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A footman had opened the shutters on two of the long windows in the Green Drawing Room at Kensington Palace, and a pale predawn light spread through the room. It gave the stiff old-fashioned furniture and the big family portraits on the silk walls a gray, ghostly atmosphere. Two men, both dressed in black, stood near the empty fireplace; the taller, Lord Conyngham, leaned against it, and after a moment took out his watch.

“When the devil is she coming down? It’s after six o’clock.” His companion shrugged. “They’ve probably broken the news as gently as possible. After all, she’s little more than a child, and it may take some time.”

Conyngham smiled cynically. “A more likely reason is that her mother is trying to come with her!”

“No, surely not,” the Archbishop of Canterbury exclaimed. “Even the Duchess must observe protocol at this time.”

Conyngham yawned and moved away from the fireplace.

“Poor old ‘Sailor Bill’ … He died with more dignity than he ever did anything else. But at least he got his wish; he lived to see Victoria come of age. There won’t be a regency now, that’s one blessing.”

“I really believe that’s what kept him alive,” the Archbishop said. “Christian charity or not, Conyngham, I couldn’t have borne it if the Duchess of Kent had been regent. It’ll be difficult enough to restrain her interference when she hasn’t any legal right to meddle in affairs. What a pity the Princess wasn’t older.”

“What a pity she wasn’t a son!” Conyngham retorted. “What a difference it would have made, my lord, what a difference if there’d been a man of intelligence and dignity to follow on as king. I’m not maligning the dead, but good God, look at the monarchy in the last three reigns. George III, mad as a March hare for years at a time. My father told me he used to go down to Windsor and see him walking up and down his room, chattering by the hour like a parrot. He said you couldn’t tell the difference between him and those damned birds he had everywhere.

“Then the Prince Regent—all that mattered to him was the cut of your waistcoat! We’ve had nothing but idiots and buffoons on the throne for the past hundred years. Good Lord, remember the scandals of the Royal Dukes and their marriages? Every strumpet on the London stage could bob up and claim she was wife to Clarence or Sussex or Kent, and by God, as often as not she was, with a string of children to be provided for.… Even King William, and he’s only dead for a few hours, he was always happier on the quarterdeck than he ever was on the throne.”

Conyngham shook his head. “Victoria should have been a boy; the last thing England wants after that procession is a mother-ridden miss of eighteen who’s hardly been let out of the nursery.”

“The King thought highly of her,” the Archbishop said. “But he was apt to take likes or dislikes and stick to them without reason. And anyway, he knew little or nothing about her. The Duchess saw to that. No one knows what she’s like; no one’s ever seen her except making tours of the country, where she sat on the platform with her hands in her lap and her mother made the speeches. I don’t envy Melbourne, dealing with the Duchess.”

“Melbourne doesn’t deal with anyone,” Conyngham said. “You know him. If the pace gets too hot he just sighs and takes the easiest course. Once or twice I’ve seen him roused, but he’s carried his fashionable lethargy to the point where it’s become a habit. He’ll have the task of educating the new Queen and keeping her mother well in the background, and frankly, I can’t see him doing it. Not only that, there are all these damned Germans living here; the Duchess is surrounded by them. Even now the people don’t like the situation, and they’ll like it less when this clique is round the throne itself.”

“Melbourne must be aware of the difficulties,” the Archbishop said. “A lot will depend upon how this child acquits herself. After all, the fact that she’s a woman and so young will make her popular, for a time at least. She may even be more independent than we think.”

“There’s not the smallest chance of it,” Conyngham said. “No one could expect it. She’s never said a word for herself or done a thing that wasn’t directed by somebody else. She’s a cypher, nothing more.”

“Lower your voice,” the Archbishop interrupted quickly. “I think she’s coming.”

They had moved to the middle of the room and were standing together as the double doors at the far end opened. For a moment they could see very little in the dull half-light. Then they made out a very small, very slight figure walking toward them. She came into the circle of light let in by the opened shutters, and immediately Conyngham went to meet her. She was so tiny he was startled; small enough to be a child rather than a woman, still dressed in her nightgown, with a plain woollen shawl wrapped round her and her fair hair hanging straight down her back.

Slowly she held out her right hand, and kneeling, he kissed it. He noticed that the hand was warm and perfectly steady.

“The King is dead. God save the Queen!”

“God save Your Majesty!”

