ONE

A KISS THROUGH THE BARS

That hot July night, in the grey hours before dawn, Errol’s dead girlfriend came for a visit. She swam up Gallinger Creek and into the storm drains beneath Sowashee, under the wall around Laurel Grove Hospital, emerged from the old cistern near the orchard, slipped past the bored night watchmen, and scaled the century-old wrought-iron downspout to the ledge beneath his second-story window. The sash was propped open with a stick, but iron bars prevented her entering his room. Fortunately, there was space for her to press her face through. Her kiss was cool and wet, and tasted slightly of algae, minnows, and crawfish. He brushed a leaf from her long hair which—even wet and in the dark—still had a golden glint.

For a while Errol was conscious only of her lips, her luminous, half-lidded eyes, the night symphony of frogs and insects, the sultry atmosphere redolent of mimosa and woodbine enveloping them.

“I hate I’m all soaking wet,” Veronica confided, after they finally parted long enough to talk. “It’s hard for a girl to look her best after a swim. But I can’t figure out any other way of getting in here without being seen.”

“I don’t mind,” Errol said. “You were soaking wet the first time we met, remember?”

“Well, I do remember, Errol, if you must know. And naked. And I think I may have tried to drown you.”

“Not the greatest first date,” Errol admitted.

Her eyes dropped a little.

“Hey, I’m kidding,” he said.

“It’s just . . . you’re all normal now,” she said. “A regular boy. And I’m still . . .”

“Doesn’t matter,” he said. “Not to me anyway. I hope it doesn’t matter to you.”

“You’re sweet,” she said. She kissed him again.

“How much longer do you have to stay in this . . . place?” she asked, when they parted once more.

“Until I can convince them I’m not going to try and off myself again, I guess,” he said.

“That shouldn’t take long,” she said.

“Yeah,” he said. “You would think.”

Suicide, as it turned out, was not without consequences.

Of course, the doctors called it “attempted suicide” because technically he had never quite been dead. But Errol knew better. He had seen death coming for him, and if it weren’t for a good friend and a literal miracle, he wouldn’t be alive today. Nor would he be an unwilling resident of the Laurel Grove State Hospital, a dumping ground for the mentally ill, drunks, drug addicts, and depressed teens.

His mom liked the place because it didn’t cost her anything and because it took him off her hands. In his lower moments, he thought it would have probably been easier for her if he had gone ahead and died. But despite what most everyone thought, he had no intention of dying anytime soon, not if he had a choice in the matter.

“So what are you and Aster up to?” he asked.

Veronica hesitated. She squeezed his hand.

“It’s kind of a mess,” she said. “What with Aster’s father disappearing and that teacher, Ms. Fincher.”

“And Mr. Watkins,” Errol said.

Veronica’s small brow creased and a nasty little smile spread her lips.

“Yeah,” she said. “That guy.”

Mr. Watkins had been an English teacher at Sowashee High. He had also been the vessel occupied by an evil spirit who had a thing for raping and murdering girls before stealing their souls. In an earlier incarnation—thirty years before—he had been Veronica’s neighbor. He had killed her, but hadn’t managed the raping and soul-stealing part.

Errol squeezed her hand. “Sorry,” he said. “I didn’t mean to bring that up. It’s only—have the police found anything? How is Aster explaining all this?”

“I’m not quite sure,” Veronica said. She glanced away, as if looking at something behind him, but he knew there wasn’t anything back there but a blank, beige wall.

“What?” he said.

“The police sort of took her off yesterday,” she said. “She hasn’t been back.”

“Oh,” he said. “That’s not good.”

“I know,” Veronica said. “She was working on a plan of some kind to get us all back to the Kingdoms, rescue her dad, kill Dusk, find Billy—all that stuff.” She smiled. “We were gonna break you out, if they hadn’t let you go by then. But now . . .”

She shrugged.

“Do you know where they took her?”

She shook her head. “They were in a car,” she said. “I couldn’t keep up. And besides, she told me to stay hidden.”

“Yes!” he said. “Definitely stay hidden. The police—no one—should know about you.”

“Too late for that,” she said. “They’re looking for me already. I heard them asking Aster about me. I guess somebody noticed me at the hospital.”

“That’s bad,” Errol said.

Veronica had been dead for decades. If anyone figured out who she was—and that for some reason she only appeared to be sixteen or so—it could lead to further questions. Like why her heart didn’t beat at night. He imagined her being hauled off to a lab somewhere, never to be seen again. He didn’t care for the image.

“You shouldn’t even be here now,” he said. “It’s too risky.”

“Oh, hardly,” she said. “They’re not so much worried about people getting in here as they are about people sneaking out. Who breaks into a loony bin?”

“Yeah, that’s a good point,” Errol said.

