Loving the Alpha Chapter One

GAVIN

“What are you doing, Gavin? Good Lord, the sun isn’t even up yet. So, what makes you think I want to be?”

“I wanted to spend time with you before the rest of the pack gets up,”

Gavin kissed the tip of Fallon’s nose and then buried his head into the crux of her shoulder.

“Well, you better not spend too much time here because you know how our fathers get mad when they catch you in my room. Now scoot so I can go brush my teeth. I hate the idea of you tasting all the death that formed in my mouth overnight.”

Fallon flicked her fingers in a shooing motion towards Gavin to get out of her bed.

“I only detect the scent of gardenias from your shampoo.”

“Oh my God, you are such a lousy liar!”

She playfully punched him on the shoulder before tugging on a robe. He caught a glimpse of her perfect mounds in the moonlight that peeked through her thick burgundy curtains just before the robe covered them. But he still didn’t take his eyes off of her cleavage as she walked to her master bath. When her pert breasts bounced while she sauntered into the bathroom, he parted his lips slightly and sucked in a breath.

God, she’s gorgeous, and if I could, I’d make her mine today. I wish our fathers saw things our way.

Gavin lowered his head and let out a long sigh. This visit wasn’t just to steal a few moments with her. It was actually to say goodbye. Not that he could ever bring himself to say the words to her, though. His father wanted to lead his own pack, and he couldn’t do that under Fallon’s father. He watched her mounds jiggle with each stroke of her brush and then licked his bottom lip when her breasts dipped towards the sink.

He needed to hold her nakedness close to his chest and kiss every inch of her, so he remembered what it was like to love someone. Leaving her would kill him because she is his perfect match, his soul mate in this world. They may have been bequeathed to each other since childhood, but Gavin always understood that the promise of their arranged union didn’t matter. He fell for her way before his parents ever discussed the union.

He watched her swig some mouthwash and swish it in around in her full cheeks for a few seconds. The act made for an interesting face, but that’s not why it graced Gavin with a wry smile. He thought of her tongue and how delicious it was. Before his father made him leave, he needed one last taste of her. He lowered his head slightly to avoid her gaze as she crawled back into bed with him. He wanted so badly to tell her of his father’s plans, but he couldn’t. His father had sworn him to secrecy. And since his father was the alpha of their family, he had no choice but to obey.

Pain radiated from his chest cavity. The thought of having to separate from her was too much for him to bear. Every fiber in his body knew how much his absence would crush her, and more than anything he wanted to do was spare her from that pain. The only way he knew how to ease some of that pain was to keep her in the dark until she found the note he had already tucked underneath her pillow.

She slid next to him, and her chest met his. It was the most perfect feeling he’s ever known in this life, having such a primal and human connection to Fallon. His hand glided over her bare shoulder and arm under its own accord, tracing each muscle and curve in its wake.

“God, you are beautiful, Fallon.” He said as he pressed his lips to hers. His hand snaked up her arm and palmed her cheek as he sucked on her bottom lip. Her essence was exquisite. She didn’t have to brush her teeth for him to already understand that about her. But tonight, especially, he was thankful that she did. She wouldn’t have enjoyed this last time they would spend together if she was worried about pleasing him. He needed her to relish this last time he had with her. Even if she was unaware it would be.

Her hands reached his torso, and it was only a matter of time before she removed his boxers, so he was as naked as she was. She was truly a girl after his own heart sleeping with only what God gave you. It’s not that he wanted to ravish her every second they spent together in bed. No, he was far more attentive than that. He wanted to cherish her, worship her even because she completed him that much.

She had made haste of his boxers before he caught a breath. She straddled over him and thrust his cock inside her. He screwed his eyes shut, trying to ingrain every touch and feel she was freely giving him. He yearned to remember every detail of this moment so he’d remember her, remember their life perfectly.

Her breasts spilled over his chest as she kissed his neck. The sensation was so electrifying that his arms became littered with goosebumps. He let out a guttural growl, greedily taking each mound in his mouth and teasing the peaks with his skillful tongue. She let out a soft moan and laced her fingers in his hair.

The friction her fingertips made while she made small circles on his scalp made him come undone. He continued to thrust himself deep within her willing bits until they both fell into perfect bliss. He stayed in her arms until she fell asleep again. Once she had drifted, he left her bed. He then shifted into wolf form and leaped out of her bedroom window.

The darkness still blanketed the forest when his paws touched the ground. They stung with each step he took away from her because he knew this would be the last time he ever saw her again.