Dear Future Child

Kyce Bello

                   The winter the oil

dipped in the barrels and the desert was gridded

for drills and all the new wars began

was like every other except we learned

to sing harmonies as the children slept

and now and then rain clattered the roof.

He found the notes we needed—

I held the melody lightly between my lips, lightly

as they say to do with questions

and other things that waver in our hands.

That was the year we waited for the river to fill its dry bed.

It came in a black rush

until we staunched it with thirst,

and on nights we didn't take down our instruments

I wrote a book of letters. Each one began

Dear Future Child.

I feel you flutter, unborn, from the apple boughs out back,

hear your voice, that third note,

      in its long echo backward.

In the distance between us, invasive roses

make the back passage impassable—

Bars of small leaf and barb.

The letters always end with a bouquet of purple asters that wilt

before I can weave them into crowns.

I drive to the market for more flowers

      wishing that driving was already banned

and remember that at night when we sing,

the moment our voices separate is the moment they become beautiful.