1. Chance

‘Want to take a chance?’

The men who found themselves in the secret war had first chosen to draw the Chance card in Vietnam. Later it would all seem part of the peculiar nature of things that their very first experience of war should be the board of a Monopoly-style game.

It was the brainchild of an enterprising officer who briefed newly arrived young pilots assigned to Vietnam as forward air controllers (FACs), whose job was to direct fighter-bombers onto targets from small, vulnerable spotter planes. He had organized an elaborate and complex briefing into a more readily remembered game patterned on Monopoly. Laid out on the board for the newcomer was his year’s tour. A small model plane was moved square by square around the board, while the briefing officer explained what to expect in the months ahead. Instead of moving from Broadway to Boardwalk, the FAC was taken from Day One to DEROS (date of eligible return from overseas).[2]

The first moves on the board covered such dull stuff as aircraft maintenance, radio procedures, and the Rules of Engagement. The briefing officer attempted to enliven his description of the first few weeks of technical drudgery with a spirited talk on the art of living in a war zone, as the model plane was moved onto squares marked ‘Life on Base’ and ‘Indigenous Population.’ The Monopoly briefing took newcomers through the gradual process where an FNG (fucking new guy) developed into an ‘old head.’ Instead of acquiring houses or hotels, the players won experience, promotion, and medals. Jail represented the perils of court-martial for those who might be found guilty of conduct unbecoming to an officer, or who violated the Rules of Engagement.

The briefing officer moved the model plane around the board, explaining the various jobs which might be assigned. At one base a FAC would be working with American troops in the field - a very high priority; at another he might be working with Vietnamese or Korean troops, and adapt accordingly. There were FACs who flew over the Ho Chi Minh Trail, others who only worked at night. From time to time a FAC would be called in to oversee a search-and-rescue (SAR) mission for a downed fighter or helicopter pilot.

The pilots were not actually asked to throw dice, but half-way around the board at the point representing the six-month mark of the tour, they were invited to take a chance. The briefing officer took on a mischievous, secretive look. The plane had been moved onto a square marked ‘Chance.’ He looked up at his audience, pausing for dramatic effect. ‘Anyone want to take a chance?’

The group’s reaction was always interesting. A couple of the new FACs frowned, uncertain how to take this unmilitary levity; others shrugged or grinned sheepishly, waiting for the briefing officer to take back the initiative and explain the next move; but occasionally there would be someone who would answer the question almost before it had been asked. Want to take a chance? ‘Sure!’

The briefing officer picked up the Chance card, the only one lying on the board, and held it up for everyone to see. It read: ‘Steve Canyon Program.’

The pilots waited to hear what the officer had to say about the Steve Canyon Program, but he just kept grinning at them crookedly and cultivating the look of mischief and mystery, until someone inevitably asked, ‘Well, what is it?’

It seemed for a moment as if the officer was going to say nothing at all. ‘I can’t tell you much about it,’ he allowed finally, enjoying the intrigue, ‘but if you are on the adventure-some side and something like this might interest you, we can have certain people talk to you. After you’ve been here six months.’

‘Yeah, but what is it?’

The briefing officer stopped smiling. ‘When you’ve been here six months, come and talk to us again, if you’re still interested.’ The card was placed back on the board and the model plane moved into the squares denoting the second six-month segment of the tour, until finally it reached the safety of home. (There was, of course, a missing Chance card the briefing officer failed to mention which the pilots joked about among themselves - Do Not Pass Go, Do Not Collect $200. It was marked KIA - killed in action.)

In a long and complex briefing, even one so cunningly fashioned as this, the small joke of the Chance card and the single tantalizing mention of the Steve Canyon Program did its work. Everyone was fascinated, but to men who had just arrived fresh in Vietnam there seemed to be plenty of war to go around without volunteering for some comic-strip mission no one was going to say anything about for six months. Within days they would be shot at for the first time, and six months seemed like eternity. The general consensus after the briefing when the pilots discussed it with one another was: ‘Bullshit - I’m not volunteering for anything named Steve Canyon.’

Everyone in America had heard of Steve Canyon, the comic-strip flyboy created by Milton Caniff. The strip was syndicated to more than two hundred newspapers throughout the country and had a readership of thirty million people a day. Canyon was a Gary Cooper type, with a shock of slicked-back blond hair and a pipe clamped in his jutting jaw. He dressed in flying coveralls, always carried a .45 automatic in a shoulder holster open to sight, and traveled the world undertaking ‘any assignment as long as it’s perilous, exciting, and decent.’

Steve Canyon came into being, significantly, in 1947 - the same year that the Air Force and the Central Intelligence Agency were created. The fictional hero was a product of Middle America. A college football player on the team of Ohio State University in 1941, his red-blooded patriotic instincts overrode his academic ambitions and made him volunteer unhesitatingly to fly in the war. ‘I stopped some enemy ordnance (nothing compared to what happened to some of the guys),’ Canyon wrote in a supposed letter to a friend about his war experiences, ‘but it gave me the chance to... say to the officer passing out medals, “Just give me some aspirin - I already have a Purple Heart!”’

