52. And So

And so I stay.

Like I’m going anywhere.

Some ghost of an adult beautiful fantasy Jocelyn is telling me to stay, so yeah, I’m going to stay.

I just hope she doesn’t tell me to fall asleep on the train tracks tomorrow, because chances are high that I might.

I stay and I endure.

Take a breath and hold it.

Keep holding it.

Keep.

Holding.

It.