Contents

1. Acknowledgement
2. 1. Va-et-Vient
3. 2. A Welcome Distraction
4. 3. The Bogeyman
5. 4. Life Is a Beautiful Dream
6. 5. Let’s Go
7. 6. The Mourning Notebook
8. 7. Research
9. 8. Haunted by Memories
10. 9. Unnerved
11. 10. A History Lesson
12. 11. Uncovering the Unseen
13. 12. Grey Man
14. 13. Night Terrors
15. 14. Douloureux
16. 15. The Crazy Psych
17. 16. Listen With Your Heart
18. 17. The Waiting Place
19. 18. Daydreaming
20. 19. Dark Uninhabited Places
21. 20. Blood and Whiskey
22. 21. The King of the Idiots
23. 22. Destitution Is the Worst of Vices
24. 23. A Spider on the Ceiling
25. 24. Lock Your Dreams At Night
26. 25. More Questions Than Answers
27. 26. The Links of an Anchor
28. 27. Sweet Dreams
29. 28. Truth Gives a Short Answer
30. 29. Don’t Wake Up
31. 30. The Shadow of Your Smile
32. 31. Leave a Light On
33. 32. Gluten Free, Dairy Free, Egg Free, Life Free
34. 33. Oral Histories
35. 34. State of Mind
36. 35. Don’t Forget to Live
37. 36. Secrets Revealed
38. 37. When Need Comes, One Knows One’s Friends
39. 38. Life Is a Battle
40. 39. This Is Love, Giving Everything
41. 40. The Keeper
42. About the Author