Fall 1961

Back and forth, back and forth

goes the tock, tock, tock

of the orange, bland, ambassadorial

face of the moon

on the grandfather clock.

All autumn, the chafe and jar

of nuclear war;

we have talked our extinction to death.

I swim like a minnow

behind my studio window.

Our end drifts nearer,

the moon lifts,

radiant with terror.

The state

is a diver under a glass bell.

A father’s no shield

for his child.

We are like a lot of wild

spiders crying together,

but without tears.

Nature holds up a mirror.

One swallow makes a summer.

It’s easy to tick

off the minutes,

but the clockhands stick.

Back and forth!

Back and forth, back and forth—

my one point of rest

is the orange and black

oriole’s swinging nest!