October Queen

Well, I spend my tomcat nights in New Orleans

Always ’round this red moon time of year

Just let it go, and fall right off the deep end

’Cause you sure don’t look for soul salvation here

Bars and alleys are running wild with fat brass

And your three-piece bottled-up conventioneers

And your drag queens and your strip bars

And your hazy purple streetlights1

All steaming up the atmosphere

She always waits for me right down there in the lobby

A little shopworn but sure not the worst I’ve seen

And I nod across the way to Bon Temps Billy’s Black Water Lounge

And she nods back, ’cause we both know what that means

She follows me on in like we’re both strangers

’Cause I kind of can’t afford, y’all, to be seen

She’s got that far-off, smoky, leaves-are-falling look in her eyes

A true last-chance October Queen

And I know it’s gonna be one hell of an evening

Just like the year before, and the year before, and the year before

Still something about it, something about her

Something that always evades my memory

I don’t know what it is

There’s so little I recall, little I recall

So we small talk and drink our way through the motions

And then the lights dim for the big show up in my room

On a threadbare bed with feathers and scented lotions

Like some kind of carnival gin-soaked dream cartoon

Well I guess you can chalk up one more night up for the ages

And I wake up in a haze of sweat and cheap perfume

But she’s way long gone, way long gone at the cottonmouth sunrise

And I don’t know if it’s way too late or way too soon

Down the street, the hose wagon’s

Washing last night on down the storm drain

And I’m lying here and my head’s on fire and my body’s flat

Guess it’s gonna take a long hot shower or two to wash it away, wash it away

We just won’t talk about that

And I think about the life that I’ll go back to

And the congregation that pays my country club and rent

But at 1:55 Delta flight 648 gonna take off and fly

And I’ll have one more full year to repent

And I bet it was one hell of an evening

Just like the year before, and the year before, and the year before

Still there’s something about it, something about her

Something always evades my memory

I don’t know what it is

There’s so little I recall, little I recall

Something about, something about her

Something about, something about her

Something about, something about her

Something about, something about her

Words by Bob Weir and Andre Pesses

Music by Bob Weir and Ratdog

1 Hazy purple

Evokes the Jimi Hendrix song “Purple Haze.”

Notes:

Studio recording: Evening Moods (September 2000), Ratdog.

First performance by The Dead: June 24, 2003, at PNC Bank Arts Center in Holmdel, New Jersey.

Andre Pessis has written lyrics for Huey Lewis (“Walking on a Thin Line”), Bonnie Raitt (“Slow Ride”), Journey, Mr. Big (coauthoring with Eric Martin), and Waylon Jennings. Pessis was vocalist for the 1960s band Circus (formerly Flying Circus), joining in 1969 after leaving New York, where he lived till then. Circus frequently played double bills with Huey Lewis’s band Clover. Bob Weir met Pessis through Mark Karan, of Ratdog.