“My Lord Archbishop. My Lord Conyngham. It was good of you to come. I am more grieved at your news than I can say.”

The voice was high-pitched and very young, but it was as steady as her hand. Conyngham rose from his knee and bowed.

“Your uncle the King died at two o’clock this morning, madam. The Archbishop and I hurried here as soon as we could. We had some difficulty in rousing the porter at the gate, or we would have been earlier still.”

“I am so sorry,” the new Queen said. “Was the King’s death peaceful?”

Conyngham was watching her closely. The blue eyes were quite dry, and there wasn’t a tear in them or a tremble anywhere in her small body. For a moment he felt such composure was almost indecent.

“Perfectly peaceful,” Canterbury answered. “I was at his bedside, and his last words were to Queen Adelaide, telling her to bear up.”

“And how is the Queen Dowager?” the cool little voice asked. “I do hope she isn’t broken with grief. If there is anything I can do to comfort her, I shall be only too pleased. My uncle and she were devoted.”

“She is very upset, madam; as you say, they were devoted. But she will have privacy and quiet in her loss; I’m afraid that won’t be extended to you.”

“I never expected it would. I know I shall be very busy. You must tell me what I have to do, Lord Conyngham, and when I shall make my first appearance as Queen. I am rather ignorant about my duties now, but I’ve no doubt I shall soon learn.”

Lord Conyngham coughed.

“I have no doubt you will, madam. Your Prime Minister Lord Melbourne will be here within the next hour or so, and he’ll instruct you in your immediate duties. I believe the first will be a Privy Council—probably held some time later today. You can rely on his advice in all these matters.”

“I’m sure I can. My Lord Archbishop. My Lord Conyngham. Thank you for coming. You must both be tired; you have my permission to leave now.”

They had gone; the double doors were closed behind them, and Victoria, Queen of England, was alone in a room in Kensington Palace for the first time in her life. Alone. She said the word aloud, and then slowly looked round her at the familiar furniture, the portraits of her ancestors in their dusty gilt frames. How many evenings had she spent in this room, sitting very upright on one of the straight-backed chairs, sewing and listening while her mother talked; while everyone talked except herself.

She had learned a great deal by listening, she thought. People had fallen into the habit of discussing her as if she were not there, and of mentioning matters which would not have been considered suitable for her ears. She was so young, her mother always said, so young and such a child. And so dependent on the Duchess … Too young and too small to walk down the staircase without someone holding her hand.

But she had walked down alone this morning for the first time in her life, touching the bannisters very lightly, trying not to let her mother, or even Baroness Lehzen her governess, see the expression on her face.

She went to the window now and unlatched it, pushing it wide open. The sun was rising, filling the dull skyline with streaks of pink and gold, and outside the birds were singing in the trees.

It was over at last. There would be no more evenings spent in silence, no more lectures from her mother on how to behave with dignity, on how to be obedient and modest and keep discreetly in the background while the Duchess herself blustered forward. She was Queen of England. And from the time she was twelve and Lehzen had told her she was King William’s niece and heiress to the throne, she had been waiting for this day. She was sorry about her uncle; he had been a kind, ridiculous old man, and she quite understood how he had hated her mother’s thrusting herself forward, dragging Victoria behind her, constantly reminding him that he was childless and destined only for the grave.

For some time she stood by the window, holding the edges of her plain shawl together to keep out the cool morning air, and thought how impatient Mama and the other ladies must be getting while they waited for the obedient child, the dear child, to run upstairs and tell them what had happened.

“She shouldn’t go down alone, surely? Surely I, as her mother, ought to be present to support her …” The words and the resentful look returned to her now, and she smiled. They would be waiting, and she was going to let them wait. She was the Queen!

Three other women had been Queen of England in their own right. Mary Tudor, Bloody Mary the Papist, whom the history books reviled—Papists were dreadful creatures; Victoria’s rather sketchy education had made sure she understood that.

And then Elizabeth. Elizabeth was praised and glorified, but privately Victoria considered her a horror, more like a pirate in skirts than a woman. Someone had said that—certainly not Lehzen, who was rather ignorant, or Mr. Davys the Dean of Chester—but however she had heard it, the phrase stuck.

Not like Mary; not like Elizabeth; and certainly not like Queen Anne, a much nearer ancestor. Anne was stupid and favorite-ridden. People had made fun of her as they did of her poor mad grandfather George III and her uncles the Prince Regent and King William. They were her blood, and their pictures hung on the walls behind her, but they had been fools and unworthy, and she had no intention of being like them.

