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The fracture appears. You fall to your knees and wonder: is it situational, historical, chemical, ancestral, physiological, mental? It may be all of these. It may be none. Is it just who I am? Well, it isn’t you and it is you. It is an energy you are meeting. Maybe for the first time. Maybe for the thousandth time. But now in a new way. It has a message. It wants to tell you something important. The last thing you want to do is listen. You want out. Get me the hell out. And if you can’t get out, you want it gone, exiled, extracted from your essence. However, that’s the basic Physics 101 truth about energy. It cannot be destroyed. Yes, you are responsible for how you manage it. But you aren’t necessarily it. You are in relationship with it. You start to hear it, ask questions of it, even love it. This can be hard. This can also be easy. Then you ask it to reroute. Please and thank you. You are in a process of birthing some part of yourself. Your whole life is a series of births. We only learn and relearn this by living it.