I would like to thank Peter Kaminsky for his help and expert guidance in this last year—I could not have written this book without him. My deepest thanks to my editor, Gretchen Young, and my agent, Cait Hoyt, for their endless patience and encouragement to be brave and honest in these pages. They never let me forget that I am not the only one in the world who has struggled with anxiety and addiction, and that there are others out there who might feel less alone by reading my story.