Conyngham did not expect much of her; she knew that when he kissed her hand. He thought she was only a girl and weak, and was prepared to disregard her. But he would change his mind. She understood what the Crown meant better than anyone supposed, even if it had last been worn by a seafaring buffoon of whom no one stood in awe.

Victoria pushed shut the window and latched it methodically; she hated leaving anything half-done.

Then she moved to the middle of the long room, and suddenly spun round in a gay little dance step, which ended abruptly as she reached the door.

They were all gathered outside: the Duchess of Kent; Baroness Lehzen, bundled in her dressing gown like an anxious crow, with her beaked nose and darting black eyes; Lady Flora Hastings, the Duchess’ favorite lady; and the Comptroller, Sir John Conroy. Lord Conyngham and the Archbishop had left some time ago, but the rest of them had come down to see what had happened to Victoria.

When the door opened and she stood in front of them, the Duchess made a movement. Her rather florid face was redder than usual, and the quick temper which made her so many enemies was beginning to rise at the sight of her daughter, perfectly calm and well, who had dawdled downstairs when she had been told distinctly to come straight up.

She opened her mouth to demand an explanation, but the words died away as she met the full force of her daughter’s gaze for the first time in her life. She saw it sweep past her; the rather protuberant blue eyes which were Victoria’s only claim to prettiness moved down the crowd of ladies and gentlemen, and then suddenly someone curtsied.

The Duchess never afterward remembered why it was, she was so confused; but the whole rank began sinking to the floor, one after another, while the new Queen stood quietly waiting in the doorway. At last mother and daughter faced each other once more. That moment seemed like a hundred years to the Duchess of Kent. Then, flushing scarlet, she too made a curtsy.

There was absolute silence while the Queen walked past them with a little nod of recognition and went calmly upstairs to dress for the day’s events.

“Lord Melbourne, Your Majesty!”

They were sitting in the Duchess’ sitting room, a strained little group composed of the Duchess, stony-faced and red-eyed after an afternoon spent in tears; Baroness Lehzen, dressed in her best black silk with her chair edged as close to her former pupil as she dared; and in the stately old armchair usually reserved for her mother, Victoria, dressed in deep mourning.

It was the third meeting that day with her Prime Minister. He had come first at nine o’clock in the morning, in the full uniform of a Privy Councillor, to kiss hands and present the speech the Queen was to read at her first Council.

He was a very tall, distinguished-looking man, his hair slightly graying, and he appeared much younger than his fifty-eight years. Victoria looked up at him and smiled.

“Madam. Your Royal Highness.” He bowed very low to her first, and she caught a faint conspiratorial smile, before he turned to her mother.

“May I say, ma’am, that Her Majesty created a furore at the Privy Council this morning. I’ve never heard such a chorus of praise. The Duke of Wellington himself said that the Queen not only entered the room, she filled it! This is a very happy day for England, and it must be a proud one for you.”

“I have always tried to do my duty,” the Duchess choked—she was nearly in tears again—“and believe me, I had not hope of personal reward. If I’ve brought my dear daughter up in a manner that’s fitted her for her great station, then I’m fully recompensed.”

“A wonderful vocation, ma’am, and nobly fulfilled,” Melbourne answered. He glanced quickly at the small figure in the armchair.

“Your Majesty was kind enough to suggest that I might call on you again this evening,” he prompted gently. Victoria smiled at him.

“I did indeed. You were invaluable, my lord. I don’t know what I should have done without you.” She turned toward her mother. Melbourne thought with amusement that he had seldom seen such a cool and innocent look.

“It’s been a memorable day, Mama, but a tiring one for you, I’m afraid. I shall come in and say good night when Lord Melbourne leaves.”

There was nothing the Duchess could do but get up, gathering her skirts with an angry rustling—she was a woman who always rustled, Melbourne thought—and after the briefest good night to her daughter, she swept out of the room. The governess Lehzen still sat on, looking after the Duchess with a distinctly triumphant expression.

“Dear Lehzen—good night.”

She too found herself dismissed, though Melbourne saw Victoria squeeze her hand quite affectionately when she went, and then he was alone with the Queen. She looked very girlish and sweet in her black dress; one noticed the bright blue eyes and the pink mouth which couldn’t quite close over her small teeth, and forgot about the arrogant jaw and the decisive, beaked nose. She blushed and suddenly held out her hand to him. A smile irradiated her whole face now and made her almost pretty.

