Elmore Willis floated through the lush days of that spring as in a dream going bad, forever struggling, it seemed, against the burden of his past in Blackstone County and its attendant memories. Then, one night, a woman entered the dream.
He was at a dinner party given by Mrs. Joan Trotter—“Jo,” widow of the owner and heir to Trotter Mills, the biggest employer in Blackstone County. It was his first invitation to one of her parties, to any party that might be considered respectable, and all the women were very nice to him, while their men were reserved in inverse proportion to the women’s attention. He was the object of special curiosity, he knew, because he was a new lawyer in town, a bachelor and connected; Jo Trotter had decided he was worthy of an invitation. The parties were a tradition. Back when she lived in Damascus and attended them, his mother had called them “Jo Trotter’s soirees,” only not breathlessly, as many did. She never wanted to be in Blackstone County, much less attending Jo Trotter’s dinner parties. She had acquiesced, she would still say, for love of her husband.
Early in the evening, when he entered the big living room with its well-remembered line of French doors overlooking the terrace and lawns, the river valley and the Blue Ridge beyond, he was disappointed to find the scale far less grand than he recalled. But then he was scarcely ten years old when he’d been taken there by his mother.
“So you’re back among us, Mr. Willis,” Jo Trotter said, gliding across the room and taking him by the hand. “My, you’ve grown handsome. It was Elmore back then, if I remember correctly.”
“It still is, Mrs. Trotter.”
“Your mother is well?” She didn’t release his hand but covered it gently with her other, locking him in.
“Yes.”
“I remember her as terribly bright and insightful but not very happy. I’m afraid Blackstone County never provided enough stimulation for her.”
He smiled, meeting her very direct gaze, thinking, Oh, it provided plenty of stimulation, and then, What else did you think? Jo Trotter’s gaze didn’t waver.
“Your father is still terribly missed after these several years. He did wonderful work. Many of our employees were his patients.”
He knew she hadn’t said that when his father turned to the mountains and their poor, for in doing so, abruptly turning his back on the country club and Damascus society, he had not only repudiated that society but, by the terms of his profession and status, appeared to betray it. Even his mother had understood that and pointed it out to him well before it happened, not because she expected him to care but because she had to say it if for no other reason than to irritate him. No matter what she’d thought of life in rural North Carolina, she’d understood it. Despite her harsh prejudices, she’d always had a keen instinct for the way things really worked. His father hadn’t; he’d simply loved the place after his fashion, just as, Elmore suspected, he’d loved his wife to his dying day.
“Thank you,” he said without the irony he felt, Mrs. Trotter still watching him like she was taking his measure. Would he be like his father, difficult and unpredictable and finally, by the very terms of his life, judgmental? He was sure she’d already heard rumors of a certain wildness, but that wasn’t necessarily a fault, especially in an unmarried young man who was also a lawyer—even he knew that.
She pulled him up beside her, then, still holding him in that light, faintly cool, double-handed grip, started to guide him across the room toward the other guests, her long dress sighing over the parquet floor as she leaned toward him.
“Have you met superior-court judge Hubert Thurston?” A short, balding man with sandy hair and bushy eyebrows turned toward them. “Huby, this is Elmore Willis—Dr. Willis’s son, you recall? That little clinic up in Rainer Cove?”
“Oh, yes. Yes! The doctor from up north. Helped some of our poor people. Very dedicated man. Very dedicated. I dare say, Mr. Willis, you will have found Blackstone County changed from your father’s day. Much for the better.” The judge smiled as they shook hands, and Elmore saw that the smile was solely for Mrs. Trotter’s benefit; Elmore was male, an outsider, his allegiances and honor untested.
Elmore and some fifteen other guests had been seated for several minutes at the giant dining table in the most famous room in Standard, the Tudor mansion built at the turn of the century by the Trotter family on the highest hill in Damascus, when suddenly a young woman appeared like a half-tamed mare on the arm of an older man. A shadow of anger swept across her face as she and her escort, who had to be at least ten years her senior, stepped through the tall archway into the dining room to discover how late they really were. All conversation ceased. Elmore, like everyone else, watched as she suddenly became very still, even regal, all startling blue eyes and black hair chopped childlike around her cheeks. In her look that was now more than anger, Elmore thought he saw a ferocious intelligence in mortal combat with its own enveloping body, demanding if not outright abnegation of her beauty and the effect it had on people, then at least a disavowal of any responsibility for it.
Her hair was wonderfully disheveled. Elmore repressed a smile, for he was certain she’d just gotten out of bed. He wanted to feel the moral outrage he sensed around the table but was only charmed. And envious. Then he realized he knew her, he was absolutely sure. But from where?
Applause and good-natured laughter greeted her escort, who was tall, quite handsome, graceful and athletic looking. The man was dressed in an elegantly cut suit. At the applause, his wide mouth broke into a smile at once self-assured and sardonic, and he made a little bow. He had obviously been drinking, was possibly quite drunk, Elmore decided, for his face was a bit flushed and the long hair unruly across his brow. But undoubtedly in obedience to the code of true gentlemen, he carried himself not just well but almost flawlessly.
