67

Bruce parked his car at a meter and walked down the street to Maury’s Bar. It was, as usual, crowded and dimly lit, the noise coming from an old-fashioned jukebox playing actual 45s.

Maury’s catered to veterans. Soldiers drank half-price drafts, not just during happy hour, but right up until closing. It particularly catered to wounded vets. Purple Hearts got dollar drafts, and usually someone else would buy them.

PFC Jasper White was drinking for free at the end of the bar. Jasper wasn’t from his unit; Bruce had met him in the VA hospital. Jasper had a scar down the side of his face as a result of an explosion that caught him when a wayward rocket hit a munitions dump. The resultant traumatic brain injury sent Jasper home.

Bruce slid in next to him. “Fire in the hole.”

Jasper looked up and smiled. “Hey, D-man. How’s it going?” Jasper and Bruce were both demolition experts. Jasper referred to them as D-men. “What you drinkin’?”

“What you buyin’?”

“Me?” Jasper said. “You’re the one with the fancy girlfriend.”

“All right, what am I buying?”

“She’s really your girlfriend?”

“She’s really my girlfriend.”

Bruce and Jasper had this conversation every time they got together. Jasper could never believe the blonde goddess up on the screen was actually with Bruce. After all, Jasper had never seen the two of them together. It seemed like a tall tale. Something one soldier brags about to another.

“How come you’re not in any of the pictures?”

“I’m not an actor.”

Jasper waved it away. “I don’t mean in the movies. I mean in the magazines. The newspapers. There was that spread in People magazine. I didn’t see you.”

“They want her to be a sex symbol, like Marilyn Monroe. They think a steady boyfriend ruins the image.”

“Oh, go on.”

“They had meetings about it. Would it be good for her image to be dating a vet?”

“Wouldn’t it?”

“Better to be single.”

“Even a wounded vet?”

“Wounded wouldn’t cut it. For her to acknowledge me, I’d have to be killed in action.”

“Get out of here.”

Bruce signaled the bartender and ordered two more drafts.

Jasper’s PTSD was far worse than Bruce’s.

“So, do you miss it?” Bruce said.

“Miss what?”

“You know.”

“Being shot at and treated like shit? Not really.”

“That’s the bad part.”

“What’s the good part?”

“You know what I mean. Blowing shit up.”

Jasper looked at him. “Do you miss it?”

“Not enough to go back. But I was good at it. I liked that I was good at it, and that people counted on me. But, basically, I just like doing it. I like the thrill of seeing it go off. Nothing like it.”

“Amen, brother.”

“Yeah.” Bruce shook his head wistfully. “I’d give anything for that rush.”

Jasper drained his beer. He set the mug down on the counter and looked at Bruce.

“Got a car?”