It is a cold day – half past three I think,
the sun is setting in a wintry sky, and
I try to grasp a cigarette between
my shaking fingers – take from its
warmth in this foreign land.
We sit -
huddled together in a mud
filled ditch, the others and I -
watching the blood red of a dying orb
spread across this field of war – smell
the decaying limbs, as we suck on the
unfiltered end of a soothing stick.
Silence fills the air...
Silence that is, as guns cease to fire,
and men halt their screams.
I sigh -
think of the last time I saw your
face – my body slumped in your embrace,
my face hidden from the truth in your eyes.
I tremble -
as the smoke smarts my tired mind, and
the tar blackens my weary lungs.
Then -
my gaze follows the spiritual hand painting
the grey laden sky -
vermilion;
homage to the rotting dead- an elegy to the
souls of men -
sons’ like me,
accidents of war -
casualties of other men’s musings.
Like ghosts -
the moon creeps in, chasing away the glorious
effigy of its counterpart, dressing the ground
with lacy shadows – homage to the noble features
of they that lay rigid.
I inhale -
for all I am worth, the last sweet dregs of tobacco.
I douse -
slump my weary body
into the cloisters of darkness.