“Divine” Babies and “Dirty” Bath Water
Many millions throughout the ages have venerated the name of Jesus, but few have understood him and fewer still have tried to put into practise what he wanted to see done. His words have been twisted and turned to mean everything, anything, and nothing. His name has been used and abused to justify crimes, to frighten children, and to inspire men and women to heroic foolishness. Jesus has been more frequently honoured and worshipped for what he did not mean than for what he did mean. The supreme irony is that some of the things he opposed most strongly in the world of his time were resurrected, preached, and spread more widely throughout the world—in his name.
—Albert Nolan 21
Remarkably, the above words were composed by a Roman Catholic monk of the Order of Preachers founded in 1216 by St. Dominic. The Dominicans were to become the monastic order most closely associated with the infamous inquisitions of the medieval period. Yet here we see a Dominican priest expressing exactly what I’ve heard countless Pagans say: that the Church is often, by its beliefs and actions, in almost diametric opposition to the beliefs and actions of the one it claims to follow—Jesus of Nazareth.
This is a Jesus who, if he were here today, one could easily imagine getting in trouble for hanging out in the wrong joints and mixing with the wrong people. He might be seen turning up at a Druid Gorsedd or a New Age Festival, enjoying a pint of real ale, a spiritual discussion, and a chance to chat and make friends. I don’t mean to suggest that he was a Pagan. Clearly he was not. He was a committed (if troublesome) first-century Jew, but one who had a dangerous habit of befriending those on the very edges of society, those who were often scorned and looked down upon by the religious and political elite.
However, suppose the religion Jesus was born into and challenged so powerfully was not first-century Palestinian Judaism but twenty-first-century Western Christianity, and suppose he practised the same ideology of inclusion now as then. If this were the case, could we not imagine him weeping the same tears of desolation over that institution’s failure to truly share compassion? Could we not see him befriending those who’d been expelled from it or feared by it, and so threatening it that if it did not destroy him literally, it would most certainly try to do so in other ways?
It’s been fifteen years since I began my flirtation with the Pagan world, ten since I underwent a Native American–style vision quest in the New Mexican desert, and three since I became a member of a worldwide Druidic order. I was an Anglican vicar (parish minister) throughout most of it, but one whose spiritual life was on a slippery slope to disenchantment. I am still a priest but have come to the point where institutional Christianity makes very little sense. The hierarchical structures, heavy dogmatism, obsession with (perceived) sexual morality, and general sense of exclusivity have become stumbling blocks on my spiritual path. Doctrines such as original sin, blood atonement, and Christ as the one true way leave me cold, whereas walking with Druids and other Neopagans has injected a dose of pure magic into my life. I have glimpsed the world through a different set of eyes, and my whole perspective has been transformed.
For the last three years I’ve spoken at various Pagan gatherings, led workshops and quiet days, and had the privilege of befriending hundreds of Druids, Wiccans, and Heathens. I have never covered up the fact that I am an ordained Christian priest and, rather than being shunned or misunderstood, this has opened up deep and profound conversations. I am amazed by the amount of Pagans I meet who have a genuine respect, even love, for Jesus.
Of course, the vast majority of modern Western-world Pagans grew up within a Christian environment, and a large chunk of them were once churchgoers. I recently had the privilege of addressing a huge assembly of the Order of Bards, Ovates, and Druids at their gathering of the winter solstice at Glastonbury, England. The audience was a mixed crowd of more than two hundred Druids from various backgrounds and, because the atmosphere felt warm and hospitable, I decided to begin my session with a question; “How many of you originally came from a Christian tradition?” To my surprise well over two-thirds of the available hands shot up, and, after further enquiry with regard to specific denominations, it became clear that the majority of these ex-Christian Pagans had a Roman Catholic background. I found this fascinating and since then have had countless discussions with Pagans about Christianity and why so many of them rejected it. There are many reasons, but Jesus himself is not usually one of them. Rather it is the institutional Church that causes so much grief and disappointment. Interestingly, many told me that had the Church better reflected what they perceived to be the true spirit of Jesus, they may not have become so unhappy and disillusioned. Clearly these Pagans have a very different picture of Jesus than the one the Church usually presents.
During my discussions with ex-Christian Pagans I have discovered a number of new insights about Jesus. For some he is a wise man or teacher; for others a wizard or shaman; for still others an avatar or demigod but akin to the many mythic dying-rising deities of history. And there are those who simply do not know what to make of him anymore. They still feel an urge to have some kind of relationship with him, but do not know how to, or even whether they should.
