give.
Three days, useless days where he could do little more than sit and stare and ache.
Three days, and at the sunset of the third, Yaket touched him on the shoulder and bade him rise.
They walked east, and Keiro, tall enough to see above the waving grass, saw that they were walking toward the hills, the lumps of land that were so incongruous among the flat Plains. The moon, full and proud in the sky, watched serenely.
Keiro asked no questions, for he knew the elder would give no answers. His throat was tight, constricted; he didn’t think he could have spoken if he’d tried. His heart was like a trapped thing, desperate for escape. There was a heaviness in him, his limbs thick and uncooperative, and yet his whole being strained forward. A frenzy to know, and a dread of the finding.
The moon was high, almost directly above them as they ascended the first hill. With the night so well lit, Keiro could see the enormous mound that was the center of the hills, with the smaller knolls scattered all about. “We are in time,” Yaket said as they reached the top of their hill, and she sat, legs folding neatly beneath her. A frustrated scream resounded within Keiro, but found no voice. He, too, sat, his hands shaking.
When the moon was at its highest point, throwing its glow over the rolling hills, it began.
One first, a solitary creature standing atop the highest hill, its black scales drowned by the glow of the bright points embedded in its skin that gave back the glow of the moon. It stood, muzzle pointed up at the sky, and it began to sing.
There was no other word for it, though it was like no singing Keiro had ever heard. One solitary sound, rising and falling alone in the night, weaving over and around and through itself. It was beautiful, heartbreakingly so, and the ache within Keiro’s breast deepened, a weight so heavy he was sure he would be crushed.
And then came the others, swarming around the base and sides of the hill, joining their voices to the first, high and low, harmony and discord, joy and grief, beginnings and endings and an eternal balance. They sang to the moon, on the night when it rode fullest in the sky, and it was at once the most beautiful and the most anguished moment of Keiro’s life. A cry burst from him, a sound of sheerest yearning to bounce off the woven music that spiraled up into the stars.
It ended, in time, as all things must. The voices left, one by one, the glowing creatures slipping slowly away as the moon began its descent, until only the first remained, the purest note among a night of more beauty than should rightly exist in the world. That voice, too, came to an end, a drifting closure, and something within Keiro broke.
He didn’t know how long she let him cry, sobbing into his hands with all the sorrow and the joy he’d ever felt. At the touch on his shoulder he looked up, the tears still streaming from the only eye that could cry, and saw his face mirrored back in Yaket’s, her mouth stretched in the sweetest smile. “It is good, Godson. Here,” she said, patting his shoulder, “the old stories yet live.”