On his return from the war, Steve Canyon set up a one-plane air taxi service, Horizons Unlimited, adopting a Navajo double-eagle design as its symbol. He flew everywhere, had friends in all the right places, and was dedicated to bachelorhood, with a girl in every airport. He was always broke and often slept in his cubbyhole office, which was equipped with blankets stored in the filing cabinet - the files were kept in his pocket. Adventure followed adventure, year after year, in one exotic locale after another, as Steve Canyon enjoyed a nonstop life of action and excitement. But then, in the 1950s, he turned his back on this carefree, adventurous existence and settled permanently in the Orient - to be on guard against the new ‘invader from the north.’ He opted for responsibility and re-enlisted in the military. But above all else, whether as freelance adventurer or committed military volunteer, Steve Canyon was a man who could keep a secret.[3]

He was also dated. The young pilots thought of Steve Canyon as a bit much. John Wayne looked battered and cynical beside Canyon with his breathless and unquestioning patriotism, hunk’s courage, clean-cut good looks, and Boy Scout philosophizing. The young forward air controllers, unbaptized by fire as yet and uncertain of what the realities of war had in store for them, laughed off Steve Canyon and concentrated on steeling themselves against flying in Vietnam.

Later, as the months went by, a small number of them would increasingly wonder about the Steve Canyon Program. What sort of outfit in such a straitlaced and bureaucratic service as the United States Air Force could possibly be modeled on a character like Steve Canyon? The pilots joked about Canyon’s old-fashioned virtues - honesty, patriotism, bravery, adventurous spirit, and general all-round copper-bottomed Americanness - although they were the qualities which most hoped to emulate. The Air Force wag who gave the program its name could not have dreamed how accurately he had described the sort of man the mission needed, or how many potential Canyons there would be willing to join it.

The young pilots who went to Vietnam to fly as forward air controllers arrived pumped up and ready for action. They had a wide range of training behind them and were convinced of their status as an elite. They had not been unwillingly drafted and rapidly processed into some ground-pounding grunt, but were volunteers who had survived the stringent weeding-out processes of pilot training. The most romantic and adventurous of those who had volunteered to fly were certain that the ultimate manner in which to pursue the war was as a fighter pilot, a figure who had emerged from World War II as the most glamorous in the air - the very top of the pilot pecking order. The fighter pilot was viewed as a man with dash, derring-do, and a special edge of courage that singled him out from all others. The young trainee at pilot school yearned for the day when he would be allowed to sit on the bar of the officers’ club and sing:

There are no fighter pilots down in hell.

The place is full of queers, navigators, bombardiers,

But there are no fighter pilots down in hell.

Fighter pilots possess an overweening arrogance, an almost messianic egocentricity and self-confidence that borders on the obnoxious. This can be tedious for anyone not committed to the system of narrow absolutes that constitutes the fighter pilots’ world. But then, by definition, such a person has no value. To those steeped in the lore of flying, especially those who go through the intense indoctrination of the Air Force Academy, these things are carved as if in stone.

The dream of young romantics destined for the war was to earn an opportunity to duel with a Russian MiG, one on one and head to head, up in the wild blue yonder over North Vietnam. But it is the fate of romantics to be disillusioned, and most would-be pilots were soon forced to accept that being given a fighter was little more than a dream.

Anyone who had survived the obstacle course of pilot training recognized the statistical improbability of becoming a fighter pilot. The trainee pilot lives in perpetual fear of being washed out for the most minor infraction. The first obstacle on the course is a flight physical, which claims its quota of victims. This is followed by the Air Force Officers’ Quotient Test, in which a potential candidate for pilot training has to convince his examiners that he is both, officer and pilot material (only rated - that is, pilot - officers count). Of those who go forward into pilot training, a high percentage flunk in the very early stages, doomed by persistent airsickness, a slowness in acquiring the ability to read aerial maps, or a hundred other possible failings. The entire year of training is one long, uphill haul, with casualties and failures throughout.

At the end of it all the survivors earn their wings. The very top students are given fighters - if luck is on their side and there are aircraft available. The others have to settle for the despised transport or bomber - not as bad as navigating, but the terms fighter pilots use for those who fly bombers for Strategic Air Command (SAC pukes) and transports (trash haulers) indicate their disdain.

The disappointment a young pilot feels - especially if he has passed out as a distinguished graduate - when he fails to get a fighter is crushing. His aspirations have relegated him to a world that by his own definition is perpetually second-rate.

But during the Vietnam War the word went around that a pilot who had not received a fighter assignment could volunteer for another combat flying job that was rapidly gaining the reputation of being as righteous, dangerous, and terrifying as a fighter pilot’s. The job was that of forward air controller. Combat FACs were easy targets for the enemy and suffered high casualties, and as a result there was always a slot for any young pilot who wanted to volunteer.

A FAC did not have the glamour of flying a high-tech jet, but his role was dignified by danger. He took enormous risks to coordinate air support for ground troops, working with slow, low-flying aircraft (described by the Air Force as ‘noncosmetic’). Of the twelve Medals of Honor awarded to Air Force personnel for bravery in the Vietnam War, two went to forward air controllers.