While browsing on a Druid Internet forum recently, I came across a Pagan woman who moves back and forth in her opinion about Jesus. She’s tried combining Christianity with Paganism but felt it did not work, yet still aches with feeling for this “god-man” she once gave her life to. She is a polytheistic Pagan who has been liberated from a very destructive form of Christianity and she cannot shake her connection to Jesus. She’s tried to ignore him, but he always finds a way of creeping back into her psyche. In a recent email, she expressed how deeply she longs to find a way of remaining fully Pagan yet also have a place for the Jesus of her Christian past, outside of the “Churchianity” that so smothers him. It is for people like her that I offer this book. But it’s not just for people like her. I also offer it to those who may be interested to know more of this now-metaphorically skyclad Jesus, who stands before us with all the clothes of Christendom stripped away.
The book you hold is unique. It has never been done before. It is a book full of various pictures and insights about Jesus, written mainly by those who were once seen as his arch-enemies and many of whose spiritual ancestors were hanged or burned in his name. The Wiccans, Druids, and Heathens who’ve contributed to it will open eyes to a vision of Jesus few have ever seen before; one that is free from the unhelpful and often toxic baggage of religiosity; one that makes sense to the Pagan imagination.
By tapping into my own personal experiences and by conducting interviews with some of the most recognised names in the Neopagan world, I have uncovered a Jesus who can be a friend to all people without anyone having to join his “club.” Therefore Pagans reading these words have no need to suspect an attempt at recapturing them for the Church. I have no desire to proselytize. There are no hidden agendas or ulterior motives. Rather, this is a book to enable fully Pagan folk to remain fully Pagan yet reclaim a long-lost friend, or perhaps make friends for the first time. Just as other great figures of the past like Confucius, Buddha, Socrates, and Lao Tzu, and modern gurus like Gandhi and the Dalai Lama have soul lessons for us all, so does this wisdom teacher of Galilee. And, like all those other gurus, his lessons do not require conversion in order to be embraced or learned from. Indeed to some his lessons, once understood, are more able to be authentically lived out within the modern Pagan world than Christendom.
Nevertheless I, personally, do not wish to formally renounce my own Christian ministerial orders. My ordination was quite beyond the realm of mere religious protocol. I was ordained in 1996 because I responded to a call; a call to recognise the divine light (known by Christians as “the Christ”) in all, to serve that source, and to be a priest of the mysteries. I am still following that calling, but it is now leading me out from under the safety of the established ecclesiastical umbrella into the scary and unorganised open sky of raw Paganism (as well as Eastern mysticism, but that’s another book!).
I do not feel the need to reject my past. I know many from that circle will consider my recent travels to be evidence of severe apostasy, and some may even demand my expulsion. And I am more than aware that a number of my new associates may also feel that an official break must be made if I am to be truly embraced by Paganism. Too bad—that won’t happen. In fact, I find all such labels to be far too limiting. I simply see myself as a man who served the church as a liberal/progressive priest for ten years and who now travels in other places too. I am a priest at the edge, on the border between two worlds. I am, as my Druid friends call me, a hedgepriest!
The fact is I still love the founder of what became known as Christianity. I still love his stories, his metaphors, and his entrancing character. However I also feel liberated and (strangely) more able to truly get “under his human skin” now that I have had some space from the world of establishment Christianity. And what’s more, my recent encounters have given me a whole new perspective into how he might be better understood. I have come to believe that, for my own pilgrimage, I can remain truer to the original intentions of this Galilean sage’s teachings if I live within the space between these spiritual traditions, rather than within a purely Christian one.
This book is thus written for two different groups of people:
1. Pagans who still have some affection for the wandering teacher of Galilee, but who have left his Church for good (or were never part of it in the first place). Among this number arethose who were told that it is incompatible to save a place forChrist on their Pagan altars, and who often ache to reconnectwith him without having to reconnect to his church. I havemet many such souls. Indeed my research for this book has putme in touch with ex–Roman Catholic nuns and missionarieswho, while now following Druidry and Wicca, miss the longhours of devotion spent in front of their ornate churchtabernacles and statues of the Sacred Heart. I wept whilelistening to a gay Alexandrian High Priest’s tear-filled wordsas he told me of his deep love for the Jesus he misses so much.His story is made more painful by the fact that Jesus waswrenched out of his hands by a cruel and oppressivehomophobic Church who told him he could not have it bothways. He described this forced parting as being like an involuntary divorce. If I can enable such people to reconnect with their long-lost friend and yet give up nothingof their liberating and refreshing Paganism, then I will indeedfeel this work was worth all the blood, sweat, and tears.
