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The year Mary Kate Lapp turned nineteen started out fine enough. Life seemed full of endless possibilities. But as the year went on, a terrible restlessness began to grow inside of her, like sour yeast in a jar of warm water on a sunny windowsill. There were days when she thought she couldn’t stand another moment in this provincial little town, and days when she thought she could never leave.

On a sun-drenched afternoon, M.K. was zooming along on her red scooter past an English farmer’s sheep pasture, with a book propped above the handlebars—a habit that her stepmother, Fern, scolded her about relentlessly. She was just about to live happily ever after with the story’s handsome hero when a very loud Bwhoom! suddenly interrupted her reading.

Most folks would have turned tail and run, but not M.K. She might have considered it, but as usual, curiosity got the best of her. She zoomed back down the street, hopped off her scooter, climbed up on the fence, and there she saw him—an English sheep farmer in overalls, sprawled flat on the ground with a large rifle next to him. The frightened sheep were huddled in the far corner of the pasture. Doozy, M.K.’s big old yellow dog of dubious ancestry, elected to stay behind with the scooter.

M.K. wasn’t sure what to do next. Should she see if the sheep farmer was still alive? He didn’t look alive. He looked very, very dead. She wouldn’t know what to do, anyway—healing bodies was her sister Sadie’s department. And what if the murderer were close by? Nosir. She was brave, but you had to draw the line somewhere.

But she could go to the phone shanty by the schoolhouse and make a 911 call for the police. So that’s what she did. She waited at the phone shanty until she heard the sirens and saw the revolving lights on top of the sheriff’s car. Then she jumped on her scooter and hurried back to the sheep pasture.

The sheriff walked over to ask M.K. if she was the one who had called 911. She had known Sheriff Hoffman all her life. He was a pleasant-looking man with a short haircut, brown going gray around his ears, and a permanent suntan. Tall and impressive in his white uniform shirt and crisp black pants, radio clipped to one hip, gun holster on the other. He questioned M.K. about every detail she could recall—which wasn’t much, other than a loud gunshot. She didn’t even know the farmer’s name. The sheriff took a pen from his back pocket and started taking notes. (What would he write? Amish witness knows nothing. Absolutely nothing.) But he did tell her she did the right thing by not disturbing the crime scene. He took her name and address and said he might be contacting her with more questions.

M.K. stuck around, all ears about whatever she could overhear, fascinated by the meager clues the police were trying to piece together. When the county coroner arrived in his big black van, M.K. decided she had gleaned all she could. Besides, the trees were throwing long shadows. The sun would be setting soon and she should get home to let her father and Fern know about the murder. It was alarming news!

She took a shortcut through the town of Stoney Ridge to reach Windmill Farm as fast as she could but was intercepted by her friend Jimmy Fisher. Standing in front of the Sweet Tooth Bakery, he called to her, then ran alongside and grabbed the handlebars of her scooter to stop her. She practically flew headfirst over the handlebars.

Men! So oblivious.

“I need your help with something important,” Jimmy said.

“Can’t,” M.K. said, pushing his hands off her scooter. “I’m in a big hurry.” She started pumping her leg on the ground to build up speed. Doozy puffed and panted alongside her.

“It won’t take long!” Jimmy sounded wounded. “What’s your big hurry?”

“Can’t tell you!” she told him, and she meant it. The sheriff had warned her not to say anything to anyone, with the exception of her family, until they had gathered more information. She felt a prick of guilt and looked back at Jimmy, who had stopped abruptly when she brushed him off. She liked that he was a little bit scared of her, especially because he was older and much too handsome for his own good.

She glanced back and saw him cross the road to head into the Sweet Tooth Bakery where her friend Ruthie worked. Good! Let Ruthie solve Jimmy’s problem this time. M.K. was always helping him get out of scrapes and tight spots. That boy had a proclivity for trouble. Always had.

Distracted by the dead body and then by Jimmy Fisher, M.K. made a soaring right turn near the Smuckers’ goat farm, and possibly—just possibly—forgot to look both ways before she turned. Her scooter ended up bumping into Alice Smucker, the schoolteacher at Twin Creeks where M.K. had spent eight long years, as Alice was herding goats across the road into an empty pasture.

A tiny collision with a scooter and Alice refused to get to her feet. “I AM CONCUSSED!” she called out.

M.K. was convinced that Alice was prejudiced against her. And she was so dramatic. She insisted M.K. call for an ambulance.

Two 911 calls in one day—it was more excitement than M.K. could bear. She hoped the dispatcher didn’t recognize her voice and think she was a crank caller. She wasn’t! Nosir.