“People, this here’s Rachel McPherson,” the man announced in a soft, assured drawl, claiming the room and all its contents as his birthright, the same smile rising again beneath eyes Elmore now saw were humorless. Just “Rachel.” Not Miss or Mrs. Although back in the South for only a little while, Elmore was fast becoming resensitized to the innuendo of Southern manners, something he’d never even realized he’d learned, it was so long ago when his mother taught him; but she had done it meticulously, of course, out of spite. Introductions and the manner in which they were made mattered. Hell, everybody knows ol’ Rachel, Elmore found himself thinking, mimicking her escort’s drawl, and suddenly he was enraged. Worse, the others in the room only nodded. They didn’t seem to mind. And they were, it was to be assumed, the elite of Blackstone County, himself excepted.
Then Rachel McPherson flicked her short hair in defiance. She was wearing a close-fitting dark blue dress cut to just below her knees, a style few had the legs, not to say the body, to wear well. On her, it was splendid. It was probably not expensive, he found himself thinking, as though it mattered, and was promptly furious with himself for succumbing to the mores he sensed surrounding him. But the dress was a bit too informal for the occasion, he knew, and he felt people seize on that as well, especially the women. Elmore was enchanted by that flick of the head and the pride.
Placing a hand on her waist, the man urged Rachel McPherson on to the enormous table ahead of him, pointing her toward the only two vacant place settings. Without betraying a hint of irritation or dissatisfaction, Jo Trotter rose and in a wonderfully clear voice said, “Mrs. McPherson.” Taking the woman’s hand, she introduced her to the individual members of the table. The man only smiled.
“Everybody just loves Martin Pemberton,” the woman seated on Elmore’s right leaned over to explain, indicating Rachel McPherson’s escort with a nod of her head. “But he’s always in trouble!”
“How do you mean?” Elmore asked.
The woman was the wife of the owner of a machine-tool company east of Damascus. “You have to understand, Martin’s always late,” she explained. “It’s almost rude of him to be on time. And you just never know who he’s going to bring.”
“Then this Mrs. McPherson is not his regular escort?”
“Oh, heavens no! I’ve never seen her before. Nothing is regular for Martin except his work—and county politics. And wild behavior. Seems to me I heard she’s an elementary-school teacher, or some such thing, out in Little Zion. Came down out of the mountains to better herself, like they’ll do.”
“You’ll pardon me for interrupting, Marjorie,” a man on the other side of the woman interjected, leaning forward to catch Elmore’s eye, “but I can’t recall ever having an elementary-school teacher like that.” He winked.
“Now, Sam, how would you have known at that age? And you’re not supposed to be listening, so shoo! He is brilliant, too, you know,” she added, turning to Elmore once again. “He’s old family and went to Duke—Martin, that is. But didn’t I hear Jo say your father was a doctor here, too? Did he go to Duke? Such a wonderful school.”
“No, ma’am. Cornell.”
“You don’t say! He was a Yankee?”
Elmore smiled. “He was born in West Virginia. What did that make him?”
“Oh, dear.” She smiled back, her eyes twinkling, causing him to appreciate her quickness. “Before or after secession?”
They both laughed. Southern women always surprised him—they were so much smarter than they were expected to act. He watched her remember herself and pat him lightly, almost apologetically, on his arm.
At the end of the evening, when Elmore went to leave the party, he found Mrs. McPherson waiting for her escort at the door. A black butler stood discreetly by, his hand on the knob. A sweater draped over her arm, she was staring at the wall in the privacy of her thoughts, a finely sculpted upper lip turned down at the corners. Not for the first time that evening, he was seized by a desire to run a finger ever so lightly over that lip. A shudder ran down his entire body. “Excuse me,” he said.
She jumped and swung around, her chin lifted. But then she saw him, and the look became more neutral, if still guarded. “Yes?”
“I apologize, but I couldn’t stop looking at you this evening.” He said it without hesitation or regret or anything remotely apologetic, surprising himself as much as he obviously surprised her. “I know this sounds terrible, but I think I know you from somewhere. My name is Elmore Willis.”
“I know.”
“Yes, that’s right,” he said, feeling himself turn red under the intensity of her gaze, which, too, was unlike him. “Mrs. Trotter introduced us.”
“I already knew.”
“You did?” He detected the slightest smile. Somewhere a memory began to stir. “McPherson isn’t your maiden name, of course.”
At that instant, an arm fell around his shoulder. “If you must know, she’s a widow, as well as our sheriff’s niece, Mr. Willis. Her husband died patriotically in Vietnam. Did you have the good fortune to be a patriot?” The words, spoken sardonically, he thought, tore through him—it was everyone’s question down here, spoken or not, or so it seemed.
Elmore saw that the words affected the woman deeply, for she seemed to withdraw. “No, I didn’t,” he said quietly for her sake, displaying far more control than he felt. Then he turned to confront his interrogator, only to find Martin Pemberton studying him without any obvious trace of irony or rancor, even extending a hand.
“I knew your father, the only man in this county I think I ever truly wished to emulate.”
Elmore was speechless.
“My, and you do look like him. But are you like him? He was a good man, Mr. Willis, and people will tell you I don’t often say that. If he was a tad righteous, he wasn’t self-righteous. I have trouble with people who are self-righteous, even the appearance of it. As the saying goes, he did good works, but he liked his whiskey. Let’s get together for dinner some evening soon. Principled, your father was. He was a real rarity. I’ll call. It would be a pleasure to discover you are like him.”