“I hope you don’t blow up at this. I don’t think you will because now there are no more secrets between us. Trying to make it alone can really set you apart. I found myself turning from the things that really make me happy because I had no one to share things with. So I tried to overcome these feelings of gloom and depression by stopping being alone all the time and by starting to share my time with someone. Things went along okay, not great, but okay. I started feeling better somewhat, to a certain extent. But things didn’t turn out exactly right. You know who I’m talking about. You saw him that one time and didn’t like him. You were right. We were always arguing because of silly little incidents, him wanting me to be something I’m not. He was talking about marriage, and so on, trying to pin me down, which just made me pull away more, made him more insane, and just forced me back down into myself, which was what I was trying to get away from in the first place, which won’t happen. We just don’t fit. So I am sick at the whole scene. He doesn’t want to turn loose, but I’m getting over him. Whatever he wants I don’t care. I don’t know what I’m going to plan next, or what you want to do. When and if you work out your romantic involvement with that little girl, or girls, and you feel that you seriously want to be with me, then that will be the time for us to come together to try to build again what we know we could really have with each other.”