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From Statues to Swords

I made my way through the masses of people in the streets of Memphis, searching for the man I was told to find: Akan the Stone Broker.

Mathea the Assyrian said he was a powerful official in the court of Pharaoh the god-king. Through him came the hiring of all workers who wished to create the carvings and paintings that made the nation great, that captured their ancient history and promised to advance the kingdom into the next thousand years with edifices that could never be destroyed.

But I had no way of speaking with the man even when I found him. The language was clattered and confusing to my ear. I could only hope to show him my work and let it speak for itself.

After a day of searching in vain, getting hungry and weary from my journey, I decided to try again the next morning and found the sign for an inn. I paid the innkeeper enough copper rings for a month’s stay and was shown my way to a room at the top of the building that overlooked the Nile and the plateau of the pyramids.

As I ate my bread-and-oil dinner, I could not look away from the shining white mountains that towered over all. Their perfect symmetry, their golden caps. Thousands of workers moved up and down their steps, polishing and scraping away any imperfections on the limestone. Children slid down the smooth faces for play. It was apparent that they were the place of recreation for the entire city; the benevolent god-king’s tomb where he could provide all for his people, even their enjoyment.

They were pagans, yes. An abomination to Yahweh. But you must remember that I did not know Yahweh in those days, so as I tell this tale to you, do not recoil with scorn when I express the admirations and feelings I had as a foolish young man.

I was consumed with thirst to know more about these people and their history of thousands of years. The first chance I got, I would go to the pyramids and climb their steps to watch the sunset. I would read every papyrus scroll in the libraries, not worried that I would make enough gold to pay the scroll keepers for access to the libraries, because how could a man not make his fortune here, the wealthiest kingdom on earth?

As I was sitting on the roof of the inn with the other travelers in the cool of the evening, finishing my meal, a man approached me. He was an Egyptian, clothed in a white linen gown, and I noticed that his eyes were painted with what I had learned was the black liner of the upper class. He was in his fourth decade then, still young and passionate about conquering his private empire.

“Are you the one named Caleb?”

“Yes,” I answered.

“I am Akan the Stone Broker.”

I was shocked. This important official had walked on his own feet into a common inn and sought me out? And more, he spoke my tongue?

“I am privileged, my lord, that you would come here, but I am afraid I am not worthy of it.”

“That is true,” the man replied. “But I was nearby and was told by Mathea that you would be of interest to me.”

“My lord, a hundred pardons, but how do you know my language?”

“Men of Canaan have shown considerable skill here. Especially Kenazzites. Mathea has never led me astray when I have searched for talent, and he has brought me many of my best workers. I learned your barbaric language in order to teach you the proper language—the Egyptian language.”

“Respectfully, my lord, I am not to be here as a slave.”

His temper flared at me. “You will be a slave if the god-king wishes you to be so! You are here at his pleasure, and mine! If you do not mind your words when speaking with me, I will have you sent to Pithon to cut brick with the Hebrews. Then we will see what happens with your skill.”

I said nothing, assuming he would calm down, which he did after a while.

“What you say is correct. You are not a slave . . . yet. If you want to earn your wages, though, you will do precisely what I require of you when it is required. If you produce, you will have more gold and women than you can imagine. If you fail, you will be sent to Pithon. Be outside my house in the third quarter, the Way of the Falcon, by the end of the first watch tomorrow morning.”

Then he turned and left. I leaned over the roof and watched him depart into the crowded street to his waiting sledge. Four slaves hoisted him up on their shoulders, and a crier shouted, “Make way for the Stone Broker, servant of the god-king!” People shuffled away quickly as he approached until he was out of my sight.

As I grew to know him, I would discover that Akan was the smartest man in any room he walked into. Shrewd, calculating, arrogant, brilliant. I loved him in a way. Certainly respected him. I owe much to that pagan; may he burn forever in the fires of Sheol’s depths.

And so my first year passed.

I carved and I drew for anyone who would pay me, in addition to whatever work I could get from Akan. I chiseled monuments to jackal gods, created maps for commanders, drew portraits for wealthy families. My name spread, and I was given gold.

