Dear Roylene,
I am so pleased that you feel you can entrust me with such a task. You are being very brave and your actions are commendable. I wish you were closer because I’d have you come and speak to the women in our group. You are quite an inspiration. And I know it isn’t something you feel you have a complete grasp on, but keep on pushing through. For Toby...and for you. Okay?
Now, about Toby’s poem. First: I am so honored that you would share it with me. Really. I cried when I read it. What an amazing young man.
If I were to break it down for you I’d say this: Toby’s longing for home. He wishes he was back in Iowa with you and with his Mom and Dad. And something’s happened to him that makes him worry that even if...when...he does come home he won’t be the same person he was before. Does that make sense? I think he’s telling you he’s changed. That something violent has happened.
If you write back to him, I suppose it might be good to let him know that there isn’t any change that would keep you from caring for him. He’s still Toby no matter what happens over there.
Please don’t hesitate to contact me about anything else you may need. I’m here. Waiting like the rest of us. And these letters make the time go by.
All the best,
Glory