The words on the page blurred. Something behind his right eye felt like it was broken, like part of his eyeball had snapped off, leaving behind a blinding throb that wouldn’t quit. He drummed his fingers on the desk, trying to disguise the tremor in his hand.

Less than four hours after his argument with Roger, here he was doing the tutor thing. The sober thing? Well, there was only so much a guy could tackle at once.

There were words in front of him on the desk and words ringing in his ears, but try as he might, Cal couldn’t make heads or tails of their meaning or how they could possibly be relevant to him and his raging hangover, which hadn’t gotten better even after all the aspirin he’d taken.

“Do you have any beer?”

Blinking, swallowing a yawn, his tutor stared back at him. She was cute, sort of, in the way only a quiet book nerd could be cute. She had tawny skin and shapeless, curly dark hair. Her teal eyes were the most conventionally attractive thing about her.

Those teal eyes were still staring at him. Right. Fallon. That was her name.

“You know drinking more won’t really cure your hangover, right?” Fallon asked, scratching at her cheek with the eraser on her pencil.

“I don’t know and I don’t care.” Cal stretched, then thought better of it. Hunching over the desk seemed to be the only position that didn’t rile his headache. “I just know that I want a beer right now, an ice-cold one, and that I want to know the bare minimum to write this paper on Wide Sargasso Seat.”

“Sea.”

“Whatever. This book is basically fan fiction for another, more famous book. Why are we even tested on this garbage?”

“Definitely don’t put that in the paper,” Fallon muttered, rolling her eyes. But she stood and shuffled over to the mini-fridge next to her bed and crouched, rummaging until she came up with a can of Bud Light. Maybe she wasn’t such a nerd after all. “Here.”

She put the can down harder than she had to on the desk, punctuating that one huffy word.

Cal managed a weak chuckle and cracked open the tab top. “On a diet?”

“Remind me to charge extra for this tutoring session. Sorry, charge your dad.” Not one for the jokes, then. That figured. Roger would’ve made sure whatever tutor he picked was totally humorless.

Just like Roger.

“What’s he like anyway?” Fallon asked, so softly and casually that Cal wasn’t sure he’d heard her correctly.

“Who?”

“Your dad. I’ve seen him a few times on campus, but I was surprised when he called me.” Fallon was watching him intently. Too intently for his liking. “I’m not an English major, and I’ve definitely never taken psych. Seems like there are better tutors for you on campus.”

“Maybe you’re the cheapest,” Cal suggested.

“Right, like that’s a big concern for your family.” Rolling her eyes, she watched him fiddle with the icy beer can and seemed to interpret his silence as disagreement. “I thought you guys were loaded. And he’s the dean. I hear he’s got everyone in this place in his pocket—faculty, staff. . . .”

“Who told you that?” Cal asked, slumping down into his chair with a nonchalance he didn’t feel. He took a sip of his beer to cover up the sudden flush in his cheeks.

Fallon turned to look out the window, the light coming in making her eyes even paler and more exotic. “Nobody told me,” she said. “I just crack a campus newspaper once in a while. He’s in like every other article, doing charity stuff, fund-raisers. Isn’t he helping some local politician’s big run?”

“What are you, president of my dad’s fan club?” Cal sipped the beer, but it didn’t have the numbing effect he was hoping for. “You need a new hobby, my friend.”

Fallon closed her book and leaned on it, flicking her pale eyes between Cal and the can of beer. “How the hell did you end up here?”

About as quickly as he had lost interest in the assignment, he had also lost interest in the beer, and leaned back in the chair, fiddling with the chunky class ring on his left hand. “Here as in here?” he asked, pointing to his own chair. “Or here as in the college?”

“Take your pick.”

“Stanford didn’t want me. Princeton passed, too,” he said.

“I can’t imagine why,” he thought he heard her mumble. More clearly, she said, “Daddy’s money and influence didn’t fix all that for you? I mean, you could be top dog on this campus, and it doesn’t really seem like you are.”

Ouch. Cal caught her eye, staring until she looked guiltily away. What was up with this chick?

“Well, to answer your question, I’m stuck here—at this college and in this chair—because dear old Dad’s the dean, as you seem so happy to remind me,” Cal replied with a withering sneer. “He only uses his money and influence to help himself, but because of him, I’m held to a higher standard.”

“Are you kidding? I heard what happened in Professor Reyes’s class. Anyone else would’ve been on academic probation or kicked out for good. I’d say mandatory tutoring is pretty damn lenient,” Fallon said, and then in an undertone, “Pretty damn lucky.”

What was he supposed to say to that? No? That he hadn’t been silver-spoon-fed since before he could remember? He pushed away from the desk and stood, wandering to the dorm room window that overlooked the quad. Fallon had managed to snag a single in Jeffreys, which, for a second-year, was about as likely as getting hit by a comet and lightning in the same day. Cal moved the cheap Ikea curtain out of his way, squinting through the painful flood of sunlight to see the students milling around between classes.

Devon Kurtwilder and his buddies were having an impromptu lacrosse match on the grass outside Cal’s dorm, Brookline. The whole thing could’ve been torn straight out of an Abercrombie & Fitch catalog, chiseled abs and criminally tousled hair included.

If only he could get Devon as his tutor instead . . .