A good FAC needed a fighter pilot’s mentality but was obliged to operate at the pace of a World War I biplane. Until as late as 1971 the FACs flew Cessna O-1 Bird Dogs, fore-and-aft two-seater, high-wing monoplanes, most of which had been built for the Army in the early 1950s, although production continued until 1961. The Air Force felt the plane was inadequate for its task in Vietnam. The plane had no armor, lacked self-sealing fuel tanks, its range was only 530 miles, it carried too few marking rockets, and its maximum speed was 115 mph (although 60 knots was more likely when configured for combat). In addition, its ground-looping characteristics made it unforgiving to the uninitiated on the taxiway. (Pilots did not like to turn their backs on the O-1 until it had been taxied to a halt, the engine turned off, and the wings tied down.) Eventually, the Cessna 0-2 was introduced to replace the older plane. This was a modified business aircraft with double the range of the O-1 and the ability to carry twice as many rockets. Although it too was insufficiently armored, the Air Force felt it could serve as a stopgap until enough North American OV-10 Broncos were available. The Bronco had been specially designed for the job, with a glass canopy providing excellent visibility, armor, rockets, bombs, and machine guns.

The FAC was essential to every aspect of the military operation in Vietnam. It was his job to find the target, order up fighter-bombers from a circling airborne command and control center (AB Triple C) or ground-based direct air support center (DASC), mark the target accurately with white phosphorus smoke rockets (Willy Pete), and control the operation throughout the time the planes remained on station. And after the fighters had departed, the FAC stayed over the target to make a bomb damage assessment (BDA), which he relayed to the fighters and airborne command. Putting in a strike meant that you were busier than a one-legged man in an ass-kicking contest, the pilots said.

The FAC also had to ensure that there were no attacks on the civilian population, a complex and constant problem in a war where there were no front lines and any hamlet could suddenly become a part of the combat zone. As early as 1961 it became established policy that all tactical strike aircraft - fighters, fighter-bombers, and gunships - would be under the control of a FAC, who cleared combat strikes with local civilian officials. FACs worked in every one of Vietnam’s forty-four provinces and became a prime source of combat intelligence. When major U.S. ground combat units were first sent to Vietnam in 1965, each battalion was assigned a number of FACs, whose role became that of local air commander.[4]

The initial training of the FACs was undertaken by the Air Commandos, and young pilots were sent to the base at Hurlburt Field, Fort Walton Beach, Florida. The Commandos flew all the special-operations airplanes - old prop fighters and adapted transports with not a cosmetic one among them - and performed a wide variety of strange missions not usually associated with the Air Force. The Air Commandos were given the clandestine, classified operations, and their school was designed to put a young FAC through his paces.

A FAC also had to know how the Army worked. At the Air and Ground Operations School he was taught the difference between a platoon and a brigade, how soldiers operated in the field, the way artillery was used, and so on. The Army had insisted that any FAC working fighters near troops be fighter-qualified himself, believing that such a pilot would be safer and more competent. It was the Army’s illusion that the Air Force would respond to this requirement by filling all the FAC slots with old-time combat-experienced fighter pilots. Instead, the Air Force took the young FAC, gave him eighty hours of flying time in a fighter, trained him in fighter-weapons delivery to give him an idea of what it was like to deliver ordnance from a high-performance airplane, and then declared him fighter-qualified. At first the FACs were trained in Phantom F-4s, but the expense proved to be prohibitive, so they were relegated to T-33 Shooting Stars, the cheapest jet fighter-trainer available. Pilots thus qualified were ‘A’ FACs, the only group allowed to direct ordnance near American troops. ‘B’ FACs were not required to be fighter-qualified, but could direct ordnance near South Vietnamese, Korean, or Australian troops. It is unlikely the Allies were aware always of these distinctions.

Survival schools came next. At water survival in Homestead, Florida, a pilot learned what to do if he was shot down over the ocean and was left to bob on the waves in a one-man boat. Scooped from the sea, the FAC was sent to Fairchild Air Force Base, Washington, where he was subjected to interrogation in conditions replicating a North Vietnamese prison camp.

After Fairchild he was sent to the Far East for the final and most challenging survival training - Snake School. This was the Jungle Survival School in the Philippines. There were lessons in recognizing edible and inedible jungle roots and berries, how to deal with the sort of medical problems that might be encountered, and E&E - escape and evasion. (One instructor urged his students to imagine themselves as so much 10-weight motor oil, effortlessly slipping downhill through grass.)

Clear distinctions began to emerge among the pilots during the courses at the various survival schools. There were those who treated the whole thing as a prank, something to be endured and shrugged off, while others went through each stage of the training as if their lives depended on it. The second group began to take pains, almost without knowing it, to distance themselves from the first. War was still only a word to all of them, but there were those who intended to be fully prepared when it became real.

