(after the Waking of Angantỳr)
She is awake and | thinking about |
how the whole | world is never all |
awake at the same | time and how in |
that case a moment | can never truly be |
global and how | things are rarely |
interesting for more | than two or three |
people at a time. | Simply, our inability |
to be an assemblage. | She images a gong |
with the power | to wake the world, |
everybody, a gong | of unimaginable |
everything. She hates | how the mouths of |
the sleeping fall open | like the mouths |
of the dead. She | thinks of her friend |
with keys to the | garden in Soho |
next to her on the | grass, the bright orange |
from the streetlight | across his face. She |
thinks of the heart | as a mind enclosure, |
visualises a silver cage | around it. She feels |
anger that the signs of | small businesses are |
always Someone & | Son. She thinks of |
aubergines as the | horses of the |
vegetable kingdom. | She thinks of ships |
as horses of the sea. | Seahorses. That |
video in biology of | the male giving birth. |
The word spasm. | Tomorrow, the tent |
of the sun will be | pitched somewhere |
in the sky, as always | ready to be rained on. |
Her teacher once | suggested that the |
girls should pay | attention to how |
the boys conduct | themselves. How they |
don’t fuss. You think | of yourself as just a |
human being until | something happens. |