Mabel was ready to scrap our plan to share rides then and there, but I begged her to let me pick up both boys today as we’d planned, and I would make sure P.J. acted decently toward Jermaine. “We don’t want to let P.J. think his rude behavior got him what he wanted, do we? Not riding with Jermaine, I mean.”
She pursed her lips for a moment or two, and then reluctantly agreed. Maybe because she’d backed off from last week’s conversation, I suddenly got up and gave my boss a hug. “I’m with you one hundred percent on this, Mabel,” I whispered in her ear, “even though it hurts that it’s my son who’s acting like a jerk.” This time Mabel was the one who reached for the tissue box.
I headed for the door, but almost belched a hysterical laugh when I heard Mabel say, “Oh, one more thing, Gabby . . . didn’t you say you had something you wanted to talk about when you first came in?”
I started to wave her off, thinking I’d had enough of talking with Mabel for one session. Then decided I should act like an adult. I turned and sat down again. “Well, this might sound crazy, but . . .”
She listened while I ran through Jodi’s and my new idea for the House of Hope. Two of our best volunteers—Josh and Edesa Baxter—desperately needed a larger apartment. The House of Hope could use a property manager on site, and we already knew Josh was pretty handy around the shelter. “I could reduce their rent or something in exchange for helping me keep up the property.”
A slow grin lit up Mabel’s face. “What a wonderful idea, Gabby! Why not? It’s up to the property owner, not the city, to say how many apartments are available for second-stage housing. I put down five on the application to the Housing Trust Fund, but changing it to four is no problem. And”—her smile got bigger— “isn’t that just like God to make a way out of no way for His children? How long have Josh and Edesa been looking for a bigger apartment? Could be they haven’t found anything because God had something better in mind than just finding an apartment! And to tell you the truth, it makes your crazy House of Hope idea a lot more viable to have more staff on site.”
I was so excited by her response I wanted to call Josh and Edesa on the spot with the proposal. And then I remembered. “There’s, uh, just one hitch. Precious and Tanya. I’ve told both of them they’re at the top of the list to get an apartment when we sign the final papers with the city. But there are only two apartments available.”
Mabel leaned forward, all professional again. “Gabby. There’s no way Tanya and Sammy need a three-bedroom apartment. Or even Precious and Sabrina! It’s perfectly legit to offer them a shared apartment. A lot of second-stage housing units are shared. There’s one in the city for single women, and each apartment is shared by three women. It’s still an apartment with all the amenities of home—living room, dining room, kitchen . . . and closets!” She smiled. “Believe me, sometimes I think that’s what shelter women miss most. Having their own closet.”
I wanted to believe her. “But if Precious and Tanya are expecting their own place . . .”
“Make it temporary if you want to. When another apartment comes available, you can shuffle things around if that seems right.” She leaned forward again. “Gabby, the important thing is to make sure you’re listening to God and asking the Holy Spirit to guide you in these decisions. Are you prayed up about this? Even the best idea can fall flat if God’s not in it. The Bible says, ‘Unless the Lord builds the house—’”
“‘—its builders labor in vain,’” I finished. “I know, I know. Haven’t really prayed about this—it just came up yesterday when the Baxters were helping me clean up one of the empty apartments.”
“Well then. Now’s as good a time as any.” Mabel reached across her desk and took both my hands in hers. “Lord,” she said, squeezing her eyes shut, “I’ve got Gabby Fairbanks by the hand and we’re coming to You with another one of her crazy, wonderful ideas . . .”
I spent most of the morning working with Carolyn getting the schoolroom ready to start the afterschool program that afternoon. She’d been haunting garage sales all weekend and showed up with two boxes of kid books to use as readers. I sorted through them, taping the ones with loose covers or torn pages. “Oh, wow, these take me back.” I laughed, holding up a handful of thin paperbacks about the Berenstain Bears. “And all these Scholastic Junior Classics! Robin Hood . . . Wind in the Willows . . . Alice in Wonderland . . .” I set aside a couple that needed mending. “This is great, Carolyn.”
“Yeah, couldn’t believe I found them at a garage sale. Too bad we only have four kids in the afterschool program. I’d love to give a whole passel of kids the love of reading.” She sighed and opened the next box. “Should’ve been a teacher instead of a librarian.”
I stared at her. “Carolyn! You just gave me an idea. Maybe we should open up our afterschool program to neighborhood kids too! I bet there are a lot of kids around here whose parents don’t have time to help them with homework.”
Carolyn’s pale eyes glittered. “You mean it?”
“Sure! But we’d need more volunteers.” The idea bounced around in my head like a pinball—we’d need more computers, I’d have to write up a proposal for the board, find more volunteers, budget for more supplies—and got hung up on a reality check.
“Okay, okay, maybe we’re getting ahead of ourselves here. We’re just getting this program started . . . We should probably wade in the water for a month or so, get our feet wet with the few kids we’ve already got before we expand the program.”
“Yeah, guess you’re right.” Carolyn shrugged and started sorting another stack of books.
I reached over and grabbed her hand. “I still think it’s a great idea, though. Why don’t we pray about it—you and me?”
“Guess so.” She shrugged again. “That your cell phone ringing?”