Once in Vietnam there was one final step before being allowed to join the war - the in-country checkout at FAC-U (FAC University) in Phan Rang, headquarters of the 14th Air Commando Wing. A combat tactics instructor sat in the back seat on the local area checkout rides. The FAC would be given a set of military grid coordinates - two letters and six numbers, which came over the radio in the form ‘X-Ray Uniform 436457’ - check his map, fly to the area, and orbit. He would then stand by to receive a ‘two-ship’ (pair) of fighter-bombers. Once the fighters arrived, the pressure was enormous. Handling the radio traffic alone would fray the average man’s nerves to breaking point: the FAC maintained constant radio contact not only with the airborne command post but with the unit on the ground and each of the individual fighters. In a large operation he might be talking to a couple of other FACs as well and to as many as five sets of air - pairs of fighter-bombers - stacked in layers above him awaiting their turn.

The FAC would then roll in and mark the target with smoke - which had to be accurate - and direct the fighters onto it: ‘Cleared in hot - hit my smoke.’ (‘Hot’ meant that the guns and ordnance on a fighter should be armed; the ‘smoke’ came from the FACs marking rocket.) Technique apart, the instructor was watching the new FAC to see if he could operate under pressure. After a few dummy tree-busting runs a FAC was supposed to be ready for the real thing, known in the trade as the ‘dollar ride.’

After what seemed to be a lifetime of training flights, the day arrived when the FAC took off in his spotter plane to go out and find the enemy, to kill or be killed. Suddenly it was real, the war at last, and almost always it came as a surprise. The FAC would be out with an instructor in the backseat as usual, honing his technique in some area or other, when the airborne command and control center would come up on the air to give the radio frequency of a certain ground unit and the coordinates of its location.

The first time it happened for John Wisniewski he was sent over to a South Vietnamese Army commander who had a target of Vietcong troops. Beside him, in the right seat of the 0-2, the instructor was rubbing his hands together. ‘Got something now!’

The SVA commander described the target over the radio. ‘I’ve got this house and it’s full of VC.’ Wisniewski checked his maps and circled the house beneath him. ‘See it?’ the commander asked. ‘You got it? I want you to kill them.’

Wisniewski felt the breath leave him as if he were winded. ‘Now it was no longer in the jungle blowing trees away. It was people. I could see them. I didn’t know what the hell I was doing. What is this? Some guy I can’t see is telling me those figures running around down there are VC. I don’t know who they are.’

The Vietnamese commander grew impatient. ‘Bad guys. I want you to kill them!’ he repeated.

Wisniewski orbited and brought the plane down low, trying to take a closer look. He was operating as coolly as he knew how, but his mind was in turmoil. ‘Shit, what do I do? Live people down there. Fuck.’ An AC-47 gunship had come on station and was standing by. It was the war at last.

The instructor was as impatient as the ground commander. ‘He was so excited he was almost jumping up and down, the son of a bitch. The instructor was yelling, “Do it! Do it! You got real guys. A real target! See where it is? Hit it with a rocket. Do it!”’

Wisniewski took a deep breath. He was so nervous he felt he would never be able to get it right. He rolled in on the house and fired a marking rocket. It was right on target and hit directly in the center of the house. People began to run out in every direction. He hesitated for a moment before keying the radio mike and talking to the gunship. ‘Hit my smoke!’

The AC-47 banked lazily into position. It took only seconds. The Dragonship - known by the grunts as Puff or Spooky - was equipped with three rapid-fire Gatling guns, each capable of pouring down six thousand rounds a minute. When it opened up, the tracers alone made it look as if it were hosing the earth with fire. The house dissolved. One moment Wisniewski had looked down and the house was there, the next it had disappeared as if it had never existed. ‘Thanks,’ the ground commander said over the air. ‘Bad guys all dead.’

Wisniewski flew home feeling nauseous and very confused. It had not happened as he had imagined it would, and the enormous step of killing people for the first time had seemed so arbitrary and ordinary. Nothing had really blown up; he had seen no blood nor heard any human cries. There had also been the instructor watching the whole operation, which allowed Wisniewski to say to himself, ‘It was not quite just me.’

Two days later, in a firefight on the banks of the Mekong, Wisniewski put in an air strike on his own. Friendly ground forces had called for air support to destroy enemy troops who had stationed themselves in a group of houses that straggled along the bank of the river for a mile or so. Wisniewski arrived and worked five sets of fighter-bombers, loaded with a variety of ordnance, onto the target. ‘The people on the ground said there was nothing there but bad guys. I smoked the houses, an easy target, working the air up and down, back and forth. I blew them all up. Everything burned. Somebody had told me it was all bad guys, but I have no idea who was in there. And when I left I looked back into the sunset - everything was burning. And that was when I really got sick - I felt fucking terrible about that shit.’

Back on the ground the moral question became very simple - either one did it, or one didn’t do it. It was not a job that permitted fence-sitting, and no one who had struggled for so long through the pilot hierarchy to arrive at some point of combat respectability was going to quit. ‘I was in a situation where if I didn’t like what I was doing I could quit. That decision took about thirty seconds. I wasn’t going to quit. And if I wasn’t going to quit I was going to do it right.’

* * *

There is no training in the world that quite prepares a soldier for the realities of the battlefield. The moral question for a FAC soon receded into the background as friends and colleagues were routinely killed by an enemy who had demonstrated a willingness to shoot them out of the sky without any qualms at all.

