You’ll Never Love Me

Sometimes I admire the way the scrimmage between crows

for scraps of carrion thrown to the dumpster sounds.

It’s not something I often hear these days. There’s no shame in that.

Without shame, the ability to foster guilt, am I still considered human?

The drama of thoughts like these breed reasoning. The hue of sex.

I should know better than to sacrifice intelligence for pleasure.

Is that what makes art so desirable? What makes the flesh tasteful?

I should stop listening to animals lose their mind,

but my neighbors can’t stop fucking, so why pretend?

A man explodes inside me a few times a month.

He asks if I’ve ever seen that movie where a group of crows

dive-bomb a boy in the field. A murder, I say.

A group of crows is called a murder.