“Dear Lord Melbourne! How kind you’ve been to me today! Come and sit down beside me; there’s so much I want to talk about I don’t know where to begin.”

“Begin with the Privy Council,” he suggested. “As I said to your mother, you were wonderful, madam. Quite wonderful.”

“And did the Duke of Wellington really say that? That I filled the room … what did he mean?”

“He meant that you brought the whole dignity of the monarchy into the room with you. It was a very good phrase—I wish I’d thought of it myself. And the way you delivered your speech moved some quite hardened gentlemen to tears!”

“But it was your speech,” she pointed out. “You wrote it for me. And I know it went well, so I’m doubly grateful.” She smiled. “I’ll admit I was quite nervous, but I’m glad I came in and went out alone. I don’t want anyone to think that I can’t manage by myself.”

“No one thinks that,” Melbourne assured her, “not after today. Shall I tell you a secret, madam?”

She nodded eagerly; and again the contrast struck him, the sign of an impulsive temperament behind the calm façade which had caused such surprise among her ministers and peers.

“Before you came into the room this morning, there was a certain amount of muttering. Your royal uncles seemed rather anxious about your ability to carry off the affair—it’s no small ordeal for someone who’s had no experience of public life. I knew what some were thinking, because to tell the truth, ma’am, I’d thought it myself before I arrived here for the first time. They thought you might falter through the speech, burst into tears, generally behave in a womanly fashion. Every excuse would have been made for you, of course, but it was a great personal triumph that you did nothing of the sort!”

“I can imagine my uncles’ anxiety,” Victoria said. “They’re dear, kind men, but I feel they’d have been better satisfied if one of them had been making the speech this morning instead of me. Isn’t it strange, Lord Melbourne, how much people long to be king …”

“Did you feel like that, ma’am, when you knew it was your destiny?”

“I did,” she answered. “From the moment I knew what my birth meant, I thought and dreamed of nothing else. Do you know how I found out?”

He shook his head.

“Lehzen told me. She didn’t tell me in the ordinary sense; but one day when I opened my book to study for my history lesson, I found a genealogical tree slipped in between the pages. I saw that my father the Duke of Kent was eldest of the King’s brothers, and that if he’d lived he would have succeeded. And I was his daughter. Lehzen had underlined my name. I knew then that if my Uncle William had no children, I would be queen one day. I was twelve.”

“And what did you do when you discovered this—ask your mother about it, I suppose?”

“I never asked Mama anything if I could help it. Later on I talked to Lehzen.”

Lehzen again. Lehzen telling the future Queen of her destiny. Lehzen watching the retreating Duchess with open dislike, and sitting on until she had to be dismissed. Lehzen seemed to have a great influence. He had better find out more about her.

“The Baroness seems very devoted to you, ma’am,” Melbourne said. “You must be fond of her.”

“I am,” Victoria nodded. “Very fond. She brought me up from a child, you know, and if it hadn’t been for her I doubt if I’d have known what the word ‘affection’ meant.” She smiled suddenly. “As a matter of fact, Lord Melbourne, this is very odd. I’ve never talked to anyone like this before in my whole life! I’ve never discussed my feelings or talked about Lehzen, or being Queen, or anything of the kind before. I hope you don’t find it dull?”

“Dull, ma’am? I only hope to God you’ll always talk to me about things near to you. If I felt I had your confidence, it would be the happiest moment of my life!”

“It would be the happiest moment of mine,” she said quietly. “Apart from the Baroness, I’ve never confided in anyone. And though she’s the dearest creature, it’s not possible to be too intimate now with a subordinate. It would mean a great deal to me if I could really call on you, Lord Melbourne, for help in everything.”

The Prime Minister had always been a sentimentalist; it was the one characteristic which had been at war with his nature from the beginning, as well as at war with the cynical, sophisticated Georgian world in which most of his life had been spent. His mother, that domineering ambitious woman, would never have forgiven her favorite son William if she had ever discovered that he possessed such a ridiculous bourgeois trait. His family and associates prized the intellect above everything, and the feelings not at all. But feeling was in him, and however hard he had crushed it back in the past, it revived at moments of crisis in his life; and though he did not know it, this moment, with the eighteen-year-old Queen offering him her confidence and asking so simply for his help in return, was a turning point in his life and career.

