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Sleep deprivation can trigger mild or horrific hallucinations.
A false perception of something you crave the most can backfire and lead to a deep depression.
Or we would never want to escape our hallucinations.
A hallucination is a creation by the mental by filling it with perceptions that aren’t apparent.
Simply a figment of the imagination,
Not an illusion.
But, not to stir any more confusion.
What if we’re victim of the two,
At the same time?
Just trapped deeper in new found psychosis.
Imagine that;
Hallucinating illusions.
Mixed with a bipolar disorder.
And panic attacks that force you to self-diagnose obsessively until we’re so caught in the intersectionality of our mental deterioration that it’s seen as normal.
It’s a new sense of order when we’re being pulled by each underlying mental disorder.
Excessively, repetitively slaving to thoughts that become our compulsions,
Hoping our schizophrenia would manifest into a real friend.
One that gives us all their focus and attention.
So, we don’t have to always conform to every hyperactive impulsion.
Our anxiety crippling us to the thought of complacency,
That we fear any post stress.
Creating a different kind of hell;
To escape from every disorder
Just to suffer from the thought that they all were once apparent.