But one day I learned that my destiny was warfare and not the arts. Some moments occur and a man knows that his life is forever changed. That no matter what he convinces himself about his destiny, it has been written for him and he cannot escape it, any more than he can allow his heart to escape from his body.

As I was walking through the streets of Memphis during a break at a site where I was carving stone animals to decorate a corridor of a wealthy man’s home, I came upon an arena near a temple that I had never noticed before. It had short walls and seating for a crowd of only about one hundred, so one could easily see what was happening in the sand-covered pit.

A man was standing in the pit, challenging any from the crowd who would come and fight him. He was enormous, heavily muscled, deadly looking. Several bodies were lying near him. He was at least two cubits taller than any man I had ever seen.

I was confused, but many things had confused me since my arrival, so I simply waited to see what would happen. The crowd jeered and taunted someone, I could not tell who, until I saw a man stumble out of it and hold a sword up to the giant.

I leaned in and asked someone nearby what was happening, but I could not make out the answer.

The challenger approached the giant with the sword held warily. He had no confidence, no sense of bearing, no footwork, no training of any kind. The weapon may as well have been a cattle-prodding stick for all he knew what to do with it.

The giant laughed at him.

A woman was screaming above the clamor of the crowd. I tried to see who it was, but the people crammed in the streets had heard a challenger had come out and were closing in around me to see what happened. I was jostled around by food vendors, shoved by merchants, tripped over street children, but I finally caught a glimpse of the screaming woman.

She was poor, her rags of clothing filthy. She was screaming in a tongue I had not heard before, and even though I learned the language well enough over time, I cannot recall what she said. But they were words of torment and anguish. She was reaching out for the man who was challenging the giant, begging and pleading with him. Her husband?

With a mocking laugh, the giant brushed aside the man’s feeble attempt at an attack and lopped his head off with a single hard cut from his scimitar. Blood sprayed. The sand became soaked with it.

The woman screamed even louder. She bent down, picked up the head, and tried to shove it back onto the stump of the neck. The crowd laughed at her.

My temper flared hotter than I had ever known it to. I pulled my dagger out and shoved my way through the crowd until I stood in front of the giant. The woman’s sobs next to me were pathetic.

The giant turned away from the crowd where he was receiving his adulation and spotted me crouched in front of the woman and the headless corpse of her husband.

I did not know it yet, but this was to be my first encounter with Hebrews, and the first of many times I would fight a giant.

The dead man and his wife, along with the others forced to fight the giant in that arena, had been brought south from Goshen to be butchered in front of this crowd for their amusement and a few coins.

“You are a fool to stand before me,” he said.

I said nothing, my anger at the injustice of the killing still burning inside of me.

The crowd started chanting for him to attack, and finally he did.

I was too furious to realize that I was battling a vastly superior opponent. Rage can get a man killed or it can save his hide. Yahweh chose the latter for me that day.

If I had crossed him with a sword I know I would have been killed. But my dagger was sly and quick. I rushed forward to meet his assault, then was able to move just enough out of his way to make a strike on his thigh as he swung and missed me. My grip was immensely strong after all of the stone carving I had been doing and I was able to hold on to the hilt as he passed, carving a deep gash across the front of his leg.

He stumbled to his knees. He would never walk on that leg again, and I learned more in that moment about fighting giants than I would ever learn again. Boldness and speed in the strike. Giants believe their size is so terrifying that their opponents are not able to concentrate. They are not expecting you to attack them.

I am not sure why I acted so decisively in my next move. Perhaps Yahweh gave me a nudge even though I did not know him then.

The giant was on his knees, clutching the wound on his thigh. The crowd had swollen and was roaring with delight at the unexpected contest. I let it wash over me. Their praise. My anger.

I was on top of the giant’s back and driving the tip of my dagger into his ear. I shoved it until it could not go in further. He twitched and lurched forward with me on his back.

Dead.

The crowd screamed louder. I pulled my dagger out of his head and wiped the blood on his loincloth. It was exhilarating, but it did not last long.

I saw the woman bent over, completely oblivious to me, her savior, weeping into the headless torso of her husband. Grief and a sense of profound injustice hit me, and I lost all desire to hear the chants of victory the people were giving me.

I ignored the hands slapping on my shoulders and back as I walked through the crowd.