Sentiment engulfed him; he had an impulse to kneel, as he had often knelt before the women he meant to make his mistresses, and kiss her hand and tell her that he would spend every moment in her service, and asking for nothing, nothing in the world, but the privilege of hearing her thoughts …

“My dear ma’am,” he said at last, “I am not only your Prime Minister, but Your Majesty’s own devoted servant. Call on me for anything, at any time, and I shall come.”

“I will,” Victoria promised. “I shall come to you for everything until you really find it tiresome! Oh, Lord Melbourne, what a day it’s been—so much, and I’m not a bit tired, are you?”

He smiled back in return, warming like a shivering man before a fire. Just when one was nearing sixty, tired, and in spite of achieving the highest office, rather disillusioned with life—when there were so many bitter and distasteful memories to look back on that often enough one didn’t care a damn about the future because it would most likely be as futile as the past—after all that, to be offered this!

He was not sure what “this” was; he only knew that there was something strong and healthy and vital in the room radiating from the girl who might have been his daughter, the young Queen, whom he would have to guide in her duties for a long time to come. She might have been another disappointment; she might have been whining and silly or coltish and undignified—how he would have hated that—whatever his wife Caroline Lamb had been, however mad and tragic and ridiculous, she always possessed grace. Grace of movement, grace of manner … It was so important to him in women …

And Victoria had grace. Teaching her to govern was going to be a pleasure instead of a dull grind, and to enjoy her friendship, to bask in the sunlight of that clear personality, so fresh, so charming and unspoiled … It was a thrilling prospect indeed!

“I’ve never been less tired, ma’am,” he said eagerly. “And I’m delighted to hear that you’re not either. But you mustn’t overtax yourself. Your mother looked rather weary, I thought.”

He had been trying to bring the conversation around to the Duchess. He knew her of old, as a turbulent, interfering woman. At all costs, she mustn’t be allowed to injure Victoria, give her bad advice, or bring pressure to bear. He must make sure how the Queen felt about her before he could advise how best to deal with the situation. He had to confirm the importance of that ruthless dismissal an hour earlier.

“Since we’re not going to have any secrets,” Victoria said, laughing merrily, “you may as well know Mama wasn’t tired at all. She was angry. She’s been angry all day, and poor thing, she hasn’t been able to say a word to me about it!”

“What happened, ma’am?”

“Well”—she settled back in the chair and crossed her feet demurely on the velvet footstool—“Well, after the Privy Council I asked her if I were really and truly Queen. She was quite cross then, because she wanted to take part in the ceremony and there was no place for her. So I asked her, though I knew the answer perfectly well, and when she said yes, I said then I’d like her to leave me alone for an hour. I made it my first request to her as Queen. I thought it was as good a way, and as kind, of making her understand that things had changed.

“But what really upset her was when I ordered my bed to be moved out of her room. I’ve always slept with her, you know, and I just couldn’t wait another night to go into a room of my own. She’s been dying to complain to me all day, but I’ve never given her the chance.”

“I thought as much,” Melbourne admitted. “I thought something else too. I thought the Baroness disliked her.”

“She hates her,” Victoria admitted. “Whereas I only dislike Mama, Lehzen really hates her. She’s been very unkind to poor Lehzen at times. But that’s all over. Mama must learn that she can’t be unpleasant to the people I’m fond of any more. The real trouble is that she hoped the King would die while I was still a minor; then she could have been regent. She’s always wanted to be regent. Don’t think me disloyal, dear Lord Melbourne. Mama is a very good woman with excellent intentions, but she does everything wrong and she’s dreadfully undignified. I can’t allow her to take things on herself or presume to interfere in my duties. It may be unpleasant—it’s bound to be, for any daughter,” she said calmly, “but I shall have to teach her that now I’m Queen of England, our relationship is completely changed.”

“I’m thankful you see it in that light, ma’am. Some of us were very worried about how much the Duchess would try to interfere. It wouldn’t be popular with the country.”

“Have no fear, Lord Melbourne. My mother will not be allowed to interfere in anything.”

“I believe you, ma’am, and I shall tell my colleagues in the Government.”

She rose then, with that astonishing, light grace of movement he had noticed, and immediately he stood. The audience was over.

“Though I’m not tired,” Victoria explained, “I think I’d better go to bed. I want to be fresh for my duties tomorrow. It’s been a wonderful day, Lord Melbourne. Tomorrow you must come again and help me with the dispatch boxes, and tell me what I have to sign and what everything means. I have a great deal to learn, and you have promised to help me, remember.”

