CHAPTER 1
The face slammed into the protective glass, blood spurting out as cartilage was demolished, bone shattered.
The crowd around her either roared and howled in approval or hissed and barked in disapproval, depending on which team they supported. But Blayne Thorpe could do neither. Instead, she only gaped at the behemoth hybrid continuing to force that poor, battered feline face into the glass by using nothing more than his hockey stick and overwhelming size.
She had heard he’d gotten bigger since she’d last seen him nearly ten years ago, but she thought they were talking about the man’s career. Not his size.
Career wise, the minor shifter league’s onetime left defenseman from nowhere Maine had gone on to become one of the greatest hockey players the pro shifter league had ever known. Bo “The Marauder” Novikov was one of the first—and at one time, one of the only—hybrids to ever play on a professional team in any league. Of course, his saving grace had been that he wasn’t one of the more feared—and, to be quite honest, more unstable—canine hybrids like Blayne, but a rare by-product of species crossbreeding. Specifically a polar bear–lion. Or, as Blayne always secretly thought of him, a mighty bear-cat. A much cuter name in Blayne’s estimation than polar bear–lion. But bears breeding with felines was such a rare thing—and damn near nonexistent more than twenty-five years ago—that they didn’t have any cute nicknames like coydogs for coyote-dogs or ligers and tigons for lion and tiger mixes.
Yet that didn’t mean Blayne saw Novikov as one of the top representatives of the hybrid nation. How could she? He represented everything she loathed in sports. Where was the sportsmanship? Where was the team spirit? Where was the loyalty?
Nowhere.
In ten years the Marauder had become one of the most hated and feared players in any shifter league in the States, Asia, and most of Europe. Although in Russia and Sweden, he was merely considered “tough—for an American.” Adored and loathed by fans in equal amounts, Novikov was equally detested by both his opponents and his own teammates. Bo Novikov had made a name for himself by being what Blayne could only describe as pure asshole on skates. If you were in his way, Novikov would either make you move or plow right through you. If you had his puck—and it was always his puck—he’d find a way to get it away from you, even if it meant permanent damage and learning to walk again for the opposition. From what Blayne had heard, he never had a friendly word for anyone, even the cubs and pups who worshipped at his feet.
None of this surprised Blayne. How could it? She’d met the man when he was a much shorter, nineteen-year-old minor league player. Tracey, a tigress that Blayne liked about as much as her best friend Gwen detested her, had seen Novikov playing and had begged Blayne to somehow get Gwen to invite her to one of her uncle’s practices. At the time, the O’Neill males ran the Philly Furors minor hockey team. Two of Gwen’s uncles were the managers and six of her cousins were either coaches or players. Although Blayne was invited anywhere that the O’Neills were, Tracey couldn’t risk just showing up whenever she felt like it. Not unless she wanted to get her ass kicked by Gwen and her female cousins. It took some pleading, begging, and whining on Blayne’s part, but eventually Gwen agreed that Tracey could come to one of the practices.
The idea had been that Tracey, wearing their Catholic school uniform—appropriately adjusted for after-school boy hunts—would show up and transfix the hybrid with her tigress beauty. It seemed like a solid plan as far as Blayne was concerned. And Tracey, not being real shy about that sort of thing, had made her move during one of the team’s breaks. Blayne had barely noticed, too busy sitting in the stands and wolfing down a cheesesteak from the bear-owned restaurant across the street. She was halfway done with her sandwich when she felt like she was being watched. She had been, too. She’d looked up to find piercing blue eyes staring at her through the protective glass between the stands and the rink.
He didn’t say anything, either. He just . . . stared. And he kept staring while glaring. He glared at her like she’d stolen his wallet or cut him with a razor. The bite of cheesesteak in her mouth went down her throat hard, and she tried to figure out if she could make it to the exit before he reached her. He looked like he wanted to eat her alive, and coming from a predator that was not a good thing. Especially a predator who, it was rumored, had descended from Genghis Khan on his mother’s side and the Cossacks on his father’s.
