PRAISING THE PARADOX

Except for the raging cherry blossom

across the street

the neighborhood is quiet,

only the orange cat and I

survey the scene.

Walking this way, along the landscape’s edge,

my own mythology spills out

before me

in the slow staccato of a day. Whatever

I take in I am soon to name:

sage, gate, grass, pathway

to the open lawn.

From the pea vines to the dandelions

I am making it up as I go along.

Each step

a worn declaration; Be here, love this.

Under the Hosta’s broad leaves

there are always disappointing secrets;

a snail’s abandoned shell, a start of ivy

from the neighbor’s yard, small tufts

of chickweed

in the shaded green.

Though easy to pull

this weed

spreads fast,

its soft roots breaking

like bundles of loose thread, its union

with the soil

tenuous at best. Hard won.

Here I am again—

praising the paradox.

What was I thinking? Nature owes me

nothing.

I come here for the facts

and facts are what I get—

from the curled edge of every blown leaf

to the brittle stance

of every downward facing stalk.