“I will do my utmost, ma’am. And I make you another promise; the instruction won’t be dull!”

She laughed. “I’m sure it won’t. I look forward to the teacher and the lesson. Good night.”

He kissed the ends of her fingers and bowed his way out. It was nearly midnight as he drove back through Kensington village, and his carriage jolted over the rough country roads toward London. Melbourne sat back with his eyes closed, more tired than he had realized, bodily tired and yet mentally stimulated. He had something to look forward to—something beyond the routine of government, much of which bored him; something beyond debates in the House, where he seldom found a subject which really exercised his wits; something quite different from dinner parties at Holland House and card parties at the clubs, where he lost or won with equal indifference.

Dealing with the late King had been the devil, he admitted; dead or alive, it was hypocrisy to pretend that William had been anything but an erratic booby, and fools were the one thing in life Melbourne had never been able to tolerate with patience. The new Queen was not a fool. She had a clear mind, decisive, too. Odd in a woman, and yet infinitely attractive because it was allied to youth and inexperience. Her appeal to him for help had been so simple, so refreshing in its honesty. He was really touched.

He could never resist that particular form of childlike appeal; that had been Caroline’s secret. However much she disgraced him and herself, even when he looked on the mentally defective son she had borne him, he couldn’t resist her when she pleaded, wistfully like a naughty child, for yet another chance. That was why he had never divorced her, why the scandal over Byron, which went round the world and made him a laughingstock, was somehow rendered paltry and excusable when she climbed on his knee and blinked back tears and promised not to make any more scenes or take another lover …

There was no real similarity between Caroline—unbalanced, foolish Caroline, who had always hurt herself more than she hurt him—and this self-possessed, unsullied girl who had become Queen of England. Life had yet to wound Victoria, and she faced it armored with natural strength. No, there was no comparison between the two, except that quality of innocence which all her follies and extravagances had never quenched in Caroline, and that gift for shining honesty, which sometimes penetrated through the dross of lies and self-deception …

Victoria. It would be possible for a man to revere those qualities in her without the dread of disappointment, of finding that behind the candor there lurked deceit and irresponsibility. Life, which had cheated Melbourne so often in his relationship with women, now offered a rare consolation. Friendship; friendship without temptation, a chance to reverence womanhood without the fear that the idol would ever step off the pedestal and show that she was made of flesh and blood.

Long before the carriage stopped at the doors of his house in St. James’s, he was asleep.

In the bedroom of the new Queen, lights were still burning. Lehzen had been waiting for her when she came upstairs; Lehzen had insisted on undressing her herself, and giving her long hair the one hundred brush strokes it received every night. And Lehzen had talked and talked, breaking into German in her excitement, chewing her favorite caraway seeds so vigorously that Victoria had turned away and smiled. The Baroness was sensitive about the caraway seeds because the great English ladies in the Duchess’ household were always making fun of her.

How did her little Victoria feel? she inquired eagerly. Was she tired? What did she talk about to her Prime Minister? Think of it, Lehzen exulted, her little one was Queen at last! All the years of watching over her, of teaching her, of waiting for this great day … and now her little one was Queen and grown up! The Baroness openly blinked away sentimental tears. But she still needed her old Lehzen, didn’t she, to help her dress and do her hair … No one could do it as well as Lehzen, after all these years. Ah, she remembered the times when the little Victoria had been no higher than her knee … And so naughty! So willful already.

“It’s a long time since I’ve been either,” Victoria reminded her—she was sitting up in bed, and the Baroness was perched on the end of it. “And now I can be as willful as I like!”

Immediately Lehzen was horrified. Willful … Queens were not willful. What ideas had this Lord Melbourne been putting into her head? Victoria laughed.

“Now, Lehzen, you’re not to hector me. Lord Melbourne put nothing into my head; it was all there before. What did you think of him? Isn’t he a handsome man?”

The Baroness nodded. “Very handsome, yes, if you like Englishmen, and English lords at that. They have a look, these people, as if to say, No one exists except my equals … I don’t like their pride, Victoria, and some of them lead the most terrible lives. This Lord Melbourne he may be a great lord and handsome and all the rest of it, but he’s been a very dissolute man. The scandals there have been about him—you wouldn’t believe them!”

Victoria leaned forward.

