Where Nicu Lives

‘You sure they won’t get

back early?’ I say,

as Nicu turns the key

in his front door

and we step straight into his living room.

A kitchen runs along one of the walls.

‘Don’t worry, Jess.

Dad working

and Mum shopping to find bargains.’

The flat smells clean.

All the furniture is brown.

‘I just don’t want them going

nuts if

they find us

here,’ I say.

‘They go nuts only if

they finding us

doing sex,’

he says.

‘Idiot,’ I say,

but can’t help snorting

into my hand,

trying to muffle the sound

like there could be someone else

at home.

I follow Nicu across the room

where he

opens the fridge and hands me a cold Coke.

I peer inside,

clock a big Tupperware box

filled with what look like sausage rolls.

‘What are they?’ I ask.

He takes out the box and opens it.

‘Mum make herself.

Better than buying.’

‘Yeah, but what are they?’

‘It called sarmale. You never hear?’

‘Never.’

‘Very tasty.

I make one for you.’

He grabs a mushroom-coloured bowl from the countertop

and carefully

puts two rolls into it.

I wander away,

sit on the sofa,

stare at the coffee table

and the gleaming glass ashtray in the centre of it.

‘Your parents smoke?’ I ask.

Nicu looks over at me,

his eyes soft,

his lips pressed together.

‘Dad smoking always.

It make Mum

so annoying.’

I laugh,

consider taking out my own fags

and lighting up,

but I don’t

cos I know Nicu

wouldn’t like it.

The only other thing on the coffee table is a photo

of a girl

in a flowery headscarf,

two plaits woven with coloured ribbons

at the front of her face.

She’s pretty,

maybe our age,

maybe a bit older,

but she’s staring into the lens

like it’s a mugshot.

‘This your sister?’ I ask,

and wave the photo at him.

Nicu comes towards me holding the bowl.

He stops and stares.

‘No,’ he says,

‘she not my sister.’

He puts down the bowl,

looks at his feet.

‘Shit, she isn’t your dead girlfriend or anything, is she?’

I ask.

But he’s not laughing.

He looks at me again.

‘Is not my fault,’ he says.

‘I not choose her.’

‘What you on about, Nicu?’

‘They choose wife for me,’ he says.

‘What? Who did?’

‘Parents.

This girl in photo is name Florica.

She is the choose.’

‘Wait a minute, so you’re telling me that she’s …’

‘Florica is the wife choose.’

‘Sorry, what? Your wife?’

‘No, no. She is becoming wife after wedding.’

The rolls are steaming in the bowl.

I’m starving but

I suddenly don’t like the look of them.

‘My wedding.

They want us to getting married in nineteen days.’