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Nicole arrived at La Guardia feeling defeated and alone, even though Jared met her. When Nicole saw Jared looking tired and worried himself, she smiled, although tears were streaming down her makeup-free face.

“Hey, baby,” he said as he kissed her passionately. “I haven’t been able to sleep since I talked to you last night.” He took his hand and wiped away her tears.

A few moments later Nicole’s tears stopped, and she said softly, “I’m sorry I had you worried, but I’ll be okay.”

Jared picked up Nicole’s luggage and retreated to the limo he had hired. During the ride home, Nicole gave him more details of the last forty-eight hours, and he responded by holding her tightly in the backseat while she ranted, cried, and ranted some more. “I couldn’t believe the way that jerk Chris acted when I showed up to do my final show. When he asked me if I was sure I wanted to go on, I told him to get out of my way, before I had my lawyer and the union representative on his ass. And then I went out there and gave the performance of my life.”

“That’s my baby,” Jared said, gently patting her hands.

Nicole told Jared how she had spent Friday debating whether or not to stay with the show until her contract expired or leave and return to New York. When her agent, Dennis, told her the producers had a settlement check ready to be messengered to his office whenever she gave the word, her mind was made up. Nicole told Jared she could hear her deceased father saying, “Don’t stay nowhere people don’t want you.”

By the time they got home, they were both so spent they decided to fall into bed and talk in the morning. Jared held Nicole tightly all night, even after she’d fallen into a fretful sleep. Nicole’s restless sleep continued throughout the weekend.

When Nicole awoke on Monday morning, it was a little after nine, and Jared had long been gone. He’d left a note on the pillow beside her that read: Nicole, I love you with all my heart. You are and will always be the star of my show. Call you later. Love, Jared.

Nicole felt like she’d been beaten with a stick. Her eyes were bloodshot and swollen, her body exhausted. She turned on the television, but put on the mute button while watching Regis and Kathie Lee. Nicole wanted to enjoy the perfection of the silence.

A few minutes later Nicole got out of bed and pulled her terry-cloth robe on over the Arkansas Razorbacks nightshirt she’d worn to bed. She stumbled into the kitchen, where Jared had made coffee, and she poured herself a cup. The sunny brightness of the kitchen seemed to emphasize her gloomy mood and disheveled appearance, so she retreated to the bedroom. She sat on the bed and considered taking a shower and getting dressed, but could not think of a good reason to do either. She just didn’t have the energy, nor the inclination. She curled back under the covers and fell into a restless sleep.

Nicole woke up about an hour later and decided to watch The View. Nicole loved this show and hoped one of the hosts like Star Jones or Joy Behar would say something funny to make her smile. But today the four ladies were talking about the most recent kids-killing-kids incident. This time Nicole pulled the covers over her head and went into a deep sleep.

“Nicole! Wake up! Baby, wake up. I’ve been trying to call you all day.” Jared shook her gently until she began to stir. “It’s six o’clock. Have you been asleep all day?” he asked.

“I guess so,” Nicole said. “I turned the phone off.”

“Are you feeling all right, baby?” he asked with concern in his voice. “I was worried about you. Did you eat anything? Why don’t I run you a nice hot bath and give you a massage? I can ease those blues right out of your body. Then I’ll run out and get us some dinner.”

“I’m not hungry. I just want to go back to sleep,” Nicole said. She was thinking Jared didn’t have a clue as to how depressed she felt. Did he think a bath and a massage could alleviate her troubles?

“What have you eaten today?”

“Nothing.”

“Then I’m going to get us something to eat,” Jared said as he pulled off his suit and changed quickly into some warm-ups. “What do you feel like eating?”

“I don’t care,” Nicole said. “Get whatever you want.”

“How about barbecue? Or would you like something light?”

Nicole looked at Jared angrily and said, “I told you I don’t care.”

And then she pulled the covers over her head and prayed for another deep, dreamless sleep.

Morning dawned, and Yancey woke up ready to enjoy the beginning of her life as a star. She let out the sound of soft laughter and clapped her hands when the sun broke through the early morning clouds and the room suddenly looked golden. Yancey was getting ready to pick up the phone and order room service when it rang.

“Hello.”

“Where have you been?” Ava asked.

“With Devin, who I got to figure out a way to get rid of now. How are you doing, sweetheart?”

“I’m doing good, but I’ve been going crazy. What did Miss Pretty say when she found out you got her part?”

“I don’t know,” Yancey said as she pulled back the covers.

“What do you mean? Didn’t you see her?”

“I saw her right after her last performance. And Miss Pretty turned it out! I mean even I was in awe. But since we didn’t know if she was going to stay with the show or leave immediately, I sorta stayed clear. I left her these sweet messages and said I was spending the night with Devin. But when I was certain she was gone and had left Grand Rapids, I came back to my room. I had to give up all that pussy to Devin, just so I could escape some fake teary good-bye with Miss Pretty. She left me this sappy note, and I’ll send her some flowers with an I miss you note and that will be that. I’m on my way to Broadway!” Yancey said as she pumped her fist in the air.

“How is the show going?”

“Oh, it’s fine. And last night I was fierce! The new director was all over me. I think I might have to give him a little taste.”

“Now, be careful serving up favors. Make sure it’s gonna earn you some brownie points,” Ava advised.

“Oh, don’t worry. If I give Chris some play, it will be for a good, good reason.”

“So do you know when you’re going to Broadway? And you better get your agent to get a contract now. Have them put it in writing,” Ava advised.

“I already got them working on it. We go to Memphis after we leave here. And then we’re going to close down and get ready for the Great White Way. During that off time, I will be getting some other things like a press agent and a manager,” Yancey said.

“You need a press agent, but hold off on that manager stuff. You don’t need to be giving somebody else ten percent of what you get. Trust me, girl, I know,” Ava said.

“You’re still coming to Memphis, aren’t you? I mean I know you wanted to confront Miss Pretty there, but I’d love it if you came opening night.”

“Don’t worry, darling, I’ll be there front and center,” Ava said.

Yancey heard a knock on her door and told Ava to hold on. When she looked through the peephole, she saw a Mexican housekeeper with her cart and passkey. Yancey ripped open the door and yelled, “What do you want?” The frightened maid pointed to the Housekeeping Service Requested sign. “This is on the wrong side. Come back later,” Yancey said as she slammed the door.

“Ava, let me call you back, honey. That was the dumb-ass maid and I need to go to the bathroom.”

“Are you sure you’re okay?”

“Mama, I’m on top of the world. And I can’t wait to see you.”

“And I can’t wait to see my daughter play the great Miss Dena Jones!”