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A Holocaust of Children

Death Should Not Inspire Me

time to leave for writing class

social media post paralyzes

Daniel Larson-Fine

DOB: 1992/1993

DOD: March 24, 2017

Age: 25

Korean

Died by suicide

Place of death: Bloomington, Minnesota

suicide hotline gone cold

we missed your five-finger warning

a thousand friends could not save you

from recording your funeral dirge

our regret surrounds your lonely soul

Jane Trybulski

DOB: May 16, 2002

DOD: April 30, 2017

Age: 14

Korean

Died by suicide

Place of death: Penfield, New York

age does not protect us

death does not discriminate

countless lives abbreviated

mountains of names

enough to fill the King James Bible

Gabe Proctor

DOB: April 29, 1990

DOD: May 20, 2017

Age: 27

Adoption date: 2000

All American track athlete

Ethiopian

Died by suicide

Place of death: Lyndonville, Vermont

So Sorry floods obituary comments

digital condolences can’t resuscitate

we pray peace and comfort

welcome you

our brothers and sisters

who left before you

will catch you on the other side

Phillip Clay

DOB: December 30, 1974

DOD: May 21, 2017

Age: 42

Adoption date: 1983

Adoption agency: Holt

Korean

Did not receive US citizenship

Died by suicide

Date of deportation to Korea: 2012

Place of death: Seoul, South Korea

Place of burial: Pennsylvania

strangers mourn your tragic death

Korean Consulate surrounded by grief

candle lit dusk hides tears

we expect death

for every life taken by suicide

how many more considered

this journey

from this life we cannot escape?

faces never match names

tongues won’t count to five

in mother tongues

Did you choose death?

or did it choose you?

if we’re four times more likely

to die by suicide

then is suicide

a natural cause of death?

when we’re four times more likely

to die by suicide?