Putting down the remainder of her sandwich, Blayne had slowly stood. As she did, those blue eyes studied her every move. He watched her pick up her backpack and, in her saddle shoes, slowly make her way down the aisle. He’d skated along with her, oblivious to the fact that the O’Neills had noticed his interest. Blayne had reached the end of the bleachers and took the steps down to the massive hallway that the players entered through. Slowly, not wanting to startle him, she’d eased the straps of her bag over her shoulders. With the bag on, she’d looked over her shoulder one more time, expecting to see Bo Novikov still on the ice. He wasn’t. He was right behind her. Blue eyes fierce as they glowered down at her.
And Blayne, as always, handled it with her usual skill and subtlety. She’d screamed like someone was stabbing her to death and took off running. Gwen called her name and ran after her, but Blayne didn’t stop until she’d run out of the building, across the street, and all the way home. She’d burst into her father’s house, slamming the door behind her, locking it, pushing her father’s favorite chair in front of it and then the side table. She was working on getting the piano over there, when her father had walked in from the backyard. “What are you doing?” he’d asked, and Blayne had been forced to calm down because there was little her father “tolerated” from his daughter. And her “irrational bullshit” was at the top of his “No Tolerance” list.
After taking a breath Blayne had replied, “Nothin’. Why?”
Her father didn’t seem to believe her much, but he let it go. Tracey, however, did not let it go. She blamed Blayne for blowing the tigress’s chance at being the future—and very wealthy—mate of a hockey star. Tracey never spoke to her again, which Gwen was very happy about, while Novikov lasted another month with the minor league team before landing his first major league deal. She hadn’t seen him since that day and didn’t bother to go to many hockey games, so she hadn’t seen him play. But she’d heard about him. It was impossible to be around sports lovers and not hear about Novikov.
To quote her father, who loved sports so much he even watched the full-humans on TV, “That boy would take down his grandmother if she had his puck.” And as usual, her father was right. If she had any doubts about the accuracy of his statement, all she had to do was continue to sit in this stadium with five thousand other shifters and watch that vicious barbarian batter the much smaller leopard into the ice. And why was he doing that? Because the smaller leopard had taken his puck.
The opposing team, the Charleston Butchers, tried to stop Novikov, but he tossed them off his back like they were puppies. The buzzer sounded and Novikov immediately stopped what he was doing, which somehow made Novikov seem even more coldblooded.
The New York Carnivores newest center and enforcer stood. He was no longer the six-one, two-hundred-fifty-pound serial killer looking sub-adult she’d met all those years ago. Nope. He was now a seven-one, three-hundred-seventy-eight-pound serial killer looking adult.
Thankfully, though, she couldn’t see his face or those frightening eyes because of all the blood he’d splattered over the protective glass between Blayne’s and Gwen’s primo seats and the rink. But Novikov didn’t move away. She could see he was just standing there, facing in her direction.
He can’t remember me, she thought desperately. There’s no way he can remember me. She kept chanting that in her head while a gloved hand reached up and wiped at the glass. The blood smeared, but it was clear enough for Novikov to look through it and directly at her.
He was chewing gum. So was she. Cold blue eyes that had not changed to gold like most lion and lion hybrids gazed coldly at her. Blayne gazed back. She wouldn’t run this time. She’d done her research and had a better grasp of serial killers. Not that she had proof Novikov was one, but a girl could never be too careful. And what she’d learned was to not show fear. Serial killers preyed on those they considered weak. She may not be all wolf but she had enough of her father in her to give her a backbone. So . . . so there!
If someone asked Blayne later if she had any idea how long they were staring at each other, she knew she’d have to honestly say she had no clue. It felt like hours, but basic logic told her it was more like thirty seconds or so. Long enough for one of Novikov’s teammates to push his shoulder to get him to move off the ice. Probably not a good idea. Novikov caught the pushy wolf’s right arm and launched him the entire length of the rink and right into the other team’s unprotected goal. He didn’t score anything by doing that, but the crowd loved it.