Sure enough. I dug it out of my bag and flipped it open long enough to see who was calling—Lee Boyer—and closed it again. “I mean pray right now.” After all, like Mabel said, unless the Lord builds the house . . .
Carolyn let me do most of the praying, though she offered a hearty, “Amen!” Then I excused myself and took my cell phone outside where I could get a stronger signal, though I had to walk down the sidewalk to get away from the residents having a smoke on the front steps. “Lee? It’s me, Gabby. You called?”
“Yeah. Just wanted to remind you that we’ve got a date in court this Friday for a judge to rule on your petitions. Philip and his lawyer got notices too.”
My petitions. One for unlawful eviction and the other for custody of my sons.
“Lee . . .” I said slowly. “What happens if I win the one about unlawful eviction? I don’t want to go back to the penthouse.”
“Don’t worry about it. We’ll request compensation, damages— some kind of financial settlement to help with your current housing.”
“But—” Given Philip’s current gambling debts, I doubted I’d ever see a penny in damages.
“The important thing, Gabby, is to not let him get away with what he did. It’s unconscionable! Personally, I can’t wait to hear the judge ream him out.”
Somehow my own fantasies about “payback” had lost their glitter—especially since Estelle and Harry had prayed with me about doing what was right for me, the boys, and for Philip. “Lee, all I really want is legal custody of my sons.”
“I know. It’s going to be all right. I’ll see you Friday at the Richard J. Daley Center in the Loop. Got something to take down the address and courtroom number?”
I didn’t but ran back inside and grabbed some notepaper from the reception cubby. I was scribbling the address for the Daley Plaza when the front door buzzer went off and Angela buzzed the person in.
Josh Baxter, all lanky and sweaty, a book bag slung over his shoulder, backed through the door saying to someone outside, “Sorry . . . sorry, don’t have a light. Nope, don’t smoke.” He swung around. “Oh, hi, Mrs. Fairbanks. Thought I’d stop in and make sure all the computer programs for the afterschool program are loaded and working before I head to class. Today’s the first day, right?”
I grinned. Just the man I wanted to see. “Carolyn will be delighted. But, um, before you do that, could I talk to you a minute in my office?”
His perpetual grin faded. “Uh-oh. What’d I do?”
I laughed. He was still such a kid. “Nothing! Just an idea I want to throw your way.”
As we came out of my office ten minutes later, Estelle Williams leaned over the kitchen counter and watched Josh take the stairs back up to the main floor two at a time. “Now, what’s that boy so happy about?”
I peered around the kitchen looking for other ears. “Where’s your help?”
“You tell me. Mabel didn’t post a new chore chart, so of course nobody showed up.” She gave me a wicked grin. “Except you. Grab a hairnet and a peeler, Firecracker.” She shoved a two-pound bag of carrots at me.
“I . . . oh, all right.” Josh Baxter was now helping Carolyn in the schoolroom. I guessed I could spare half an hour to help Estelle get lunch out. I picked up the vegetable peeler and double-checked for stray ears. “Can you keep a secret?”
“Ha,” she snorted. “Question is, can you keep a secret? You’re just dying to tell me.” Estelle snapped a hairnet over my curls and snickered. “Now you look like a white turnip instead of a head of escarole.”
Ignoring her teasing, I eagerly rehearsed the possibility of Josh and Edesa renting one of the apartments in my six-flat in exchange for becoming part-time property managers for the House of Hope. “He’s going to talk to Edesa, and we’ll have to figure out a fair exchange of hours-for-rent, but . . . oh, Estelle. Wouldn’t that be wonderful? Not to mention”—another perk fell into my spirit like a shooting star—“having Josh around as a ‘big brother’ would be wonderful for my boys. You know, since their dad isn’t around that much.”
“Mm. Yes.” But Estelle gave me a funny look.
“What?”
She frowned. “What you said about the boys’ dad. If that man ain’t careful, he won’t be around at all.”
“Estelle! What are you talking about? What does Philip have to do with this?—Wait a minute. Does this have anything to do with you going bonkers when I mentioned that client Philip was talking to? That Fagan person? Why? Do you know him? Does Harry?”
Footsteps clattered down the stairs. Tawny, the “new kid” who’d landed at Manna House after DCFS washed its hands of her, and a thirtysomething black woman with a hard face I’d noticed smoking outside with some of the others this morning, sidled up to the counter. “Mabel said we’re on lunch today,” Tawny said. “This is—what’s your name, lady? . . . Oh yeah, Bertie. Whatchu want us to do, Estelle?”
“Humph. Wash your hands at that sink back there and get you both a clean apron and hairnet. I’ll be back in five.” Estelle took me by the elbow and propelled me toward my office, shutting the door behind us. “Sit,” she ordered, plopping into my desk chair.
I sat in the extra folding chair. “What’s this about?”
Estelle shook her head. “Don’t know yet. But Harry’s trying to find out. Because if this Fagan person is who we think he is, Philip has got himself in a heap o’ trouble.”
“But who is he?”
“Rogue cop, got himself indicted by Internal Affairs of the police department.” Estelle shook her head and clucked her tongue. “From what Harry’s told me, you don’t want to mess with Matty Fagan.”