“Not that I think you are loony, dear Errol,” she said.

“Thanks,” he said. “We need Aster, though. I need to get out of here.”

Veronica caught his gaze and held it.

“Errol,” she said. “You don’t need Aster or the Kingdoms. You’re cured. You don’t have to go back.”

“What does that have to do with it?” he said. “Veronica, you were better off there. We both know that. You came back here for me. And Aster, she gave up Billy to save my life, and I know she loved him. So maybe I am cured, but I have lots of reasons to go back there. And anyway, what do I have here?”

“You don’t have to fight everybody’s battles for them, Errol,” she said.

“Maybe I don’t have to,” he said. “But I want to.”

“We might be able to go back, just the two of us,” Veronica said.

“Maybe,” he said. “But I’m not half-dead anymore, and you’re not exactly what you were. Without Aster, we’d have no idea what we were walking into. Anyway—”

“I know,” she said. “We can’t abandon her. I was thinking aloud.” Veronica patted his hand. “Always Errol, aren’t you,” she said. “That’s what I love about you.”

Veronica didn’t have a heartbeat, but he did, and he felt it go funny.

“What?” he said.

“Don’t get all weird,” she said. “I love you, that’s all.”

“Oh.”

Veronica wasn’t the first girl who had told him that, but that first girl had been lying. That was a big piece of what had nearly killed him.

“It’s okay,” she said, softly. She looked behind her, at the sky. Her smile faded a little. “It’s almost dawn. I better swim out of here before I start breathing again.” She stroked his face with the tips of her fingers. “I wish I could come here in the day,” she said. “And kiss you with warm lips.”

“Warm enough for me,” he said, and leaned through the bars.

“Oh, Errol, you old sweet talker,” she said.

He remembered the first time they had kissed. Their first real kiss, lying beneath the stars in a distant and exceedingly strange land. It had been an unexpected moment of confused delight during a difficult, disorienting situation. At the time, his soul had been confined in a body of wood, steel, and ivory; he hadn’t even had lips—but he had felt hers, all the way to his timber toes.

It was even better now that he was in the flesh. Now if only she had a pulse . . .

He knew he should tell her he loved her too. But as he fought his way toward saying it, Veronica reluctantly pulled away.

“I’ll come back tomorrow night,” she said.

“Be careful,” he said, feeling like a coward, but also a little relieved. It was too hard. He could tell her next time.

“You know me,” she said.

“Yes,” he said. “That’s why I want you to be careful.”

After Veronica left, Errol couldn’t sleep. It was oppressively hot, and the mosquitos were fierce, but he was used to that. His thoughts lingered on Veronica; kissing her, the nearness of her face to his, the remembered feel of holding her against him.

Did Veronica really love him? Did she know what that meant? When they’d first met, she had been a kind of monster—a nov, the spirit of a drowned virgin. She had lured countless men to watery deaths in a forest pool for three decades, her earthly life forgotten. She had tried to do the same to him, but thanks to the fact that automatons didn’t breathe, she had failed. Aster had restored her soul and her human memories. Now, thanks to the water of health they had found in the Kingdoms, she was alive by the light of the sun, although at night her heart and breath stopped again. In the Kingdoms, she had been scary powerful and sometimes hardly seemed human at all.

So when she told Errol she loved him, what did that mean?

And there was the other thing nagging at him, the problem of Aster. He had been known her since third grade.

And Aster was crucial. It was Aster who had taken his soul when his body lay in a coma and placed it in what she called her “automaton.” Aster who had known where to look for Veronica and how to bring her back to almost-life. Aster who knew how to reach the Kingdoms, where miracles happened with alarming frequency. She had needed Veronica and him to reach the Kingdoms, to find the water of health, and cure her father’s insanity. But when they returned, she had found her father was gone, kidnapped by a woman they once believed to be their friend.

If something bad happened to Aster, he might someday get out of Laurel Grove, but he would still be stuck here, in Sowashee, in the world of his birth, the world that had taken his father and nearly killed him, too. A world that someone had once told him was the last stop for souls on their way to oblivion.

Did you see that new girl?” Robbie McElroy asked, as he cut back weeds with his hoe. Robbie was brown-haired, reed-thin, and highly talkative. He had some problems with drugs which had landed him in Laurel Grove. He was sixteen, a year younger than Errol.

“No,” he said.

“She weren’t no crow-bait,” Robbie said. “I wouldn’t mind gettin’ up with that, you know? Hey-howdy!”

“Yeah,” Errol said, only half paying attention, concentrating on the row of beans he was weeding. Laurel Grove had gardens, a dairy farm, and orchards thanks to the “idle hands” philosophy of its founders. Errol didn’t mind, although physically he was still very weak. While he was off having adventures in the Kingdoms, his body had been lying in a coma for close to three months.