Her mouth open, Blayne gaped at him. That was his own teammate. Not the opposition. Where’s the loyalty? she wanted to know.
She wouldn’t know there was any fan love, though, from the way Novikov looked back at her, ignoring all his cheering, screaming fans. That impossibly angry—okay, fine! And gorgeous! —face glaring at her through all that blood.
The man may have been a sub-adult bear-cat when she’d first met him all those years ago, but he was a full adult predator now. Not only had he hit his bear shifter growth spurt, but his gold-brown lion’s mane had grown in under the white hair that poured from the crown of his head, the two hair colors mixing into a silky mass that tumbled to just above his wide shoulders, giving him a kind of “rock-and-roll meets punk” look that worked for him. And although his eyes may be blue, the shape of his eyelids combined with sharp cheekbones, full bottom lip, and blunt-ended nose that faintly resembled a cat muzzle revealed his Mongolian descent.
Blayne would never say it out loud, but there had to be a cool factor to saying that his birth-Pride had descended directly from a lion shifter bloodline dating from the time of Genghis Khan. Novikov’s ancestors ran before Khan’s armies, destroying—and eating—whatever was in their way, helping the barbarian leader expand his territories until the cats grew bored and wandered off. Of course, Novikov’s family on his father’s side wasn’t exactly filled with peace lovers, either. Nope. The Novikovs were descended from mighty Siberian Cossack polars dating back to the early 1600s, and they still ran some tough towns near the Arctic Circle.
Finally, after their endless staring, Novikov glided back from her, gave her one last hard look, and skated back to his team.
Once gone, Blayne crumpled into her seat.
“You’re panting, hon.”
“I am not panting,” she told Gwen. “I’m trying to not breathe in fear. I thought he was going to rip my face off.”
Gwen held out a bag of popcorn. “I don’t know why you find him so scary.”
Now Blayne gawked at her best friend. “Gee, I don’t know. Maybe it’s because it looks like he wants to cut my throat and watch the life slowly drain from my body so he can fuck my corpse without all that screaming-and-putting-up-a-fight distraction!”
Blayne cringed and, ignoring Gwen’s shoulders shaking as she silently but hysterically laughed, turned and smiled at the family of six behind her. The youngest about five. “Sorry,” she croaked out. “Sorry about that.”
The father, a jackal, gave her a disapproving bark.
Blayne turned back around. Once again, she’d have to keep reminding herself that only the derby league had a twenty-one and older rule for their bouts. All the other sports, no matter the level of bloodletting, were family friendly. Because your five-year-old pup should always know how to eviscerate a cheetah that had the misfortune of holding your ball or taking your puck.
“Popcorn?” Gwen asked.
Not looking at her friend, Blayne dug into the bag and took a handful. “I hate you,” she reminded Gwen.
“I know, sweetie. I know.”
Bo sat down on the bench, the second string hitting the ice. He tugged off a glove and reached under his helmet to scratch his sweat-soaked hair. After he finished, he pulled his glove back on and studied the ongoing game.
She was here. In this stadium. Sitting in ridiculously expensive seats with that same girl she’d been friends with in high school. She hadn’t changed much since the first time he’d seen her—running away from him. Screaming. Her reaction had been a bit of a blow to his extremely sensitive ego, but he didn’t let it get to him because he’d been too busy studying those powerful legs under that Catholic school girl uniform as they’d bolted off. Purr.
