Hawk vision

(for Tom Nickerson, vanished Indian)

At Wachusett, the lake darker

through winter straight pines,

rocks dumped in the ice sheet,

we stood for a bird’s high

hovering over the inlets: red hawk

like none the books mention

circled and lazed on the air’s

updrift over his watching hold

down the cone of his vision

of stone and valley tight to his eye

that fed on a wide space of small

movement he’s triggered by: snake,

rabbit: liquid shutting the lens

pinpricked down to his dive –

everything in him going in one

feather spread downflight first

on the fur-stripping claws

second his bone-splitting beak.

I should shudder, remembering

victims I’ve known, times

I’ve been killer, harbour gull

snapping off crabs’ legs;

other times I was running

home through the evening, then

hunched by that knived

falling out of the light.

That day we were watching, part

of his landscape, a claw’s length

out from the wars of ferrets

and eagles, land grabs, horse thefts,

slavings and sack of our separate

tribes, alert for his dive

but he circled. And rose

in a spiral upward into the blue

shock of the sky diving

somehow upward and vanished.