MY SINCERE APOLOGISTS

They knew him

like

So stunned by

your

And how dare

it

Because we never have

very

But if s/he

only

Troll, you

trawl

Shhh



I object to your secondness

your leaving

autumn slippage

yellowed paper

small

pressed

Sick of signage

turn left at Ayer’s Cliff

stick to the side road

trail any direction



All roads, side roads

all text, signage

All seasons, autumn

all memories, winter



Steven dreamed of you the very second

you died

(So the poem goes)

and you may have visited him

But I’m pretty sure you don’t believe

in poems



Home is where the arc is

home is where the arch is

Begin with digression

rerun of the archons

Alone in ink and whiskey

wasted well on paper

Obliterate this order

eliminate signatures, signifiers

Make it sense –

home is where the chart is



Domiciliation dance

constrained in little rooms

Tied up in theory

so cold on consignment

Dust gathers

librarians dust

He’s dead

Too much displacement

not enough condensation



You have texts

to be completed

Left them on a

jump drive for us

Archive key

Terrible symmetry

sorrowful telemetry



Start again with

signatory stature

Make nice with

old signposts

Make strange with

odd likenesses

Make new icons

drop old habits

Proceed without familial

consent

Rob,

Jay, Dave and I

stashed all the expensive

whiskey at your wake.

Not sorry,

Jonny




It’s over

The invalid townships

insist

The sickening tenured

posit

Let it rest

no more mythologies

Stash pain

in a volume of poetry

Where no one could possibly

find it



I miss everybody

Me too

Where are the other senses:

the sick twist of what you strain through metre

The feelings, notions, street corners, alcoves

jargonistics, sidewinders, string theories, me too

Flesh and no lungs appalling m’appelling

never no gerund me fixate when and recalling tome

Question for every sense and infinite use

despotism of the finite and drink it, slam it toward me

Yeah, Robert, I feel you, want you holding on

me too



Composed in 1946

compost in 4/4 time

Then

comprosed –

a new verb

wicked and defiant

Missing you

Send in the nouns







Transprairie
(A Post-Prairie Suite)




The open prairie conceals a chasm.

– Robert Kroetsch

in that person is a site

dreaming of floods and rivers woke gagging

– Jessica Grim