New green life is pricking the tussle
awake to tense melodrama. Veined
impressions come briskly out a keen
mind to discover exactly how truth
is figured. They’re so preemptory
down there, I get speculative and
wonder what happened to invest their
minds with legends of garbled lore,
who did what to whom, part timorous
part sullen, try huge tips to the
hierarchy to no avail, or maybe that’s
what they think I do. Let them let
it break out in small tongues. If you
break, break now, they say cynically,
who only wait and stand. Seeing nothing
from this point of view would be more
dangerous than a move from linked and
brutal continuity up a canyon.
It’s endless scrutiny, characteristic
of the Age but without the sweet
agitation of Empress Eifuku, for
example, which to conceal excesses
demands you be there an early literary
life. The jag of books we had it,
baffling and capable, now vanished
in the past. Never acquired or fancy
money, not really evolved, rather like
momentum extolling events in a wider
season such as nocturnal desire and the
passion of a sleeve. Living on the street,
that was it, or something like it.
Assurance was frequent because you were fast
to what happens. Apperception includes
the feeling of life you were building
giddy in the morning, can’t figure why.
Then rays became rods so dangerous that
suddenly Nature the way you love it is
acutely beautiful turning crimson and
man-made forests into something deadly
but never like true forests of stars
above your head, and you who also know
this, decide for yourselves. Anguish
you couldn’t tell one night, or betrayal
if we really studied it, have made the
latest news of phonological and semantic
structures different. Language taking
over I can’t say, but it’s radical to be
unchanged in color, all the world with
lights and warnings, theirs too,
flowing with song, meaning the sequence
was modeled on parts not always whole.
Yet notes are joy, are healing, are heard.
Dear Male Poets: I enclose a leaf
and make you see insistence is human.
Or I point to indigenous spirits and
the like, angry spirits if you want to
talk about ancient infusions. Sadness
in religion is surrounding what you
represent. Turn it back. White hair
is brown again, wrinkles smooth to silk
and a dead eye sparkles. Adults are
children like you. Never arrested they
love inhabiting buildings all shapes
and sizes, and being attached to illusion,
darken the rooms with inclement behavior,
cajoling me again now and then,
jilted in the latest cabal.