I want to pretend not to love you
But God knows I do
And when I say I understand
You’ve got to know I do
And although I love you
It’s hard for me to watch you
Do the things you do
By hurting yourself
You’re hurting me
And I’m just getting over
And struggling with this awful thing
I cannot stand to watch you do this
It makes me want to cry
As I watch you hurt yourself
I badly want to do it too
And I want to say I love you
Because I can’t deny it
And if you love me too
God knows you do
You’ll stop
For me
If not for you