LETTER TO A PAST LIFE

When I was younger, my father said,

The broken ones become artists.

He cut the pumpkin pie

and the crust crumbled to the side.

Inside my fractured parts rattled.

Someone dropped a tray of glasses in the kitchen

and I heard them shatter.

A mother ran past holding her barefoot daughter.

A mother ran past with a broom.

A painting fell from the wall and I thought, Listen.

There were children hiding under tables of appetizers.

There were children painting hearts with squeeze cheese.

No one noticed my aunt, quiet with an Etch A Sketch.

I heard a mother pouring the broken glass into the garbage.

I heard her daughter say, Snowflakes.

I heard her daughter say, Flakes.

The broken ones grow up to be broken, I thought he said.

Don’t worry, we can replace them. They are easy to replace.

My father asked if I wanted whipped cream or Cool Whip.

There were clouds everywhere,

all breaking apart.