Naturally, M.K. waited until the ambulance arrived to swoop away with Alice, who was hissing with anger. When M.K. offered to accompany Alice to the hospital—she knew it was the right thing to do, though the offer came with gritted teeth—Alice glared at her.

“You stay away from me, Mary Kate Lapp!” she snapped, before she swooned in a faint.

Alice. So dramatic.

After M.K. rounded up the goats and returned them to the Smuckers’ pasture, she arrived at Windmill Farm, her home and final destination. She couldn’t wait to tell her father and Fern about the news! She was sorry for the sheep farmer—after all, she wasn’t heartless. But finally, something interesting had happened in this town. It was big news—there had never been a murder in Stoney Ridge. And she had been the first one on the scene.

Well, to be accurate—and Fern was constantly telling her not to exaggerate—M.K. wasn’t quite on the scene. But she did hear the gunshot! She absolutely did.

She knew Fern would be irritated with her for being so late for dinner. Fern was a stickler about . . . well, about most everything. But especially about being late for dinner. The unfortunate incident with Alice Smucker had slowed her down even more. The accident did bother M.K.—she would never intentionally run into anyone. Especially not Alice Smucker. Of all people!

M.K. set the scooter against the barn. She heard her mare, Cayenne, whinny for her, so she went into the barn, filled up the horse’s bucket with water, and closed the stall door. She latched it tightly, her mind a whirl of details. It wasn’t until she had pulled the latch that she noticed her father’s horse and buggy were gone. She peered through the dusty barn window and saw that the house was pitch dark, its windows not showing any soft lampshine. Where could her father and Fern have gone? They were always home at this time of day. Always, always, always.

This day just kept getting stranger.

Guilt pinched the edges of Chris Yoder’s conscience. Old Deborah had taught him better manners than to ignore a neighbor’s greeting, but he wasn’t interested in being neighborly. All that interested him was fixing up his grandfather’s house. For now, it was a disaster. It looked as if a good puff of wind would be all that was required to bring the house tumbling down.

Jenny turned around to peer out the buggy window. “I think she was hoping you would stop and say hello, Chris. She’s seems like such a nice old lady.”

“Can’t,” Chris said. “Gotta get home.” Erma Yutzy was a very nice old lady, and he had done some odd jobs for her, but she liked to talk and he could never find a way to break in and excuse himself. But it wasn’t just that he wanted to avoid Erma Yutzy today. He was always in a touchy mood after a trip to town. People were everywhere—on the sidewalks, in the stores, riding bikes, eating ice-cream cones, sipping expensive coffees. As if nothing bad could happen. As if nothing could hurt them or threaten their sense of security.

“This isn’t going to work,” Jenny whispered. “We’re going to get caught.”

Chris glanced over at his thirteen-year-old sister. The last few months had taken a toll on her. She had always been a worrier. She worried about everything and everybody. “It’s been working for over six weeks now, Jenny. If we were going to have a problem, we would have had it by now. I think we’re home free.” He didn’t entirely believe that, but he knew it was best to ease Jenny’s concern.

Jenny’s chin jutted forward. “Plunking me in school is the worst idea you’ve ever had.”

“No, it’s not,” Chris said. “You need schooling. And I need you to not be underfoot.”

“I’m going to need new shoes for school.” She scowled at him. “We can’t afford them.”

She had him there. He had no cash to spare, but he had been prepared for lean times. And he wasn’t going to let a few dollars stop his sister from getting an education. Schooling was something he didn’t take for granted.

“Think of school as an adventure. Something new.” Chris kept the smile on his face and the worry out of his voice.

Jenny leaned her head against the window and closed her eyes.

For a moment he was lost in another time of his life, another season. Was it only two months ago? It seemed like much longer. That was the week that Old Deborah, as close to a grandmother to him as anyone ever would be, passed to her glory.

Hours before she had died, she had covered his hand with hers. “Every now and then, Chris, life throws you something you’d never have chosen in a million years. I know that’s how you feel right now.”

He looked into her tired brown eyes. “How am I going to do it?”

She smiled. “The Lord taught us to pray, ‘Give us this day our daily bread.’ We’re supposed to live one day at a time, not to borrow another day’s troubles.”

One day at a time. That’s how they had been living ever since they arrived in Stoney Ridge two weeks ago, but he hadn’t expected things to be this hard. They were scraping by on a wing and a prayer. But there were good things too. They were settling into a new home. He had picked up some odd jobs, like mowing Erma Yutzy’s lawn, that provided ready cash. Just today he had gotten a tip at the hardware store about a man named Amos Lapp who needed a fellow to help with fieldwork because he had some heart trouble. Wasn’t that a sign of God’s just-in-time providence?

