I know what I had
I know what I’ve lost
I thought I knew what I wanted
I may know what I want now
Not forever
But for now
I want the fun
Want the pleasure
Without the problems
Without the strings
No fighting my past
Nothing serious to think about
Nothing to regret later
Nothing to miss when it’s gone
Kill the time
Have the fun
It’s what I deserve
What I want
I think
But am I unsure
Confused about what’s best
Will I still want it
When it’s what I have
Hesitant
But the one thing
I am sure of
It’s worth a try