AT THE GRAVE OF ROBERT LOWELL

On this tenth day of the year, I play Stravinsky

and sip vodka from a paper cup, taking in the view.

Tendrils twining, leaves rippling, guts absorbing nutrients,

brains marked by experience—all of it is dust now.

He, she, all of them lie under sod, men and women

no longer rivals in love. Bodies grow old and fester.

History is like an Impressionist painting, a variegated

landscape of emotional colors. As night falls,

owls, bats, and hedgehogs come out to hunt.

I take joy in considering my generation. I rewrite

to be read, though I feel shame acknowledging it.

Scattered among imposing trees, the ancient

and the modern intersect, spreading germs of pain

and happiness. I curl up in my fleece and drink.