Yalding, 1912. My father
in an apple orchard, sunlight
patching his stylish bags;
three women dressed in soft,
white blouses, skirts that brush the grass;
a child with curly hair.
If they were strangers
it would calm me – half-drugged
by the atmosphere – but it does more –
eases a burden
made of all his sadness
and the things I didn’t give him.
There he is, happy, and I am unborn.