how the earth increases

(after the Waking of Angantr)

She is awake and thinking about
how the whole world is never all
awake at the same time and how in
that case a moment can never truly be
   
   
global and how things are rarely
interesting for more than two or three
people at a time. Simply, our inability
to be an assemblage. She images a gong
   
   
with the power to wake the world,
everybody, a gong of unimaginable
everything. She hates how the mouths of
the sleeping fall open like the mouths
   
   
of the dead. She thinks of her friend
with keys to the garden in Soho
next to her on the grass, the bright orange
from the streetlight across his face. She
   
   
thinks of the heart as a mind enclosure,
visualises a silver cage around it. She feels
anger that the signs of small businesses are
always Someone & Son. She thinks of
   
   
aubergines as the horses of the
vegetable kingdom. She thinks of ships
as horses of the sea. Seahorses. That
video in biology of the male giving birth.
   
   
The word spasm. Tomorrow, the tent
of the sun will be pitched somewhere
in the sky, as always ready to be rained on.
Her teacher once suggested that the
   
   
girls should pay attention to how
the boys conduct themselves. How they
don’t fuss. You think of yourself as just a
human being until something happens.