Yet even now she looked at him the same way, didn’t she? Like she’d stumbled between a grizzly sow and her cubs. Funny, most females didn’t look at him like that. Then again most predator females were direct and rarely scared off from what they wanted. He always knew that some of them had more interest in his money or the hope they could breed the next big hockey star. Some hoped he was as charming and witty as the rumor mill—shifter sports didn’t have any media covering their every move—had made him out to be over the years. Uh . . . he wasn’t. Charming and witty that is. He was definitely direct, curt, and as one ex-girlfriend told him, “I used to think you were shy, which is cute. But you’re not shy. You’re just an introvert who doesn’t really like other human beings!” And his answer hadn’t made her any less unhappy. “Yeah, but I told you that up front.” He had, too. Bo was all about being direct. He liked direct. Direct cut to the heart of the matter in seconds rather than hours of asking, “Are you all right?” Only to get back the answer, “I’m fine.” More than one female had left his ass because he’d taken their “I’m fine” exactly for what it was, only to find out later that it was code for, “I’m unhappy and it’s all your fault but you should know that without me telling you!”
So, after several years of that constant bullshit, he’d been on his own. He liked it that way and had had every intention of keeping that his status quo until the day he died. Then he’d done that thing he did every couple of years when he got an itch that could only be scratched in one way. He’d called his agent, Bernie Lawman, of the Lawman Clan—say what you will about hyenas eating their young, they made phenomenal agents—and said what he always said to the man during these calls over the years, “I’m bored.” In less than three days, Bernie came back to Bo with offers from nearly every major hockey team in the American league, Russian league, and Asian league. The only team that pointedly refused to make an offer was the Alaskan Bears and that was because they didn’t have to offer anyone anything. The entire team was made up of bears with two foxes as their centers. Just surviving a game against them was considered a win. But for Bo that was a little too easy. An entire team of bears was not exactly a challenge unless he was playing against them. And Bo needed challenges because when he got bored, he moved on.
Every offer involved a several-million-dollar signing bonus and perks that full-human sports stars could only dream of. His own seal farm was still his favorite, and he’d debated long and hard on that one. The deals were all fabulous, and he’d narrowed it down to the Hawaiian team—complete with his own untouched territory in the Antarctic during his off season, so he wouldn’t have to sit around melting in the Hawaiian weather—and the Utah team—seal farm! While he debated, his agent had called.
“Didn’t you say you wanted to go to New York to stop at that used bookstore?”
“Yeah. Figured I’d go next week sometime. Why?”
“Wanna go for free?”
Sure. Why not? Plus Bernie got to go and see his New York family on someone else’s dime. That someone else turning out to be Ulrich Van Holtz. Round-trip flights on a private jet—although nothing beat the entertainment value of watching the horror of a full-human flight staff when they saw Bo heading their way with a suitcase—and one dinner meeting with Van Holtz at one of his family-owned and -managed restaurants.
Bo had played against the Carnivores before. They were . . . okay. They definitely weren’t the worst, but they weren’t exactly taking anyone by storm. Van Holtz, who had a financial stake in the team, was also the goalie. And the offer was, again, okay, but when Van Holtz excused himself to check on the meal, Bernie had crossed his eyes and ordered more bread from a passing waitress. The fact he wasn’t even discussing what they’d already heard with Bo meant Bernie wasn’t taking the offer even a little seriously. To be honest, neither was Bo. But the surf and turf—moose and walrus blubber in a delightful peppercorn sauce—was killer and Ulrich Van Holtz more interesting than Bo would have thought.
As the dinner wound down, Bo excused himself for the bathroom and cut through the restaurant. The place was big and extremely busy. When he found a waiting line at one bathroom, he went off in search of another. He found it, used it, and was heading back up the stairs when he heard someone singing . . . badly.
Curious—he was half bear after all—Bo peeked around a corner. That’s when he saw her and recognized her as the wolfdog who’d run away. She was sitting at a table covered with papers, notepads, and a laptop. She wore little white earplugs attached to a cheap MP3 player, and she was still singing. Still badly. He remembered her hitting a note that made his eyes water a little, but he liked how she sang with such abandon. Such honest enjoyment. He found himself attracted to the same thing he’d been attracted to all those years ago—besides those ridiculously long legs. Her energy. There was just something about it that pulled him in. He couldn’t explain it and didn’t feel the need to. Instead, he’d gone back to the dining room, sat down at the table, and said to Van Holtz, “We have a deal.” It was, other than the obligatory “Hello. Nice to meet you,” all that Bo had said for the entire meal. Of course Bernie’s wails of despair were a little disturbing, but Bo knew the hyena would get over it.