A word the FACs used a lot when talking about their initial stint on the job was ‘tense.’ Contemplating the hidden mysteries of an imminent combat mission made them tense; getting shot at made them tense; taking the plane down low to look under the trees for anti-aircraft guns made them tense. In conversation over a beer, safely back at the hootch, FACs would swap stories about the day’s tense moments. Nobody spoke of being ‘scared’ - except in the sense that somebody had made them jump: ‘Got down there under the trees and that goddam 37-mike-mike AA gun opened up right in front of me - scared me shitless.’ The FAC would laugh and chug his beer. Combat has its own etiquette, and a soldier does not have the poor taste to talk about fear. Fear followed its own immutable logic, and once it was admitted, disintegration was bound to follow: a FAC began to fly too high to be effective, or became so cautious he was a hazard to himself.

Death was the same, a taboo subject too serious for serious discussion. If a FAC was good and was killed, his friends said he had the worst sort of luck. It was a damn shame. But if he had made a mistake, or had never really had what it took in the first place, then he had fucked up or was a damn fool. Either way, none of the survivors, drinking beer around the bar, was going to have luck that bad or be so dumb as to fuck up.

So the FAC moved inexorably through the first six months of his tour, coping with each experience as it came. Two stood out: being shot at, especially for the first time (although a real hosing was always a nasty surprise), and trolling for ground fire.

‘Trolling’ involved flying over an area known to be infested by the enemy, and then deliberately taking the plane down low to draw ground fire. Circling as if he had found something and was waiting for fighters, the FAC tempted the enemy to break fire discipline and give away their position. It was an act which went against every instinct of survival and all of a pilot’s training.

But real as the war in Vietnam was, it proved to be something of a disappointment. Sometimes it seemed as if it was spread so thin there wasn’t enough to go around. Seasonal, sporadic, and scattered all over the country, it erupted in one area for a brief spurt of furious action before relapsing into long periods of inactivity. Having geared themselves up for combat, many FACs were disappointed to find themselves flying only fifteen days a month. The free time led to intense boredom and end-less opportunities for getting into trouble with senior officers, military policemen, and downtown bar girls.

There were plenty of FACs who were very pleased to be reducing the arithmetical risk by flying so little; they further minimized it by finessing their way into quiet areas where they flew high or at night, and were careful not to look too hard for the enemy. There were others, who called themselves ‘the Shooters’ who felt that every day out of the war was a waste of time.

It soon became clear to the more aggressive pilots that Vietnam was a war in which the Shooters were out of place. They were forced to operate under extraordinary restraints, and praise and promotion were more likely to be awarded to those among the horde of rear echelon types. Although the sky was dense with the machinery of war, often the most dangerous part of any mission was getting back into the traffic pattern. FACs and fighter pilots both bemoaned the fact that the greatest risk in the war in South Vietnam was not enemy action but a mid-air collision.

Too much free time, endless stretches of boredom spent in the hootch drinking beer instead of flying in the war, led to flights of subversive fancy. Most of the FACs had gone to Vietnam willingly enough - jumped at the opportunity, almost - and accepted their role as a duty demanded of them by their country. But after a few months all sorts of questions began to arise about the quality of leadership, the motives of the politicians, the way the war was being conducted - ‘fought’ was dismissed as too strong a word - and the South Vietnamese themselves. Anyone with eyes to see could not help noticing that while all the young Americans in the country were in uniforms of one sort or another, a great many of the young Vietnamese were riding around on mopeds with stereos blaring western rock hitched to their shoulders. By definition a FAC is a hawk - and the Shooters were the most hawklike of them all - but even they had second thoughts about the war in Vietnam.

From his very first day in-country the FAC came up against the Romeos - the Rules of Engagement.[5] They had become enormously complex and almost incomprehensible as the war progressed, elaborated upon and changed at will by political decisions made in Washington, until they had become an end in themselves. There were rules for every part of the country, all of them different and forever changing. There were rules to cover every type of activity, and different sets of rules for every service - the Army, the Marines, the Navy, and especially the Air Force. One of the commanders of the 7th Air Force, Gen. John D. Lavelle, gave a graphic description of their bulk: ‘We finally found out why there are two crew members in the F-4. One is to fly the airplane and one is to carry the briefcase full of the Rules of Engagement.’

Rules to cover FAC activity were legion, and each new pilot spent the first two days of the war in Vietnam learning them. Every month afterward a FAC had to take a multi-question written exam - the Romeo exam - for each of the political areas he worked. The bailiwick of Lew Hatch, who would become a Raven to escape the rules, was spread over three military areas, and he spent a significant amount of his time preparing for exams. ‘I would go in to the intel folks a couple of days before the exam and get the ROE out and study them. You had to know everything - the start and end coordinates of free-fire zones, which LOCs (lines of communication) we could hit without political clearance. In Cambodia we couldn’t hit within a thousand meters of a pagoda - in HI Corps, in South Vietnam, it was five hundred meters. If you didn’t pass the written test you were decertified and couldn’t go out on air strikes, and would have to be in the intel shop studying for several days. Some of the rules were asinine. I ended up taking a Romeo exam on three sets of ROE every month. I spent all my time sweating the exams.’

