Two towering white pines marked the western boundary of the Hawkins land. A million years ago, last November, Jim had climbed one of those trees to the top, intent on jumping to the next. It had been his last such folly.
Looking at the pines now, picked out by the bleak moonlight, it was hard to believe he had even contemplated it. They stood more than the length of three grown men apart. He never would have made it. He would have died trying.
Luckily, Billy Bones had intervened.
Down to the right of the trees, hard up against the split-rail fence that formed the property line, there appeared a dark smudge of bush, a windbreak. Behind it stood Billy Bones’ ramshackle hut. Billy had saved Jim that snowy November day. Saved him from himself.
The door was not locked. There was no electricity but Jim would not have turned on the lights in any case. Even in the dark he could tell that no one had been here for a long time. A scurrying in the corner made him start, but it was not a human sound.
Jim stumbled to the woodstove and found a coffee can full of matches. He lit one. In the glow, he saw a plaster statue of a little black boy sitting on the table, fishing. He was almost white with dust.
There were lawn ornaments everywhere: deer and fawns, flamingos and a dwarf standing in the sink holding his belly and smiling.
Jim located newspapers and kindling. Fisher would not be able to see the smoke on such an overcast night.
The thought of any more running exhausted him. He lit another match, set it to the paper.
The firewood was right where he had left it. He had visited Billy Bones a few times, tended him when he got sick. And then one day, on his way here with a pot of soup, Jim saw an ambulance driving away. And that was that. The crazy old man had saved Jim’s life but he couldn’t return the favour.
He tried to remember Billy’s face but he couldn’t — only his eyes, lost and confused. There was just this poor house, a few sticks of furniture and a zoo of abandoned lawn ornaments. And there was this wood, waiting. Almost as if Jim had been expecting one day to come back.
He left the door open on the stove. The flames lit up the squalid room. Outside, the wind had picked up again. Rain in the branches of the windbreak splattered noisily onto the steel roof.
He dragged a foul-smelling blanket from Billy Bones’ bed, wrapped himself in it and ventured out into the night as far as the road. He had hoped to see Ruth Rose, but it was difficult to see anything except the faint lights at his own place. It was too far away to tell if the van was still there.
Why had she run out front like that? What was she going to do? Puncture Fisher’s tires? Smash in his windshield? Probably. Some dumb and dangerous act of vengeance. How could anyone so smart be so reckless?
Suddenly the rain picked up and he ran for shelter back to Billy Bones’.
He fed the fire and felt its warmth melting the shards of ice in his bones. Time passed and, despite his best efforts, he drifted off.
Suddenly there was a hand on his shoulder. He jumped and spun around. His feet became tangled in his blanket and he crashed to the floor. When he freed himself, Ruth Rose was standing there. Sopping wet, white as a ghost, but smiling.
“Mind if I sit down?” she said.
Jim got to his feet, feeling like a fool.
“Where were you?” he demanded. “What took you so long?”
“I hid in the barn.”
“Why didn’t you come here like I told you?”
She glared at him. “Stop yelling at me.”
He hadn’t meant to yell. It was just nerves. He turned his attention to the fire, fed it and stoked it. Then he dragged more blankets from Billy Bones’ bed to wrap her up. He pulled another chair over to the fire, shook the mouse droppings off it and sat down beside her.
That’s when he noticed her bare feet. They were scraped and filthy with mud; one of them was smeared with blood.
“I had to wait him out,” she said.
Jim went to the sink and worked the old pump. It strained and squealed but no water came. It had lost its prime. He found a rag that may once have been a dishcloth. He banged it against the counter a couple of times to shake the dust off it. Outside the door, he dipped it into a rusty bucket filled with rainwater. It would have to do.
He returned to the stove and kneeled at Ruth Rose’s feet, dabbing at the caked mud and blood. She leaned back in her chair and tried not to flinch. He worked away as gently as he could, the fire warming his back.
When he next looked up, Ruth Rose was gazing behind her.
“There’s a dwarf in the sink,” she said.
Jim nodded. “Happy.”
“I guess so,” said Ruth Rose. “Except for my foot.”
“No, I meant the dwarf,” said Jim. “It’s Happy. You know, from Snow White.”