A whinny from his horse made him smile. Chris had a magnificent Thoroughbred horse, Samson, that he had raised since he was a foal. The stallion was a legacy from Old Deborah, along with the knowledge that a little piece of real estate in Stoney Ridge was waiting, intended for him from his grandfather. It was a start.

He exhaled. One day at a time.

After Jimmy Fisher watched Mary Kate Lapp charge up the road, he started to head to the Sweet Tooth Bakery but changed his mind. He wasn’t really in the mood to try to talk to Ruthie today—she often burst into a fit of giggles when she was around him. Plus, it was getting late and he knew his mother would be wondering where he was. Chore time on the chicken-and-egg farm.

He had really wanted to talk to M.K. She would have a good idea about how he should proceed. Much better than Ruthie. M.K., for all her shortcomings, was very reliable about these kinds of things.

Jimmy was in love. At a horse auction in Leola—his favorite pastime—he had noticed an attractive young Amish woman who was selling a two-year-old brindled mare. He couldn’t take his eyes off that girl. Shiny auburn hair, snapping green eyes. And tall! He’d always wanted to marry a tall woman. It was a dire disappointment to Jimmy that he wasn’t as tall as his brother, Paul. Jimmy wasn’t tall at all, but he held himself very straight as if to make the most of what he had. He planned to rectify that genetic flaw for the next generation. Tall was good. It was number five on his list of critical requirements for his future wife.

The brindled mare had fetched a good price, and the young woman was saying goodbye to the horse, tears streaming down her face. Jimmy was touched. Three heartbeats later, he tracked down the auctioneer to find out to whom the mare had belonged. The auctioneer was taking a break behind the large canvas tent while the horse lot was being changed. A stub of a cigar hung from his mouth as he eyed Jimmy. “Why do you want to know?”

“I had an interest in that brindled mare,” Jimmy said. That was true. It wasn’t a lie. He was more interested in the mare’s owner than the mare, but he wasn’t lying. “Just wondered if they might be breeders or not.” Jimmy kicked a rock on the ground with the toe of his boot. “Giving some thought to becoming a breeder myself. Just thought I’d talk to her, ah, him.” He cleared his throat, tried to act nonchalant.

The auctioneer threw the cigar stub on the ground and rubbed it out with his shoe. “I thought you Amish knew everybody, anyway.”

“A common misperception,” Jimmy said. Along with assuming we look alike and think alike and act alike. He nearly said that part out loud, but held back, given that he had become so mature lately. Still, it rankled him how the non-Amish lumped the Amish into one-size-fits-all.

Take Jimmy and his brother, Paul. They might share a passing resemblance—both blond, with their father’s strong nose and high forehead—but no two brothers could be more different. Paul was thirty now, still unmarried, still at home under his mother’s very large thumb. It wasn’t that Paul didn’t want to marry and start a family of his own; he just couldn’t quite decide on a wife. He was always juggling a few girls, attracted to each one but not in love with any of them.

Jimmy had no trouble making decisions, or falling in love. He fell in love, he fell out of love—but at least it was love! He had passion, and emotion, and wasn’t afraid to make a commitment like Paul was. Or, at least, he wouldn’t be afraid to when he fell in love for the last time. He planned to marry within two years. It was all planned out. And he had just found his missus. Done! Checked off.

The auctioneer took a loud slurp of coffee and tossed the paper cup on the ground. “Her name is Emily Esh. Father is Emanuel Esh. They live near Bart. Father’s a darn good horse trader.” He handed Jimmy a card: Domenico Guiseppe Rizzo, purveyor of fine horses. “This is the guy you need to see if you want to get into pony racing.”

Jimmy peered at the card. “Wait. Is that Domino Joe?” He knew Domino Joe. Knew him well. “What makes you think I have an interest in pony racing?”

The auctioneer glanced at his watch and strolled back to the auction block. Over his shoulder, he tossed, “If you’re already acquainted with Domino Joe, then why would I think you don’t?”

Jimmy frowned and stuffed the card in his pocket. Emily Esh. What a beautiful name. It had a musical sound . . . what was it M.K. called that kind of thing? Allit, alliter, alliteration. That was it!

Now . . . how to meet Emily Esh? He remembered that M.K. had talked Ruthie into going to a youth gathering in Bart this summer, hoping to meet a more intelligent crop of boys, she had said. “I’ve known these Stoney Ridge boys forever,” she said airily to Jimmy. “And most of them have no idea how to carry on an intelligent conversation. They just want to talk about the latest prank they pulled or about what the best hunting sports are or all about their dogs.”