The rules were impossible to memorize in their entirety, and sometimes even to understand, and were open to different interpretations. Huge sanctuary areas were granted to the enemy. A fighter pilot could not attack a North Vietnamese MiG sitting on a runway until it was in flight, identified, and showing hostile intentions (the possible peaceful intentions of an enemy MiG were left undefined). In some regions enemy trucks could avoid attack by simply driving off the road. SAM missile sites could not be struck while under construction, but only after they became operational. Limited extensions of target areas would be arbitrarily declared, only to be unexpectedly canceled and withdrawn later.

The Romeos were classified as Top Secret throughout the war - right up until 1985 - but the enemy gained a close and detailed knowledge of them, which they used to their great advantage. The Americans ruled that pagodas were not to be struck: the enemy stored ammunition, sheltered troops, and set up anti-aircraft guns in them. Field hospitals were not to be struck: the enemy moved its casualties onto ammo dumps and supply caches and called them hospitals. And after every major action the enemy could always slip back into clearly defined sanctuaries where their safety was assured.

The FACs fully understood the need to control bombing in a war without front lines, but the rules governing forward air control missions severely hampered them from doing an effective job. The Air Force demanded that a FAC fly at a minimum altitude of fifteen hundred feet, putting him out of the range of small-arms fire. It was also often too high to be able to spot the enemy. To get the job done there were times when fifteen hundred feet was too low, or five hundred feet too high - what a FAC really needed was to be allowed to make a judgment based on experience and the actualities of the battlefield, rather than follow a rigid set of rules. Any FAC who broke the rules, in whatever circumstances and however effective the results, was liable to court-martial. So FACs ended up either doing a really poor job or breaking the rules.

Flying at fifteen hundred feet, they would find a target, peering with difficulty through binoculars. The next step was to call it into the direct air support center (DASC) or the orbiting airborne control and command center (ABGCC) for approval. Each target took between ten and fifteen minutes to approve if the system was working smoothly, although there could be a wait of a half hour or more.

The frustration of being unable to operate freely enough to take the war to the enemy mounted daily among the FACs, and the bureaucratic illogic of the Romeos was reflected in their clashes with rear echelon administrative officers.

‘Major, can I ask you something?’ Fred Platt, a FAC destined to become a Raven, asked one such officer after being refused permission to put in an air strike on Vietcong who had been shooting at him in the open country.

‘Go right ahead, captain.’

‘We’re over here to fight a war. Fighting a war means killing the enemy before he kills you. I can find the enemy okay, and he’s sure as hell trying to kill me. Why can’t I kill him?’

‘You have to wait for permission.’

‘If he’s shooting at me can I shoot back - because then I’m sure he’s a bad guy?’

The major sighed. ‘No. You have to wait for permission.’

‘What if he shoots and hits me?’

The major smiled in quiet triumph. ‘You’d be violating the Rules of Engagement by flying too close to him.’

So Fred Platt adjusted the rules. ‘I said, fuck it, shot them wherever I saw them and just didn’t report it.’ Instead of protecting the lives of innocent civilians, the Romeos turned honest men into liars. ‘Don’t get the wrong impression - I wouldn’t go out and get some peasant walking with his buffalo. But I can tell between VC firing AK-47s at me and some old peasant with a water buffalo.’

While the rules often forbade a FAC to act in the face of the enemy, the system similarly demanded action when there was clearly no hostile activity whatsoever. FACs who flew the OV-10 over the Ho Chi Minh Trail usually operated at ten thousand feet, one hand on the stick and the other holding binoculars. In the wet season, which was six months of the year, they could often see nothing. A FAC walled in by solid undercast was obliged to stay on station hour after hour, regardless of being unable to put in air strikes. The only enemy was boredom. ‘I used to do spins - spin the plane just to stay awake,’ Terry Murphy said. ‘Take the airplane up, kick the rudder and stall it, spin it for a couple of thousand feet, and then recover it. Hour after hour.’

The realities of the battlefield demanded again and again that the rules be broken. FACs would find mortars dug in around fortified pagodas which had been converted into anti-aircraft bunkers, but would be refused permission to put in a strike even after they had been shot at. Some risked court-martial by concocting phony coordinates and calling in fighters anyway.

There were times when a refusal to authorize an air strike met with appalling consequences. Douglas Mitchell was flying OV-10s over Cambodia late in the war as a Rustic, the only armed FACs in Southeast Asia. The OV-10 carried two pods of high-explosive rockets - nineteen in each pod - a smaller pod carrying six flechette rockets, six Willy Pete rockets, and two thousand rounds of strafe. Vietnam was drawing most of the air support, and Rustic FACs had a capability to provide immediate air support when everything else was unavailable. Mitchell flew up to a small river town north of Phnom Penh, the capital of Cambodia, after a report from a ground commander that the Khmer Rouge had taken it the previous evening. When he arrived and swooped low over the town, he could see soldiers in the process of slaughtering the townspeople. Beneath him in clear view, villagers were being dragged from their houses by the Khmer Rouge and shot.