Akan was standing in the street next to his chariot. His arms were crossed as he listened to another wealthy-looking man gesture angrily while telling him something. I caught his eye, and he beckoned me over. As I approached, I heard the wealthy man saying, “. . . out of the street! Canaanites of that size are worth more money than you can imagine, Akan! I do not care if he is your man. I demand payment for my loss!”

“Why did you intervene?” Akan asked me coolly.

The wealthy man turned and thrust a finger in my face. “You have cost me a thousand pieces of gold, maybe two. You will pay it or I will have you thrown into the dungeons!”

“He killed a man without reason,” I answered, holding his gaze.

“That is not your concern! He is my property!”

“Those exhibitions have been outlawed, Thebet,” Akan said. “You would have lost him soon anyway.”

“They were only Hebrews! There are plenty more where they came from.”

We argued for a while longer before Akan said, “I will pay the fee if you will shut up and leave, Thebet.”

I was stunned. To this point, Akan had maintained a cold and distant attitude toward me. I made him a great deal of money in commissions, so he left me alone, but he had never demonstrated any kind of loyalty to me.

He handed over a sack of coins to Thebet and then motioned for me to follow him. I stood below the chariot as he mounted it.

“Where did you learn to fight?” he asked.

“My father.”

“Do you know the sword?”

“No, my lord.”

“You will. I am sending you to the armies.”

I was stunned. “But my lord, I am a carver and an artist. What use am I in the armies?”

“Plenty. If you succeed in the right regiment, your stature grows even more. According to the law of the new pharaoh, only those who have served in the ranks can build the new temple of Horus.”

And now we came to it.

Akan was a clever man. He would be my patron in the armies, ensuring I was placed well, and when I made it through the training he would be there to place me as the chief stonecutter on a temple, the highest paying of positions possible apart from working on Pharaoh’s burial tomb. The new temple of Horus the warrior god was to be the grandest yet constructed. It was the talk of the streets that it would be built in Memphis, and all were converging to get the best positions. Slaves would haul the stones, but men like myself would carve them. It would be a job that paid more gold than the imagination could conjure.

I knew by then that for all their command of slave labor, the Egyptians needed my gifts. They had laws and could not force me into slavery apart from the decree of Pharaoh himself. There was no war I had been captured in and no contract I had violated, but they could pressure me in other ways. Akan could sully my name in the markets and deny me work if I refused him. I would not be hired by anyone if he was my enemy.

“A man of skill is valuable to me. A man of skill and renown more so,” Akan continued. “In the crowd watching you was a member of the royal guard. I spoke to him after your victory but before Thebet accosted me. He was impressed and thought you might do well there. If you can join the Red Scorpions it will be a mark that guarantees a river of gold for us. Your skill as an artist is already there. If you apply for the chief designer position as a member of the Red Scorpions, it will be impossible for them to deny it to you, especially with my blessing.”

“But what use am I to you dead if I am killed in battle?” I had no idea who the Red Scorpions were but did not care in that moment.

He shrugged. “There is that risk. But I take risks. It is why I am a wealthy man.”

He rode off, ending our conversation abruptly. Before I could think about it any more I was surrounded again by admirers of my victory and tried to nod and acknowledge their praise. I looked for the Hebrew woman. She was gone. I never discovered what became of her.

I had killed the men at the well, and those had been the first deaths at my hand. The giant was the next. Only now did I finally feel the remorse of it. Of course he deserved to die, as did Bochba’s guards. That changes not. But killing a man is killing a man. He had a mother somewhere. He knew emotions like I did, had thoughts like I did. It’s different from killing an animal, and it took me a few wineskins in a tavern to get past it.

It became easier and easier after that.

Even that night, as I lay down in my quarters and the roads outside bustled late with activity and the scent of dates and spices and livestock wafted through my window, I felt the first pangs of yearning.

The decisiveness of my victory! The speed of it! The admiration of the crowd! I quickly forgot what had led me to attack in the first place—an injustice perpetrated against the Hebrew husband and wife.

I saw only the eyes of the beautiful Egyptian girls in the crowd who lusted for me, and heard only the sound of men yelling with admiration for me.