At the time, Jimmy took offense. M.K. was always showing off her big brain, as if it wasn’t obvious to everyone that she had a different way of thinking. He had a hunch that she could go to the ends of the earth and she still wouldn’t find what she was looking for, because that fellow didn’t exist. But now, the Bart youth gathering sounded very intriguing to Jimmy.

He just needed M.K.’s help. He wanted to meet Emily Esh, his future missus.

M.K. waited restlessly for her father and Fern to return home. She went down to the honey cabin, tucked at the far edge of Windmill Farm’s property, and wrote on some labels for honey jars, but her hands felt shaky with excitement. She didn’t like the way her handwriting ended up looking—like she was nine, not nineteen. Just yesterday, she had finished spinning her most recent supply of honey from her brown bees’ honeycombs into long, thin clean jars. She sold her honey at Fern’s roadside stand. She wished she had left some chores to do. She swept the floor and straightened up, then went back to the house.

In her bedroom, she spent some time looking for her old detective notebook. She finally found it, tucked deep under her mattress. She opened it to a clean page and wrote SOLVE SHEEP FARMER’S MURDER!!! in bold letters across the top and underlined it three times, breaking the pencil point in the process. She found another pencil and numbered the page from one to ten.

But how?

She pulled out her detective books from the bottom bookshelf and spread them out on her bed.

#1. Look for overlooked clues that the culprit might have left in his haste.

A. Go back to the pasture.

She spent the next ten minutes drumming the pencil against the page as she searched in vain for ideas to proceed. When her head began to ache from thinking too hard, she put her books away and stuffed the notebook back under the mattress.

She thought the house seemed stuffy, so she opened the windows downstairs in the living room and kitchen. A breeze moved into the room, carrying a faint perfume from Fern’s rose garden. M.K. sat down, stood up, walked around, sat down again. Her mind was spinning, like dandelions in the wind. She was so antsy that Doozy gave up following her. He curled up in the living room corner and went to sleep. She jumped up and went into the kitchen, knowing just what to do to keep her mind and hands busy.

After her sister Sadie married Gideon Smucker and left home, M.K. was at loose ends—she had finished formal schooling, she was missing the companionship of Sadie and Julia, her married sisters, and she was driving Fern crazy. A serious case of “ants in her pants,” Fern diagnosed. M.K. needed something to do, so Fern taught her how to bake bread.

M.K. went into the kitchen and pulled out the flour canister. On the windowsill was a jar filled with a noxious-looking substance, placed where the late afternoon sun would warm it but not too much. She picked up the jar, remembering the first time Fern had shown it to her.

It was the winter after Sadie and Gid’s wedding, two years ago. The lower half was a thick gray pillow, looking like something you’d find on the moon. Fern had shaken it up, then opened it. A strong sour smell exploded into the air.

“Phew!” M.K. pinched her nose like a clothespin. “What is that horrible thing?” She leaned closer to inspect it.

“It’s my sourdough bread starter,” Fern said. “It’s been in my family for generations. It came from a carefully tended mother dough that my great-great-great-grandmother brought over from Germany in 1886.”

“How could all those grandmothers have kept it alive all that time?”

“Some mysteries are best not to examine too closely,” Fern said in her matter-of-fact way. “Starters are sturdier than they appear. But I guard that starter like gold at Fort Knox.” She scooped out a hefty measure of foamy pale-yellow-white starter and put it in a bowl. “I refresh it every week so it stays healthy.” She turned on the tap, testing the temperature with her fingers. “I add water that’s just barely warmer than your fingers.” When she got it right she gestured to M.K. “Try it.”

M.K. stuck her fingers under the stream. She hardly felt the water. M.K. filled a glass measuring cup and stirred it into the jar of starter. It foamed up.

M.K. jumped back, then stared at it. “Why, it’s alive!”

“Exactly.”

Danger! M.K. was hooked.

A noise outside jolted her back to the present. She peered out the window, hoping to see a buggy roll up the driveway. But no—it was only a noisy bluejay, gorging himself on black oiled sunflower seeds that filled the blue bird feeder on the porch. M.K. rapped on the window to shoo the greedy bird away.

She took out a large bowl and measured a cup of flour. She used a sturdy wooden spoon and stirred the flour into the heady sponge, filling the air with a sour scent, unique to yeast. She turned the dough out on a layer of fine white flour that she scattered across the surface of the counter. As she began to knead the bread, back and forth, over and under, pushing and pulling, her restlessness began to slip away. Like it always did. She didn’t like to admit it, but Fern was right. Her hands needed to be busy.

