Contents

My body remembers

PART I: Wandering

Happy families are all alike

Byron

Aye, Dugald

Heroes

My teacher and her husband

Byron tsunami

Jump-cuts

My body knows

101 Grattan Street

Where the real pain begins

PART II: Disappearing

A different skin

Byron sunrise

Keeping the secret

A lifeline

Byron kindness

Ordinary men

Byron shark

Fear

Writer Mary-Rose

Angels

Bridges

Otis in the world

PART III: Returning

Homeless

The house of my addled mind

The sewer in Hope Street

Care

I let go

Byron cows

The decision I made

What happens to women

I’d rather be happy than normal

Target

Unresolved grief

Byron moon

PART IV: Arriving

Byron swim

Rosemary

Byron goodbye

April 2016

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Writer’s note