Robbie kept on going about the girl, but Errol wasn’t really listening until he said something about her talking funny. Then he perked up.

“What do you mean, she talked funny?” he asked.

“She had a goofy accent,” Robbie said. “Like maybe she’s from Sweden or some place. You know, like yurgen, burgen, glurben.”

Errol stopped hoeing and sat down for a moment, listening to the whirr of cicadas and feeling the sweat run down his face. “What did she look like, this girl?” he asked.

“I done told you, man,” Robbie said. “Sort of red-headed, you know. And a funny mark on her head, like a star.”

“What was her name?”

“Didn’t catch it,” Robbie said. He grinned. “I think I’ll call her Honey Baby.”

“Was her name Aster?” Errol asked.

“Man, what did I just tell you?”

But it had to be. Who else in Sowashee would have a star-shaped birthmark on her forehead? Aster hadn’t had that when he first met her—her father had hidden it with some sort of spell. But when they were in the Kingdoms, the spell had come off. When he last saw her, she had smeared make-up over it, but you could still see it if you knew where to look.

Did they think Aster was crazy? Probably, if she tried to explain a tenth of what had happened to them. He had been very careful not to say anything at all about what he had been doing while in his coma; if he did, he would be in here for the rest of his life. What was Aster thinking?

He had to figure out some way to see her. The women stayed on the other side of the campus, but there was a social hour coming up when they could mingle, assuming she wasn’t in a hard-case room strapped into a straitjacket. They would have to watch what they said to one another. But now, at least, he knew where she was. And with Veronica’s help, they ought to be able to come up with an escape plan.

He picked up his hoe and went back to work, mind spinning out possibilities. It felt good to have a problem to work on.

Dr. Reynolds barely looked up from whatever he was reading when Errol came in. He gestured for him to take a seat in the brown, cracked leather chair in front of his desk.

After a few moments, Dr. Reynolds peered at Errol over his wire-rimmed glasses.

“How are you today, Errol?” he asked.

“I’m doing okay, sir,” Errol said.

“I’m glad to hear it.” He took his glasses off and cleaned them on his blue button-down shirt. He was frowning, which Errol did not take to be a good sign.

“Ah, Errol,” the doctor finally said. “We admitted a young lady yesterday. She has asked repeatedly to see you. Are you aware of this?”

Errol didn’t see any reason to lie.

“Robbie McElroy mentioned her, sir.”

“This young lady. Would you say you’re good friends?”

“Yes, sir,” he said. “I guess I would.”

“Would you mind telling me how you know her?”

“Well—from school,” Errol said. “I’ve known her forever. Since third grade. I mean, look, she may be acting a little weird right now, but she’s really okay.”

Now the doctor was staring at him with an even stranger expression.

“School,” he said. “You mean your school?”

“Yes, sir,” Errol said.

Doctor Reynolds paused again, then tapped his intercom button.

“Carol,” he said. “Have Sam and Mason bring the young lady from 139.”

Then he looked back up at Errol. “Errol, when you were asleep—in your coma—did you have any dreams? Do you remember anything?”

Crap. What had Aster told them?

“No, sir,” he lied. “I don’t remember anything. Just, you know—passing out, and then waking up. It was the biggest mistake of my life, sir.”

“Yes, so you’ve said,” Reynolds replied. “But I’m curious. The doctors say two young ladies were present when you awoke. One was your friend, Aster. The other, however, no one seems to have known. Nor has anyone seen her since. Little blond girl.”

“I’m not sure who you’re talking about, sir,” he said. “It was all hazy.”

“One of the nurses saw you kissing her,” he said.

“Oh,” Errol said. “Yeah. Her.”

“Would you like to change your story?”

“It was some friend of Aster’s, Dr. Reynolds,” he said. “I think maybe her mom works at the Dew Drop Inn. I guess I was just so happy to be alive I had to kiss somebody. But I don’t know her name, or anything.”

“Are you aware that Aster’s father has gone missing?” he said. “Along with one of your teachers and the school guidance counselor?”

“No, sir,” he said.

“No.” He picked up a pencil and ticked it against his desk. “Your friend Aster is in a bit of trouble,” he said. “If you know anything about this, you aren’t helping her by holding back.”

“Dr. Reynolds, I was in a coma, remember?”

Reynolds nodded.

At that moment there was a rap on the door.

“Bring her in,” Dr. Reynolds said.

Errol turned as the door swung open, wondering exactly what Aster’s game was, how he was supposed to react. Sam and Mason were there, two of the biggest, toughest orderlies in the place. Between them stood a girl with auburn hair and a star on her forehead.

But it wasn’t Aster.

“Holy crap,” he said. “Dusk!”