As Mitchell had already been fired upon, and taken a hit that had ricocheted off the nosewheel strut, he asked for permission to fire his own ordnance. He added a graphic description of the horror he was being forced to witness below him.

He was told to stand by. As he waited for an answer, he made a low orbit, watching the slaughter with a mounting sense of fury. Twenty minutes later permission was refused.

Disgusted and enraged, he flew back to base and immediately called a friend at Air Force HQ in Saigon who had influence over the selection and transfer of FACs into other units. The inside word on the FAC circuit was that you never had to go through this sort of thing in the Steve Canyon Program. And any program less bound by the Romeos began to seem like a very attractive alternative. ‘Goddammit, send me to the Steve Canyon Program,’ Doug Mitchell told his friend. ‘I want to go where I can fight.’

There was only one thing more galling than the Romeos, and that was the REMFs (pronounced remfs). They arrived in the aftermath of battle, once the enemy had slipped away and the dead and wounded had been removed, swarming out of Saigon like locusts. They vastly outnumbered the men in combat units in the field, and all too often contrived to smother any enterprise or initiative the warriors of their group might show. They were known, with a dismissive contempt that masked a burning loathing, as the REMFs - rear-echelon motherfuckers.

There had never been an American army so burdened with rear-echelon personnel as the one fielded in Vietnam. At the height of the war only 67,000 to 90,000 men were assigned to front-line units, while the remainder of the 540,000-man force formed a huge logistical tail. For every man at the front there were six to eight others behind him. Less than 20 percent of the U.S. Military Assistance Command, Vietnam, was made up of infantrymen.

There is power, as well as safety, in numbers, and this great host of REMFs inevitably came to dominate the war. The longer it continued, the stronger their influence became. Life for the REMFs, with its barbermobiles, mobile dentistry units, air-conditioned clubs, in-country rest and recreation (R&R) centers, and Saigon nightlife, was often more comfortable than back in the States. The Vietnam War was the only one the military had, and a tour in the combat zone was essential for a career officer’s advancement. Vietnam, for many ambitious officers, became just another rung on the way up the ladder.

The enemy did things differently. Their ratio of men in the field to support troops was almost the opposite to that of the U.S. Army, thus enabling them to outnumber U.S. forces with fewer men. But the American fighting man not only had to face the enemy, he also had to deal with the combination of the Romeos and the REMFs, one feeding off the other in a deadly symbiosis which was impossible to overcome or circumvent.

After a little more than one month in Vietnam, and after being on a front-line base during a period of great enemy activity, Craig Morrison - another FAC who would become a Raven - visited a rear-echelon HQ in Nha Trang. On his return to the front he wrote in his journal: ‘Jesus but I am so glad to be here and not down there. All the BS experts and useless strap-hangers are all there shuffling papers etc. They never come up here, for this is easily the hottest place in II Corps. This war grows on you, and I’d sure hate to get pulled out and have to go down there. I would so much rather put up with mortars and rockets than headquarters. Mortars and rockets are exciting and can only kill you, but those guys can frustrate and bore you to death, which is a damned sight worse. The home of the useless regulations!!!’[6]

It is the first reference in the journal to a frustration which was to become unbearable within a few short months. At Pleiku, Morrison slept under his bed clutching an M-16, a flak jacket tossed over him as a blanket, and surrounded by empty ammo boxes full of sand for protection. He was often awakened by enemy attacks so close he could hear the mortar shells coming out of the tubes. In such circumstances he was entirely safe from REMFs. But once the enemy offensive was over they arrived in force.

One colonel lectured FACs and fighter pilots on the length of their hair, their slack dress code, and their ungentlemanly behavior in the officers’ club. The colonel then cleared his throat, as he came to the important part of his talk. It had come to his attention, he said, that the proper respect was not being accorded to rank. He had noticed that officers did not salute his staff car when it passed them. It did not matter whether he was in it or not, there was a principle involved, and the pennant of his rank flew clearly from the fender. There was a moment’s incredulous silence, broken by an exasperated stage whisper from the back of the hall: ‘I’m not saluting a fucking empty car!’

The more REMFs and combat personnel came into contact, the worse the atmosphere of mutual suspicion and incomprehension became. They lived in different worlds, used different vocabularies, and measured the progress of the war in different ways. Front-line troops wanted to hurt the enemy; REMFs wanted to keep U. S. casualties and loss of equipment to a minimum.

Such fundamental differences led to serious disagreements, and confrontation was inevitable. The conflict was symbolized at Phan Rang at a USO show. The original intention of these shows - to reduce the awful tension of combat - had become lost in a welter of petty regulations governing their conduct.

A bespectacled Army warrant officer, who flew ‘Dustoff’ helicopter medical evacuation missions, took his seat in the front row. (Dustoff pilots, who spent their lives in the midst of the worst battles, were considered to be a combat elite.) A Filipino stripper on the stage danced up to the pilot, playfully snatched his glasses, and draped them across her small breasts. She wiggled her hips provocatively, moved the spectacles to her panties, and gyrated her hips directly in front of the chopper pilot. Egged on by the audience, the young man removed the glasses with his teeth and then whipped the girl’s panties down. There was a roar of approval.