2. Christians who are tired of the way the Church portrays its central figure and are open to new insights from a world far from their own. In fact, a large part of the source material used for the first section of this book comes from a world very close to their own, yet a world that remains largely invisible to most churchgoers—because it is too threatening.
I refer to the theological perspective known as Progressive Christianity. Progressive and liberal Christian groups are the main reason why I do not feel it necessary to remove my remaining foot from the Church world. These Christians take very seriously the work of modern biblical critical scholars and, in particular, the so-called quest for the historical Jesus—an attempt to uncover the historical man from the gospel traditions by removing apparent later theological interpretations. Pastors and preachers among them, unlike the majority of the ordained clergy, do not try to protect their congregations from what can be shell-shocking revelations but, rather, wake them up to the remarkable insights and discoveries of this work. It has been liberating and refreshing to get to know some of these brave men and women.
Of course every priest or minister who has attended a serious course of biblical and theological training will have been exposed to this scholarship, but the vast majority of those who end up in pulpits feel unable to pass it on and often end up forgetting the potentially liberating material in the process. They feel it is far safer to resort to the myth-made-facts of yesteryear instead. This is why the minority of public Christian leaders who do feel their congregations are mature enough for the truth are sadly labelled dangerous or heretical and to be avoided at all costs. I recently had the privilege of listening to Bishop John Shelby Spong who came to lecture at a church in my neighbourhood. The local press referred to him as “highly controversial” because he doubts the historicity of the virginal conception of Jesus. But as he said when he spoke, “There is not a credible biblical scholar on earth who believes it.” It’s not radical to doubt the virgin birth. It’s old hat—very old hat.
I will be using many of the insights of the quest for the historical Jesus within the first part of this book because I have been astonished by how close the Jesus of my Pagan friends’ imaginations corresponds to the picture emerging from this scholarly quest. I therefore hope to present a new Jesus for Pagans who would love to reconnect without ceasing to be Pagan, and for Christians who are tired of their own hierarchies protecting them. In that sense it may build certain bridges—bridges of tolerance and respect between those who have been enemies for too long!
On that note there are also those who call themselves Christo-Pagans, folk who have already managed to somehow bridge the two worlds. An excellent book on this phenomenon is River and Joyce Higginbotham’s ChristoPaganism: An Inclusive Path. However, like Paganism as a whole, it is impossible to adequately describe the practises and beliefs of Christo-Pagans because they are so varied. Some see themselves primarily as Pagan yet also view Christ as their patron deity, and others are primarily Christian yet employ certain Pagan practises or customs. I have encountered a number of Christian-Druids who have quite traditional beliefs about God, Jesus, and the Bible. Some have even struggled with my own progressive understanding of the Bible as myth. For this reason I felt it better to limit my interviews primarily to those who see themselves as wholly Pagan (of whatever form), not Christo-Pagan.
This book follows a three-fold pattern:
Part One begins by looking at Jesus as a human being and all the implications thereof. For this it relies largely on the work of modern biblical historians because (though nothing can be taken as one hundred percent accurate) their work is the most trustworthy and accurate available; as opposed to the mountain of Jesus books that come from romantic, conspiracy-based, speculative, or “channelled” sources. My feeling is that we need to begin on as solid ground as possible. After that we will then begin to allow ourselves into the realm of metaphor and mythology as we move from the Jesus of history to the notion of Christ. Thus the final two chapters of Part One look at the major attributes of the Christ story drawing new meaning from them, which will surprise and delight Pagan (and hopefully Christian) readers.
During my research I had the privilege of having discussions with and interviewing many respected elders of the Neopagan world. I’ve been astonished by their generosity and willingness to share their own personal stories and theories about Jesus. Part Two is a collection of their breathtaking essays, demonstrating that this god of the Christian Church indeed speaks, blesses, and inspires many who could never be part of his official family.
Part Three presents the results of the interviews I conducted. Through their words and insights I have discovered that the simple message of the historical Jesus is (ironically) much harder to harmonize with the modern Church world than it is with the modern Pagan world. This is precisely the message that I hope to uncover within the first section of the book and then re-present as the “Divine Baby” who was rather recklessly (yet understandably) chucked out with the dirty bath waters of Christendom.
May the journey begin.