Two hours later, the loaves were baked and cooling on the counter. They were far more dense than Fern’s would have been. M.K. never had the patience to let dough rest as long as it needed. But the kitchen was clean and shiny for Fern’s critical inspection just as she walked in. M.K. met her at the door. Over Fern’s shoulder, she saw her father near the barn, untacking the horse from the buggy shafts.

“Where have you been?” M.K. asked. “I’ve been waiting for hours!”

A wall came up, chilled the air. Fern didn’t speak immediately. Doozy let go of a soft, joyous woof and his tail wagged slowly, then stopped.

“Where have you been?” Fern replied, sharp as a pinch. “You were due at the schoolhouse at six. There was a work frolic to get the schoolhouse ready for school on Monday.”

M.K.’s hands flew up to her cheeks. “I forgot! I forgot all about it.”

Fern frowned at her. “If you were a bird, you would be a hummingbird. Flitting from place to place. You can’t be still.”

“But there’s a reason! Something has happened!”

“So we heard,” Amos said in a weary voice as he opened the kitchen door and walked into the room. His weather-tanned face, with its work wrinkles running down his cheeks, looked exasperated. “You ran into Alice Smucker. How did you happen to do that?”

Oh. Oh! M.K. had forgotten all about the collision with Alice Smucker. Her mind was wholly preoccupied with the shocking murder. “Well, there’s rather a lot of Alice.”

Amos raised a warning eyebrow at M.K. “Alice Smucker will be unable to start the school year due to a mild concussion.”

“Really? She actually has a concussion? The doctor really, truly said that? Because—”

Amos sent M.K. a warning frown, but too late.

“—Alice can be a bit of a hypochondri—”

Amos held up his hand to stop her. “Mary Kate, it doesn’t matter whether the doctor said so. That’s what Alice Smucker believes she has, and it was because you didn’t look where you were going on the scooter and you crashed into the poor woman.”

“Dad, it wasn’t really that big of a crash. More like a tiny bump.”

Amos shook his head. “She has a ferocious headache and can’t teach for the foreseeable future.”

“That’s a shame,” M.K. said.

Amos and Fern exchanged a look.

The first ripple of concern fluttered down M.K.’s spine. “What?”

“The members of the school board were at the work frolic,” Amos said. “They came to a decision about who can fill in for Alice.”

“Well, Gideon, of course. He’s done it before. He’s a fine teacher. Better than Alice.” M.K. hoped Sadie wouldn’t mind having Gid gone all day. She had little twins, a boy and a girl, who ran her ragged. At least, they ran M.K. ragged whenever she popped in for a visit. To M.K.’s way of thinking, children ran everybody ragged.

Amos and Fern exchanged another glance, and M.K. sensed something dreadful was coming, like the stillness right before a storm hit. She felt the hair on the back of her neck tingle. “If not Gid, then who? Who?” In the quiet, her question sounded like an owl.

“The school board has decided you will fill in for Alice,” Amos said.

“Me? Me?” she said with a squeak. “Teach school? You want me to teach school?” She was outraged! It was just an accident. She hadn’t run into Alice on purpose! “No! No, no, no, no, no. I can’t do it! Absolutely not!” The very thought terrified her. Stuck in a hot room with twenty-five slow-witted children, all day long? Boring! Supremely boring! “Dad, you’ve got to tell the school board that I just can’t do it. Tell them you and Fern need me to help at Windmill Farm.” She swept her arms in a wide arc, accidentally knocking over something from the counter onto the floor, where it shattered. She looked down, horrified. It was the jar that held Fern’s one-hundred-and-fifty-year-old bread dough starter. She covered her face, then peeked through her fingers to gauge Fern’s reaction.

At first, Fern looked stunned. Then her mouth set in a straight line. “Clean up that mess. Then you’d better get ready. The school board wants to meet with you tomorrow, 8 a.m. sharp, at the schoolhouse.”

M.K. said nothing. As she scooped shattered glass and tangy-smelling starter into the garbage, she felt that the whole day had taken an unsatisfactory turn. She had encountered a shocking murder, she had been suspected of intentionally running her scooter into Alice Smucker (when all she had been doing was riding her scooter), and now there was this uncomfortable expectation that she would teach school.

Suddenly M.K. was looking ahead, into the terrible future. Her life had been completely rearranged. This was too much. It was all too much!

What a day. The worst of her life.