Cal also saw his friends Micah and Lara sitting under a tree not far from the lacrosse game. One of Devon’s buddies passed a ball sharply to his teammate and it flew wide, nearly smacking Lara in her glossy dark head. Micah was instantly on his feet, all but beating on his chest Tarzan-style at the jocks. For a second, Cal thought the screaming match was going to escalate into a full-on fight. But then he saw his father striding up the concrete path that bisected the quad. Roger dodged onto the grass and came between Micah and the lacrosse players, saying something to Micah and waving around a manila file folder. Even after the players backed off and resumed their game, Roger kept waving the folder and barking at Cal’s friends. Whatever he was shouting about, it made Lara gather her things and leave in a hurry.

Cal hoped this didn’t mean anything serious for Micah—he didn’t need to be getting in trouble. His roommate had had a rough life before college, but he worked really hard to be an upstanding student now. In fact, Micah had become the sort of model citizen at NHC that Cal had never managed to be. It had just taken a little help from Roger and a meeting with the admissions office to sweep Micah’s record under the mat and get him into the school in the first place. According to Micah, anyway. It seemed like a fantasy to Cal. He didn’t know that Roger.

If it was true, it was probably the nicest thing his father had ever done for anyone.

Cal left the window behind with a snort. A lot more than a pane of glass separated him from Micah and his father. “Et tu, Micah?” he said aloud.

“Can we get back to the novel, please?” Fallon asked in a huff, turning in her chair. She pulled her curls into a messy bun, the hair tie snapping so loudly it made him wince. “Or do I get to be your therapist, too?”

“My best friends here are dating,” Cal said, as if that explained everything. He still insisted on making that distinction. His best friends here. He wasn’t sure why. It wasn’t like his friends from Greenport even thought about him anymore. They were all busy planning their bright futures as senators and governors, at Yale, Harvard. . . . “Not that it’ll last. Lara will figure out what a boring goody-goody Micah really is, and that’ll be the end of it. She says she finally wants a nice guy, but I know what a load of crap that is.”

“Goody-goody?” Fallon laughed, a little bitterly, and glanced up from her book. “I heard that kid has a rap sheet.”

“Oh my God, for stealing. In high school. It’s not like he killed somebody!” Though honestly, Cal himself had found Micah’s past intriguing when he met him last year. How often did you come across an overachieving, down-home charmer with a record?

“I always liked Lara,” Fallon said softly, and with maybe a hint of disappointment. “She was in my first-year seminar. Brought a funny bear thermos to class every day.”

“Yeah, she goes everywhere with that thing.” Fallon seemed to know an awful lot about his friends, even though Cal had never seen her hanging around them before. Then again, NHC was a tiny campus. He could probably name half of his year by name.

Cal ran his fingers across the spines of the textbooks and novels lining Fallon’s crowded bookshelf. A few comic books were sticking out at the end. He chuckled and pulled one of them down. “Dudes in purple spandex, eh? Good choice.”

“You can borrow it if you want,” Fallon replied, finally shutting her book in resignation. “Although your dad would probably skin me if he knew we were reading comic books right now. You’re supposed to be studying, Cal.”

“The Phantom,” Cal read aloud with a smirk, ignoring her. “The ghost who walks! Ooh, spooky! The purple getup kind of kills it, though, don’t you think?”

“Seriously, take it. You’d probably like it. It’s about a spoiled kid from a spoiled family who takes up his birthright to fight crime in the jungle. Maybe it’ll work like magic and teach you something about what the rest of us peasants like to call responsibility.”

“Oh, I know all about responsibility. My dad has been trying to make me be more responsible my entire life. Too bad for him he doesn’t have any real power over me.” Cal flipped through a few of the pages of The Phantom. “Anyway, I’m not sure I should be taking cues from a man in purple tights.”

“I said you would like it, not that it was realistic.” Fallon joined him at the bookshelf. She wore ill-fitting jeans and a simple gray tee with some kind of wolf-head design on it. Her chain-mail bracelet looked like it had come straight from a cheesy Renaissance festival. She seemed like the kind of girl who would really go to those things. “But you’re right, you have better things to worry about.”

“No, it’s cool. I think I will take it,” Cal said.

Fallon shrugged, but he caught a thin smile behind the show of indifference. “So what else do you have to do to convince your dad you’re back on the straight and narrow?”

“Well, starting tomorrow, I have to sort junk in Brookline’s basement,” Cal replied with a groan, the thought temporarily squashing his upswing in mood. “Maybe I can convince Professor Reyes my delicate constitution can’t abide the dust,” he said, grabbing his book bag. “Anyway, thanks for the comic.”

“No problem. And Cal?”

He paused on his way to the door, half turning his head to face her.

“I, um, I can do a thing or two with computers. If your dad doesn’t let up, I could try and get into his email. Maybe there’s something in there you could hold over his head for a change.”

Cal chuckled, but it tapered off quickly when he realized she wasn’t kidding. What she was proposing wasn’t a bad idea, but he hadn’t quite reached that level of desperation. “Thanks. I’ll keep that in mind. But I can’t pay you as much as my dad can. I can’t pay you at all, really.”

“Please. I’ll be honest with you—your dad seems like kind of a dick,” Fallon said, going to sit at her desk. She picked up a little USB stick and began fiddling with it. “And believe it or not, I know what it’s like to have parents on your case. I could do this as a favor. It doesn’t make us best friends or anything.”

“Of course not.”

Cal paused at the door, tucking the comic book into his bag with a quick wink. “Thanks for the offer. It’ll give me something to think about after I finish this essay on Rhys’s postcolonial and postmodern response to Jane Eyre.”

Before the door closed entirely, he got to enjoy a glimpse of her bewildered expression.

“What? I have ears. Some things do get through.”

Fallon smiled and shoved a pen behind her ear. “Could’ve fooled me.”