“Tell me about them, Lehzen. All I ever heard was some talk about his wife.”

“Lady Caroline Lamb? Oh, that was the worst of all. But it’s not fit for you, my child,” the Baroness said. “Just take Lehzen’s word, he’s a bad man!”

“Lehzen dear”—there was a sudden edge to Victoria’s voice—“I am the judge of what is fit for me and what is not. I want to hear everything about Lord Melbourne. Kindly begin at the beginning.”

Lehzen coughed; the dear child, she must be tired, to have spoken sharply like that …

“His mother had a bad reputation, I believe,” Lehzen said. “Very bad. She was your uncle the Prince Regent’s mistress for a time, and they say she profited by it to win a high place in society. She had many lovers besides; I’ve even heard that this Lord Melbourne’s father was one of them … Lord Egremont, I think, but no one knows.”

She hesitated, a little uneasy after such a recital of immoralities, but Victoria only nodded for her to continue. In the old days, if the Duchess had heard of such talk … But Lehzen knew there was nothing to fear from the Duchess now, and she settled back to enjoy her own story. Every scrap of gossip gleaned from the conversation of her superiors, had remained in that retentive memory, fixed by the fact that she had had to strain to hear it. The German title was only an honor conferred on her by King William when she became governess to his niece. Lehzen was the daughter of an impoverished Prussian clergyman, and the highborn English ladies at Kensington Palace had always treated her accordingly.

“The first Lord Melbourne counted for nothing; it was his wife who meddled in politics and advanced her children by any means she could. It was she who made the marriage for her son William, your Melbourne, with this terrible Caroline. She was Lady Bessborough’s daughter, and her mother too knew the Prince Regent better than she should!”

“Tell me about Caroline,” Victoria said. “Was she so much worse than these other women?”

“Much worse,” Lehzen nodded. “To start with, my child, she was quite mad. Quite mad. She used to dress up like a boy and roam the streets; she began taking lovers and making scenes so that everyone should know she was betraying her husband, and then she met that poet Byron, and there was such a scandal over those two … Well, when Byron tired of her she stabbed herself with a pair of scissors in the middle of a London ballroom!”

“And did she die?” Victoria inquired after a moment.

“Die?” Lehzen snorted. “Those women take care never to really hurt themselves. No, she just made such a scandal people realized at last that she was mad. Then she wrote some book, all about her love affair with this Byron, satirizing everyone in London, including all her Melbourne relatives, and that finished her. No one in society ever received her again,” Lehzen said triumphantly. “The mystery of it is how Lord Melbourne could have forgiven her and kept her on after such conduct … He can’t have any sense of honor, that’s all I can say. If that happened to a man of his position at home in Germany, that wife would soon be put in her place!”

“Poor man,” Victoria reflected. “How perfectly dreadful for him. I can’t understand why he didn’t send her away. If she was mad, he should have had her shut up … His leniency may have been kind, yet it was very mistaken. I do pity him, though.”

“Oh, but you shouldn’t!” Lehzen remonstrated. “He’s been the center of many scandals himself, two with married women whose husbands actually sued for divorce! Lady Brandon and Mrs. Norton—why, my dear child, Mrs. Norton was only last year!”

“Last year …” Twelve months ago, while she, Victoria, still lived in the Duchess’ shadow, still learned her lessons and did needlework, and led a life of strict routine and stricter obedience, while the world rushed on its busy course outside. And Lord Melbourne, who was so kind and so charming—and handsome—was in love with someone called Mrs. Norton.

“What was this Mrs. Norton like? Was she pretty?”

“Beautiful,” the Baroness corrected. “I once saw her driving in the Park when we were on our way to St. James’s Palace. Nobody said anything at the time because you weren’t to know about such things, but I saw her quite clearly, and I must say she was a fine-looking woman. Very dark and not very well-bred—I believe they were a family of actors or something, and they came from that dreadful place Ireland. Anyway, my Lord Melbourne made a nice fool of himself with this hussy. How he’s survived so many scandals the good God knows, I don’t!”

“He must be very clever,” Victoria said slowly. “I presume that no connection with this creature still exists?”

“Well, no,” Lehzen admitted unwillingly. “I think he had sense enough, even if he hadn’t the decency, to end the association.”