Ruth Rose sniggered. “Well, this place could use Snow White,” she said. Then they both broke down in a giddy giggling fit, made worse by the attempt to stifle it. The laughter subsided in the dark and was replaced by a low groan from Ruth Rose.
Jim found her a plastic lamb to rest her foot on.
“I wonder how Poochie is,” she said.
Jim thought of the dog. It had squealed, all right, but it had run away under its own steam. It was probably off somewhere licking its wounds.
“He’ll be okay,” he said. “That dog’s tough.”
“Yeah. A killer.”
Jim thought again of the lightning speed, the viciousness, with which Fisher had lashed out at the animal.
“You could call him,” he said.
Ruth Rose dug the whistle from her pants pocket. Then she put it away again.
“Dog might lead him here,” she said.
Jim nodded. How could he have been so stupid? But then, it was hard to think like this, like a fugitive.
He got to his feet. He had done about as much as he could for Ruth Rose without iodine and clean bandages. He kicked at the floor.
“I hate this,” he said. “I hate him.”
“At last,” said Ruth Rose.
They were quiet again. Ruth Rose leaned forward so that her face glowed red in the firelight. Jim cleared his throat.
“Why did you go out front?” he said. “You were a sitting duck.”
She shrugged. “I thought maybe I could steal his car, leave him stranded. I know how to drive. Except he didn’t leave the keys.”
“Oh,” said Jim. It wasn’t what he had thought at all. He was all churned up inside.
“It was dangerous,” he said. “Stupid.”
“What is with you, anyway?”
Jim didn’t speak for a moment. Then he steadied himself so that his words came out clear and unwavering.
“My dad never hurt anyone. Never. Just so you know.”
He didn’t dare look at her, didn’t want to see the disdain in her eyes.
She didn’t reply. The moment lengthened.
The rain beat down deafeningly. Jim fed the fire and it grew so hot that he dropped the scratchy blanket from his shoulders. He tried to guess what time it was, thought about checking the road again but only got as far as the door. The rain was a solid curtain. He returned to his chair but he couldn’t sit. He couldn’t stand the tension.
“What was he saying about a letter?”
“How should I know,” said Ruth Rose, her voice full of mustard.
“He said you stole it.”
“Who do you want to believe, him or me?”
Jim could feel her eyes on him but he couldn’t meet her gaze.
“Okay, I’m sorry,” he snapped. He glanced at her. She turned away. But then she spoke anyway.
“What I think is that one of the letters got lost or something — intercepted, maybe. Maybe whoever is blackmailing him got pissed off when they didn’t hear back. So he figures it must have been me.”
“If it wasn’t you, who was it?”
Ruth Rose shook her head. “That’s what I want to know.”
Jim tried to think but he was growing more and more sleepy. He closed his eyes and there was Father Fisher standing on the other side of the kitchen door looking in at him.
Jim’s eyes snapped open again. He hadn’t even had the chance to tell her.
“I think he had been in a fight,” he said. He told Ruth Rose about the cut on Father’s cheek, the stain on his lapel, the scratches on the back of his neck, the missing cross.
“He never goes anywhere without that thing. It’s like his good luck charm or something,” she said excitedly. “They must be closing in. He must have escaped some kind of a trap. That’s why he was acting like a cornered rat. He’s close to breaking.”
Jim looked at her. Despite her pain, her exhaustion, she was gloating, her eyes brimming over with fury. It was scary.
“We were lucky,” he said.
“It isn’t luck,” she answered, her face contorting into nastiness. “Hate is a powerful weapon, Jim. Hate got me this far. I’m not gonna quit now.”
Jim poked at the fire with a stick. He didn’t like the look on her face, didn’t feel right. His brain hurt. He hurt all over. The stick he was using burst into flames. He shoved it into the fire.
He slumped in his chair, plumped up his blankets into a pillow.
“I’ll keep first watch,” he said. Ruth Rose didn’t answer. She had fallen asleep. “I’ll wake you,” he mumbled. But he never did. He was asleep himself before the next squall hit. The rain thundered down, the wind shook the house so that the windows rattled in their casements. The door flew open. Neither of them noticed.