Besides, he’d only signed with the Carnivores for a year. A year to find “Legs”—his nickname for her since none of the Philly Furors would tell him what the wolfdog’s real name was or where to find her—and then . . . well, he really didn’t know. Sex, of course, was a definite “must have.” Again it was those legs. He had to see what those legs looked like on his shoulders. Whether anything else happened from there, he didn’t know. But life was always full of surprises. It was a surprise just seeing her in the VIP seats, looking decidedly un-VIP-like in stained cargo pants, work boots, and an abused sweatshirt that said B&G PLUMBING.
Bo scratched the back of his neck again, not bothering to take his glove off this time. His mane was irritating him. He’d stopped trying to cut more of it off because it kept growing back in less than twenty-four hours. Yet it was so thick and heavy that it made him want to shave his head. He had no idea how lion males lived like this.
Readjusting his helmet, Bo finally realized he had the attention of the team’s goalie and captain, Van Holtz.
“What?” Bo asked, when the wolf kept staring at him.
“Do you know Blayne?”
“Who?”
“The female you were just staring at?”
Oh. Her name was Blayne. That was a nice name. It fit her. “I know lots of people,” Bo told the nosey prick.
“That did not answer my question.” Van Holtz sure did like those complete, grammatically correct sentences. It was like talking to Bo’s tenth-grade English teacher Miss Marsh.
“That’s true. It didn’t answer your question.”
A shoulder slam from his right side had Bo sparing a glance at the grizzly next to him. Van Holtz’s best buddy Lachlan MacRyrie wasn’t a half-bad defenseman and usually kept out of Bo’s way. He appreciated that in a player. But MacRyrie was big on protecting the runt, even if it meant going up against Bo.
“Answer the man,” the grizzly told him.
“I don’t feel like it.”
The two males stared at each other, MacRyrie trying his grizzly intimidation move on Bo. It probably worked on most bears, but the grizzly forgot the mane. The Mongolian Lion’s mane pretty much ensured that no matter how logical it may be for Bo Novikov to walk away from any fight he wasn’t positive he could win, like most rational predators, Bo wouldn’t walk away. Not now, not ever.
So when the two “dropped gloves”—hockey code for fistfight—and hit the ice in the middle of the game, fists flying and claws imbedding into important facial tissue . . . Bo, as always, blamed the mane.
Blayne cringed, wondering what had happened that had Lock MacRyrie—the nicest of all bears—to get into a fistfight with his own teammate.
“Lock’s fighting,” Blayne told Gwen.
“Yeah, yeah,” Gwen said, waving off the fight that had the entire Carnivore team off the bench trying to stop it. “Whatever. Let’s get back to this. Why do you think he’s here?”
“I don’t know.” Blayne pointed at the ice. “Lock might get hurt, ya know.”
“He can take care of himself. He could be back because of you, sweetie.”
“What are you? High?”
“Did you see the way he looked at you?”
“I did. I’ll have nightmares about that look until I’m old and gray . . . if he lets me live that long or decides to add me to the body count under his basement floor.”
“There’s no evidence he’s ever critically injured anyone—outside the rink.”
“I find so little comfort from that.”
“I think you should go for it,” Gwen pushed.
“And I think you should own up to the fact that you still hate Tracey. And the only reason you’re pushing that psychopath over to me is because of her.”
“What’s the big deal if you go out with him just to spite her? You know, if it makes me happy.”
Blayne’s eyes crossed. The cats, they really never forgot a grudge, did they? “Surprisingly, Gwendolyn, I have more important things to do with my time, like put bamboo shoots under my nails or drill holes in all my teeth. And how can you ignore this?”
Snarling a little, Gwen faced forward and briefly watched the melee in front of her. “Yeah, yeah. Fascinating.” She turned in her seat again and demanded, “But seriously, you should totally go out with him.”