For a moment Victoria looked at the governess without speaking. Lehzen was a dear; there were many kindnesses in that bleak childhood which were to the Baroness’ credit. She was a dear, but she mustn’t be so prejudiced against a man she didn’t know; a man, after all, who was so much above her and had lived in a fashionable world of which the Baroness knew nothing but what she overheard. And most important, Victoria thought in those few seconds while the Baroness watched her unaware that anything was wrong—most important of all, Melbourne was the Queen’s Prime Minister, and now that she had learned what she wanted to know, she would never allow Lehzen to speak disrespectfully of him again.

“And now, my child,” Lehzen said fondly, “you should go to sleep. It’s long past midnight.”

“I am rather tired,” Victoria admitted. “No, you can leave the candle; I shall snuff it out myself.” There was a second’s pause; then as the Baroness reached the door, “And Lehzen …”

“Yes, my pet?”

“Now that I am Queen,” she said gently, “I think you had better address me as ‘madam’ in future. Good night, dear Lehzen. Sleep well.”

At intervals the palace clocks chimed the small hours, unheard by the Duchess, who had fallen asleep after another fit of angry weeping and a tirade to her friend Lady Flora Hastings on the ingratitude of children, her hope once more disappointed that Victoria would come and say good night and be subjected to her complaints in person.

Lehzen slept soundly too, waking only once—after a dream in which the little girl she had loved as if she were her own, suddenly looked at her and demanded to be called “madam”—and then turned over crossly, refusing to be hurt. She had been hurt so often and disappointed so often, and her one solace had been the affection of the little Princess. If the young Queen wanted to be called “madam,” very well; she was not going to lose Victoria’s confidence at the expense of her pride. She couldn’t afford to be proud. She sniffed fiercely into her pillow, banished the snub from her mind, and went to sleep.

But in Victoria’s bedroom the candle burned itself out, while she lay wide awake, listening to the stillness, alone at night for the first time in her life, thinking of the events of that long, crowded day. The Privy Council, entering the long room, pausing for a moment on the threshold, instinctively aware of the theatricality of her entrance … and silly Lehzen chattering and fussing over the “ordeal”—she had a feeling that the Baroness would take no more well-meaning liberties—all of them imagining that she was nervous or not looking forward to making her first official appearance as Queen and receiving the homage of the most powerful of her subjects.

She had made every gesture, said every word, with the dedication of a great actress who had at last moved out of the wings to the center of the stage. It was not hypocritical. It was expected; it was what a queen should do, every moment of her public life, and what her Uncle William and her reprobate Uncle George IV had never done. It was not enough to be king by right and then behave with the indignity and lack of control common to ordinary people.

One simply was not ordinary. One’s governess and childhood friend, however much one loved her, must not use Christian names; and mothers and relations, even if they were liked, must realize that the sovereign was above personal relationships.

Lord Melbourne seemed to understand that. But then he knew so much, while she had no experience at all. Lehzen’s account of his life was rather distressing, but if his wife had really been as bad as that, it made a difference … He must have loved her to have put up with all that. But then he was supposed to love this Mrs. Norton too. To have a mistress was wrong of course, but people had them just the same. And it was quite pointless, she thought firmly, to be concerned with what was past, as long as it remained past. If he were going to be her intimate, as she hoped—how amusing that would be—there could be no more scandals. No more Mrs. Nortons if he hoped to enjoy his Queen’s friendship … She had a feeling that he probably understood this too.

He was coming again tomorrow. He must explain to her about the political situation; there were Whigs and Tories and Radicals, she knew that, but she really had no idea what they stood for or why everyone said Radicals ought to be suppressed. She wanted to know everything, because now all these people who sat in Parliament and formed the Government were dependent upon her to sanction the laws they passed; without her signature they couldn’t become ministers or sign treaties or do anything …

She had gathered this much at least from Melbourne’s brief outline of her duties. How amazing … and how wonderful. How wonderful to be who she was. No wonder her uncles Sussex and Cumberland had looked disappointed when she walked into the room to hold the Privy Council. Naturally they envied her; who wouldn’t?

Two incidents out of so many personified the change in her life: the moment when the Duke of Wellington, the great soldier and elder statesman of whom everyone stood in awe, knelt to kiss her hand and walked backwards to his place, and the few words which closed the drawing-room door on the Duchess of Kent.

The early light was filtering through the curtain edges now, and she heard the clock in the corridor chime six. Tomorrow she would have that clock removed out of earshot … Before she closed her eyes Victoria smiled. It was six o’clock and the date was June 21. She had been Queen of England for twenty-four hours.