Unfortunately, the Army pilot was not fully conversant with the nuances of USO show regulations. In the Army, strippers were allowed to remove their panties, but at an Air Force show this was forbidden. The officer in charge, outraged at this breach of the rules, climbed over the tables and chairs to reach the offending Army pilot. To an uproar of boos and abuse he publicly reprimanded the man and ordered him from the club.

The pilot left, and the show went on. It was interrupted some time later when the screen door at the rear of the club was flipped open. Slowly, the doorway was filled with the gun barrel of a 155mm howitzer, carefully backed into position by a jeep. The attention of every man in the audience shifted from the stage at the front of the club to the massive cannon commanding the rear, and an expectant silence fell over the room. Two Army colonels jumped from the jeep, accompanied by the Dustoff pilot. One stood by the gun, while the other marched through the club until he found the officer in charge, a lieutenant colonel he outranked.

‘Colonel, our friend here flies a rescue helicopter and he was sitting in the front row. You are going to give him his seat back and you are going to apologize to this entire group or my friend, the colonel over there, is going to pull the string and blow the top off the whole of this fucking officers’ club.’

Pandemonium broke out. Combat people separated from REMFs as oil from water. While the former yelled ‘Pull the string, fellas,’ REMFs climbed under tables and looked for places to hide. The lieutenant colonel apologized stumblingly to the chopper pilot and gave him back his seat, although there was no act in the show which could possibly compete with such excitement. The colonels turned on their heels, hopped in their jeep, and drove off into the night with their howitzer.[7]

But such moments of combat justice were rare, and mostly it was the REMFs who triumphed. It was not unusual for a senior officer, whose experience might have been in transports, to be put in command of a large group of junior combat FACs. The senior officer naturally held the keys to the young men’s advancement, and promotion depended on the Effectiveness Reports (ERs) he wrote on them. Men at the front, who were superb in combat, might be given a poor ER by the REMF commander for unruly behavior in the officers’ club as they unwound after battle, while deskbound officers far to the rear, who were in no danger and under no pressure, routinely earned exemplary ERs. This meant that a combat FAC often came out of the war with a worse record and less chance of promotion than the lowliest and safest of the REMFs. It was a situation as intolerable as it was absurd, and it sapped morale.

The REMFs and the Romeos brought a petty, nagging quality to life in Vietnam. It was to avoid this, rather than a lust for glory, which motivated most of the men who eventually became Ravens. The absurdities of military life in Vietnam combined to tempt them to take the Chance card first heard of in the Monopoly briefing.

Somehow the word always seemed to reach the right people. ‘The reason I joined the Ravens was because there appeared to be some awfully good flying,’ Mike Byers said. ‘I didn’t know a goddam thing about it.’

‘I heard it was on the other side of the fence with none of the Vietnam bullshit,’ Terry Murphy said. ‘That guys got shot down a lot, but it was a lot of fun.’ His group commander tried to talk him out of it, saying that he understood there was an unacceptably high loss rate. ‘When your buddy says there’s less bullshit, it’s more attractive than your commander saying it’s high-risk.’ One of Craig Morrison’s FAC friends had volunteered for the program ahead of him and sent letters postmarked Udorn, Thailand. In essence they said, ‘Come on over, it’s dangerous as hell but NO REMFS!’

Everybody had a different reason, but one by one, from units all over South Vietnam and throughout the war, FACs found themselves inexorably drawn to the mysterious mission they had heard all the rumors about - the Steve Canyon Program.

Raven was the radio call sign which identified the fliers of the Steve Canyon Program. As a symbol of intelligence-gathering and aerial control of ground combat, no name could have been more fitting for the men of the secret war. The raven is the bird of the gods. In Nordic mythology, two ravens, Huyin (Thought) and Munin (Meaning), perch upon the shoulders of Odin, lord of gods. Each day they fly to the ends of the earth and return to their master at night to whisper in his ears the world’s news. The Vikings believed that the excited birds soaring above a battle were the gods in the guise of ravens.

On the practical side, the raven is extremely clever and brave, the bird with the highest mental development, with more than thirty distinct calls with which to convey information to its fellows. With its four-foot wingspan and deadly three-inch beak, it is magnificent, and flies for the sheer delight of its mastery of the air, soaring to great heights, and tumbling earthward in extraordinary displays of prowess.

To certain American tribes the raven could do anything simply by willing it; it created sun, earth, moon, and stars, and also the people of the earth. Indians admire the raven’s sagacity, but fear its ruthless opportunism and wily trickery. Men of many cultures have attributed a conflicting duality of nature to the raven, and its harsh cawing has for centuries been interpreted as the harbinger of death. All of which was very apt for the job in store.

In the early days, when the program was haphazard in its methods, a standard form of recruitment was for a Raven already in the program to approach a like-minded colleague still in Vietnam. Later, things became more structured, but the type recruited never really altered. They were always men who enjoyed a maximum of flying and a minimum of administration, and they tended to be the very best pilots. By definition this meant that most of the Ravens were mavericks, never really comfortable in a conventional military organization, and considered too wild by the mainstream military establishment. The sort of men, in short, needed in a war.